lyrics: 
can you act like you care, about me
fill my head with lies, and watch me die
cut my wrist into pieces
watch me burn myself, just for you

i hate to see you succeed
i hate to see you cause of everything

Act Like You Care

finally a new breakrap song after a while

prod. @deadfave
cover art render by @dhaelo

lyrics:
there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out
there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out

you can't take the time off from me
let me free, i want to run away

There is no way in hell
I still walk through something I cannot repel
Hope you know I don't want nobody else
I don't need no company with the treatment I've dealt
The common and my sadness are still in a messy battle
I've helped so many people, yet I live in my own shadow
Can't resist being nice or an asshole
A happy song would be so special

there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out
there will be no happy song
that will calm me down
i don't wanna that, i wanna be strong
i just cant blow my brain out

me vs me

Prod. Saint Mike

im awake but im dreaming 
tell me whats the meaning
im awake but im dreaming
i got the feeling 

i wanna kill myself
i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself 

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone 
adore me 
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone
adore me

im awake but im dreaming 
tell me whats the meaning
im awake but im dreaming
i got the feeling 

i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself


i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone 
adore me 
i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna die alone
adore me

im awake but im dreaming 
tell me whats the meaning
im awake but im dreaming
i got the feeling 

i wanna kill myself 
i wanna kill myself

Adore Me (2022 Throwaway)

All I Have (2022)

benzo: https://www.instagram.com/benzosaint/

altered state (ft. benzosaint)

file down to my ribshow
heart clock what it do, oh no
imma brush it til is clean, fosho
then you tell me what you see

i didnt knew how to act
was a mistake
this my hobby
i didnt knew how to act
substances inside my body
after gettin high as hell
my vision becomes so foggy
after gettin high as hell
levitating in the lobby
i've been changing personality
as if it were a uniform
eyes bulge out of my sockets
my vision, it is a thing to reform
im boutta fist all ya niggas
i dont fucking care about who perform
i been feeling like fuck it
i dont even wanna get along with u

dont give a fuck rn
cuz i knew you were like det
im gettin salty cuz of that

On god (sanperseus) #sangang

You're Not Around.. (2018)

(focus: breath, vision, silent communication)

I. Breath Invocation
I AM EYE (—) / IN TELE–PATHY (—)
HOLD–ING BREATH (—) / TO SEE (—)

II. Silent Chant
SILENCE SPEAKS (.) / WHEN BREATH IS STILL (—)
EYE IS MIND (.) / AND MIND IS WILL (—)

III. Vision Mantra
LOOK WITH–OUT (—) / SEE WITH–IN (—)
EYE OF AIR (.) / BREATH OF SKIN (—)

IV. Closing Call
I AM EYE (—) / I AM BREATH (—)
I AM VISION (—) / BEYOND DEATH (—)

Litany of the Telepathic Eye

Left me for the sunrise

Waiting [demo]

LYRICS:

dont u even ask me bout the shit that you know
i dont want to hear your voice
i dont want to hear your shit

i dont give a fuck about you
dont you even talk to me
i dont want to fucking see you
just leave me alone bitch

you aint shit
youre just source of pain lil bitch
you just left me cucked again
i dont give a fuck nomore
i dont like you
or your friends
and your family

fuck this love shit
it hurts more than a disease
it felt much more likeable
in my own fantasies

i am ment to be alone
i am ment to die alone
i think i really want it now
after all this shit, wow

im not even suprised that i dont want to live
all this fucking shit has drained me to the fucking pit
nothing seems to be worth anymore, wwhat the fuck bitch
look what you have made me into, are you happy now? bitch.

i loved you but you didnt
i already felt that since the start
but i didnt do anything
cuz i though i was wrong

now i see
now i see the truth
that has been hiding behind you
lost all my trust in you

dont u even ask me bout the shit that you know
i dont want to hear your voice
i dont want to hear your shit

i dont give a fuck about you
dont you even talk to me
i dont want to fucking see you
just leave me alone bitch

Adore Me (2022 Throwaway)

Tommy Blve (2nd Page)