raw feelings & nightmares in both worlds

Dont wake me up 
I never see the light
This night feels like the night we met but youre not by my side
I'm lying in the forest and my blood is raining down on me
She knows she could save me but she hides in my fantasy
let you build a home behind my skin - how could you give it up?
These walls will last forever but the garden needs your final touch
I cant let you go  because youre the only love ill ever know
Soon you let me go because all these lies have found a place to grow
I really wouldve died for you but now you left me in the snow
Ник и ночь - i follow you to any place you want to go
She cant feel my pain 
i breathe in circles to release your wings
She just fixed my heart to make it worse & left my mind in -
If you dont love i just suffer for the two of us
The world is bleeding out of my hands and youre my only hope to trust
Same way ill fall into the darkness like we always do
youre the one i love my biggest dream was taking care of you

Carry the truth to my grave (raw) prod. MATTER

https://open.spotify.com/track/2yHowQ2y8xnSZk3R8vrLaW

sorry for being quiet, i know what i wanna do now..
big thanks to idstayawaytoo and egs for the beat, more to come. 


TWENTYTHREE:
https://soundcloud.com/twentythree777

PRODUCED BY IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS:
https://soundcloud.com/idstayawaytoo
https://soundcloud.com/egsmane

LYRICS:
Waste away another day, I hate the way I love your face but we both know it’s not the same, departed I won’t find a way to numb the pain that roams my veins the blades that change the pace I lay in light to hide in vain, when I still hope your hollow grave is safe 

If I was you id stay away my friend
Instead I’ll rot alone inside my head

Where have you gone my dear?
I've never felt so alone, cold, ridden with fear
What I've done, i know im wrong, I gave you space and now your gone, it sticks inside your head, and head it hurts, but """it's not love"""".

IT'S NOT LOVE FT TWENTYTHREE (PROD. IDSTAYAWAYTOO & EGS) (SPOTIFY LINK IN DESCRIPTION)

HEART [PROD. HECTOR VAE]

prod: @danielsgone

Lyrics:
you dont even know what i go through girl
you dont even care about me
you dont even know what i go through girl
you know my nights are lonely
you dont even know what i go through girl
you know my phone never rings
you dont even know what i go through girl
show me your hand wheres the ring?

lonely nights im thinkin about you
lonely nights i dont know what i might do
suffocating
i feel im breaking
days i just walk alone
im feeling you in my bones
suffocating 
i feel im breaking 

you dont even know what i go through
i dont even know what i might do yeah
you dont even know what i go through
i dont even know what i might do yeah

spotify

U Dnt Even Know What I Go Through

you held me back x3
you took me away from myself i didn't deserve that
why'd you have to do me like that
you did it now i gotta except that
now you get to watch me after 2 whole years
of being brought to tears by you
you aren't the person that i thought i knew
you used me yeah you know its true
then left me right out of the blue 
you broke my heart in fucking 2
its alright cus i picked up all the pieces 
now i am here and im here for a reason
took what you wanted then decided you were leaving
you used to be the reason i was breathing
cant believe i let myself go like that
cant believe i used to think i wanted you back
now i get to do what i really want to 
now its not all up to you
in the end you got what you deserved 
i hope your left with an eternal burn

ETERNAL BURN PROD. PULSE

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You never said okay I really want to play in the trees
Medicate your pain away like me
All I ever wanted was to feel my feet in the breeze

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You love my love I love your pain now let’s just take it away
Medicate your pain away like me
You feel my paint stripping you feel my paint stripping away

Cutthroat coma I’m over, the gun chokes, when I squeeze my trigger I watch my life disintegrate Away
Jealousness
A felon
To what I ingest
My last breathe I feel it coming let the ocean swallow me whole
You ever feel the emptiness just taking over your soul?
Like a fragment of hole, the blackest depths of the world

Numb to it all indifferent why can’t we just spend the day in the trees I wanna sway with the breeze I wanna watch dead leaves fall like my soul into the throat of the world I need to meet deaths door I want the oceans floor

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You never said okay I really want to play in the trees
Medicate your pain away like me
All I ever wanted was to feel my feet in the breeze

Dead weight
We are dead today
I feel
You love my love I love your pain now let’s just take it away
Medicate your pain away like me
All I ever wanted was to feel my feet in the breeze

AnkleWeight

AMV on IDLEGLANCE YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=snJ-udyPXgQ
@biv
@kamaara

Lyrics:

Biv:

I cut my ties if it helps time, 
Back to my cage in the dark side,
I don't wanna die,
But it's not right,
Dead man walkin, been my whole life

Fxck it up, I don't see you duck,
Keep it up, bxtch don't never trust,
If you wanna stay, I can hurt a bunch,
Burn out the souls I been hangin from,

I don't wanna play, I'll just lay it up,
Keep it to myself, you can't know too much,
I just wanna feel like you told me once,
You was in my feels, now we pack it up,

Less we know the better, gain ya chedda, ima let ya, this world steady dead ya, since ya mama fed ya, money, power, pleasure, dealers in they meta, you a petty stressor

I get the fxck on with bills, then I ghost, 
Name me to hate me, they love me most,
I see your feelings, they bleed through your clothes,
You know them problems is keeping you close,
I wonder if this is something I chose,
I never know,
Carry us alone,
Lies to bury whole,
Don't you tell me those

KAMAARA:

I can’t hear a word you said
Yeah My minds a fucken mess 
Pop another nothing left 
Everybody’s fxcken dead 
In my head in my head 
I can’t hear a word you said 
In my head in my head 
Yeah My minds a fucken mess
In my head in my head 
Pop another nothing left 
In my head in my head 
Everybody’s fucken dead

Stupid ass bxtch you get fist fucked 
We hanging outside get yo shit tucked 
Hitting at his chest like a hiccup 
And I ain’t fucken stopping till you give up

Biv:

You see that's problematic,
Addicts to habits,
The mothafxckas that had it,
Comin from the bottom,
I suggest you keep at it,
Keep a fucka movin, you don't want no static,
I'm at it,
Again, 
My old dearest friend, they'll be in my mind till the stool slip, clip my lip through the back of my dome split,
The end, 
The end.

Biv - as if it even fucking mattered w/KAMAARA

SPOTIFY LINK: https://open.spotify.com/album/3f9YmzytBVOfrbXX8KLH2j?si=DZK4ZY07RRO1wQQgezJlXA

FRAGMENTS (break me)

Thank u for listening fr - (lyrics below)

insta 
lowlifedemon

Mastered by Split
nevertellsplit


I spend my skin but i cant replace it 
Scream the vision in the forest but these word's never come back
Now they say i have a problem with the way i look at life
Escape the human expectation 
(Your) love depends on phone connection
Still remember when they left me screaming i dont wanna stay
No colour in the sky dreams in the car they drive away
People talking shit but they can't say what i could do 
I dont want to go outside but i go crazy in my room
Close my eyes i see release inside my veins
I can't sleep at night but dream of ways to love what i became
Supress everything they did but in the end you have no defense
Too much damage fade away into your never ending silence
Between the lies i can't stop falling
Hope you find this shit before i see the ground 
The mind is bleeding
Feeling nothing just ideas
Become a man but see it clear
Youre the snow
Im the rain
In the end we're all the same

Help me breathe (prod. M.O.T.T)

Music Video on https://soundcloud.com/idleglance
https://youtu.be/JRgpxNffpiE

prod https://soundcloud.com/crclxx

Lyrics

Ima fly I might die their gun be no grave
No remorse from the killers cuz they pharmacies

Got a dime in the pocket with a percocet
Bitch I'm on my way to some bridges catch me under em

Ain't satisfied with my life while I write this
Idle my glance cuz I'm hazy I'm high bitch
Glazy my eyes and I'm sipping on white
And you know what I say bitch the white make it right

Slurring my speech don’t ask if I’m alright
This is the sign that Im doing just fine
Bitch I go bottles up, Hiding the pain I got
Shaking when I’m sober bitch I know what is up

Pull up, I’m out
Quick lick

Gas in the mouth
Big hits

Bitch you know what is up
Slothboi be acting nuts
Slurring his words
Like he bouta drop from a touch

40 of colt
Big swigs

Fuck what I’m bout
Ain’t shit

Manic depression
Combined with oppression
From memories of trauma
Gun lock me right in

Bottle of white to make it right
We sipping in alleyways hiding from heat

Bottle of white to make it right
I’m tripping on shrooms that I put in my tea

Bottle of white to make it right
We running from 12 cuz we went on a spree

Bottle of white to make it right
I’m not the one that you want me to be

Fuck all your wack shit
You ain’t this faction
Lurk in the night, while I wear my all my black shit
Hopping on trains I be really on that shit

Ain't satisfied with my life while I write this
Idle my glance cuz I'm hazy I'm high bitch
Glazy my eyes and I'm sipping on white
And you know what I say bitch the white make it right

Fuck all your wack shit
You ain’t this faction
Lurk in the night, while I wear my all my black shit
Hopping on trains I be really on that shit

Slurring my speech don’t ask if I’m alright
This is the sign that I’m doing just fine
Bitch I go bottles up, Hiding the pain I got
Shaking when I’m sober bitch I know what is up

Idle Thy Glance

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Idle Thy Glance (CRCL)  [Music Video ↓]

Music Video: https://youtu.be/Oum7hZJkGdY

(prod. yungrevrb)
NOTHING NOW
myle$: https://soundcloud.com/mobbinmyles

U Dnt Even Know What I Go Through

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