omg i’ve never heard ethel sing like this before 😛

v1:

too forward to tease 
tell me i’m your bitch
sitting on my knees while i suck that dick
i don’t need your mercy, just your money and your spit
i don’t need a boy, i need a man that i can skitch

chorus:

i just need romeo’s daddy
i’ll be juliet, perfect silhouette
voice like heaven, throat like sex 
wrapping these long, tight legs all around his neck
some girls need love, i need head 
i’m talking 5, 6 times til my face is red 
now rumor has it i’ve been fucking romeo’s daddy in romeo’s bed

v2:

tienes que escuchar a mi cuerpo
chico, sabes que necesito esto 
¿puedes ser mi papí?
¿puedo ser tu bebé? 
me follas como un perrito, comprende? 
pin me to the bed
eat it til it’s wet
fuck me like you hate me
fuck me til i beg
show me you know what you’re doing
prove to me that i don’t need a fucking romeo 
(fucking romeo)

romeo's daddy (demo)

Embarrassing — Ethel Cain (Ellis Cover)

White Silas / Ethel Cain cover of poachers pride, originally from Nicole dollanganger's natural born losers

White Silas - Poachers Pride (Nicole Dollanganger cover)

*sample is sprawl by bedlocked*
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but i wonder if you want her
in the way i wish you would need me
we were right there, you were right there
if you want me, i'll be right here
like concrete
every morning
when she calls, and you pace
saying baby, don't wait up late
we're concrete

ethel cain - xxxxxxxxxx

Ethel Cain - nettles

ethel cain - stoker (inbred unreleased)

Ethel Cain-Truckers Chapel(extended prod.postumo)

one of her best that’s for sure

Sunday morning and I’m wasted
Had too much to drink again
Preacher’s saying God will save me
If God is real, He’s a fucking bitch

Tell my baby that I love her
But, right now, mama’s gotta go
I didn’t ask to be this crazy
But since we’re here, I’ll give them a show

Always run from the best of them
But I’ll fall for a piece of shit
Half-cocked ’cause he’s not a big boy
And I don’t wanna know that half of him

If you try to hurt me, I won’t stop you
But there’s something you should know
It’s that my daddy’s fucking crazy
And always ready to blow

The first boy I ever loved
Was a brother I never had
I thought, with him, maybe I’d make it
Maybe it’d be half as bad

Spеnt my nights under the covers
Just wishing hе was there
Draw his portrait in my diary
Just to hold when I got scared

Now I’m fucked up and I’m nasty
But they say I make it look good
I don’t do what my mama told me
I just do what my mama would

I don’t starve ’cause I hate my body
I just starve ’cause I’m fucking broke
And on my mama, I hate this country
America is a fucking joke

What’s gonna scare me when I’ve seen it all?
Been too sick to walk, so I had to crawl
When you leave, turn off the light
I leave my door open at night
To be strung out and still be stone cold
To reach the end, but never close to old
I don’t feel good, but I don’t wanna cry
If I can’t live, can I just fucking die?

half-cocked - Ethel Cain

last night I blew you a kiss, I hope that you got it
underneath you I told you a lie, I hope that you bought it
strangers touch me in my dreams if I go to bed sober
when the edge of the curtains turn while I'll know that it's over

and you see things for what they are
and I see what they'll never be
and god can make mistakes like he made an example of me
and who could really love someone who's that fucking ugly

leaving his cum in the upholstery, always picking it out like a bad memory
they all say that it's fine 'cause they don't know the cycle like I do
you don't know what it's like tryna love while you heal and you don't get to preach if you don't know how it feels to have every last inch of your body invaded like I do
woke up a saint, fell asleep a martyr
would you do the same things to your own daughter?
still I tried saying "I love you" through a mouthful of dirt
keep parts of dead things in the freezer outside wondering if they suffered when they were alive
does god make delicate things just to watch them get hurt?

and you see things for what they are
and I see what they'll never be
god can make mistakes like he made an example of me
and who could really love someone who's that fucking ugly

that gold cross swings only for me
in jesus's name it kills me slowly
that gold cross swings only for me
in jesus's name it kills me slowly

gold cross | ethel cain

(i think this was made under ethel cain but idk)

six weeks we’ve been taught
six weeks the phone’s been ringing 
and now the sheriff’s at the door
at two weeks my insides screamed
i was coughing up blood by three
by four my father couldn’t take it 
and hung himself in the yard from the oak tree
my mother said be patient
it’s what god said to her
get down on your knees and pray with me 
you won’t get blessings you don’t deserve
see how long 
see how far
a little will go
jesus christ, he loves me
this i know
the bedsheets stained with my sister’s waste
my brother’s eyes crusted shut
the dogs stopped crying weeks ago
with my hands digging deep inside their guts
i ache all over
i can’t get clean
my bones start to bend inside of me 
but god forbid i question what he asks me to do
i just hope he gets here soon
see how long 
see how far
a little will go
jesus christ, he loves me
this i know
i hold my mother she won’t hold me back
they cut down my father and his broken neck
they found the baby in a dirty cloth upstairs
while my brother and my sister just rot 
one takes me in his arms and then he runs outside
but they are too late now, i’m already in the light
i’m the only one jesus comes to take
as he takes my hand and i waste away

romeo's daddy (demo)

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