Lyrics:

I can't stop staring at the ceiling tasting bile tonight
This new routine is taking its toll on me
And all I want is just to keep on running but the mess I leave
Would just keep growing behind me

All I want's some clarity
It's getting old, I shouldn't be burnt out this you
(This is some real bullshit if you ask me, but what do I know?)
And please forgive my levity, I don't know how else I'm gonna cope with it

Don't call it a breakdown, you just can't hang
Just tell me now if it's all fake
Spark up in the back yard to cover it up
Time away from my head is never enough

And this just might be what makes me get my shit together, but I'm afraid to hope
And this just might be what makes me get my shit together

i don't wanna play death cup tonight (demo)

I'm tired
These countless pictures in my head keep spinning, yet It seems fitting
Being stuck in the fantasy of what I never would say
Cause in the wake of it all, I'm always tired
Exhausted when life keeps coming back for more

But I'm over all the sleepless nights 
Cause I don't wanna waste my time on you anymore 
When it's never gonna change
And I regret all the wasted time with you clouding up my mind
Like April showers, dampening my pride

Cause I'm too tired now to let these bitter things keep running through my head
I'm sick from constant stress, constant aching in my neck
Sleeping in my car for an hour or two just to keep up
It's killing me inside but I'm trying

Bitter Things (demo)

Lyrics:

Can you see now, I don't have my head on straight 
I'm a bigger mess than the backseat of my car
Oh I see now, in a time that's far too late
That you could use a rest, I've been pushing this too far

Cause all's not fair in love and war
And I've been thinking for some time

I don't know where you are anymore 
But I'm here when you need me
I'm here when you're ready
Don't wanna say goodbye anymore
But I'm here when you need me
I'm here when you're ready

We both know where this goes
I don't wanna disclose the mistakes we used to make
You say you've moved on now
So I'm starting to doubt my sense of security

When You're Ready (demo)

Lyrics:

And I can't see who's coming next 
And how I'm coping isn't the best
I miss you, and I don't know who I mean anymore

interlude (demo)

Lyrics:

I don't know what to say here 
Cause I can't tell
If what we had or what what you were 
Is even real, cause there's this
Nagging feeling that all you're after is the attention that you don't get
When you realize I'm dime a dozen and you ain't worth the headache

Now I'm face down on the floor and I can't sleep
Too much of you would be a dream

Sun's up in the back of my head
I'm better off alone and you're better off dead
But I'm not breaking down
Forget all the things that I said
You weren't enough for me or enough for this bed
So I'm not breaking down

So now I drag you down into my mess and I crack once again
Seven months without a second thought ends with "just a friend"
And "you can't tell me that this is worth it" when you're standing there in tears 
Twenty dollars and a tank of gas starts looking good again

Fine Dining And Breathing (Nashville Mix)

Lyrics:

Took about a year to find 
The right words and to finally speak my mind
About what I found on your phone that night
All I'm looking for is some stable ground
And it's scarce to see now
Since you pulled the floor out from under me

The words don't mean a damn thing now
And that's a shame, I've got so much left to say
Maybe it's time I walked away
There's no reason to stay here now 
And that's a shame, I"m the one who's left to blame
Always been like you to run away

How does it feel to know you disappeared?
Now I'm glad you aren't here 
Even though we still had our fun with him
It shouldn't matter now, I never see you around
You were just another one in the books

I know you never think of me
When you walk down these empty streets 
Take the long way not to see you
Not how it's supposed to be
Your shallow breaths still haunt me in my sleep
Still take the long way not to see you

Castleton (2018 mix)

Lyrics:

I never wanted to be perfect
I never even wanted to be more than this
And the weight leaves me uncertain
But the highs always fill my heart with bliss

It feels like we're here at breakneck speed but still
In the moment we fought our way uphill
I can't promise you that I'll wait for you forever 
And if you want me to I can't promise that I'll be there 

And I can't say

I Can't Say (demo)

Lyrics:

Your face is the last thing I wanna see lighting my screen tonight 
And on top of everything I don't wanna think how much you nailed me down when you were 

Calling me out on my shit, I haven't changed at all
I'm just a midnight call away
What am I waking to in the afternoon? Because I can't stop it's just

Another night glued to the bed in my room
Can't tell if it's all worth it or not
As I watch another sunrise from my window

I'm glued to the edge of my seat because what I feel is something more
Than just the usual, I might be more obsessed than I care to admit

Tommy Walton

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