a therapeutic freestyle about my mother being attacked by my nephew in my Otis brother and dealing with not catching charges acting out my emotions and thoughts

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freestyle learning how to mess with the voice to make it sound better with the beat and expressing myself through song

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it's raw rap hip hop  just freestyle pause and play pause and record it's expression of self it's the struggle of trauma the cross we bear and we have to go alone because people care but they can never understand but we have those special people in our lives that just thinking about them helps us push past and never give up because it will never go away that's why we have to become stronger

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IM BACK

The opening intro is my wonderful little Eva she was three at the time and I was working on something and she just wanted to be with me and I couldn't say no if you know you know I love that she was so interested and then she wanted to record so I had to scrap everything and go right off the top like you should for such a precious moment like the one I have much love to the ones that understand p.s after she record Mama came and got her and then I recorded this too many cuss words for the little baby but it was freestyle you know how it gets 😮‍💨😂

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just letting these youngions know and that they talk him but action speaks louder than words I got responsibilities but don't forget my dark side VF

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Be A Queen VF FtToast Vf 4

live for what is coming please know pain is something that only you can truly understand but know that I promise you it will subside Even if it's just a little it will and that's from a personal experience when it comes to handling my brother dying in my arms and my family blaming me for it because I couldn't resuscitate him back to life and my oldest brother shouting me down in the kitchen with tears in his eyes telling me I killed his brother like I didn't lose a brother myself, I promise you there's something in the future that's going to anchor you to this world and motivate you You're still going to hurt but it won't be as bad because you have something that's pushing you past it it's just around the corner I promise you just push another day it's coming .

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Ace Hood - Have Mercy RMIX THAMUS Ft BIG JO

 found Dear mama on youtube and it resonated with me. The song is about the struggle of my mother. having to take care of me while I was still in the womb. And she was grieving for her dead husband. That was gunned down by a off duty officer. Acting as a security guard in 1987 I was born 1988 And they tried to screw us in the court case. Listen to find out nothing

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Dear mama

Dear Mama VF TommyToast

LIFE HAS BEEN  A STRUGGLE SINCE FROM THE WOMB I RAP FOR FUN AND EXPRESSING OF SELF AND IF I CAN HELP OR FURTHER SOMEONE ELSE WITH MY RHYMES THAT'S  GREAT THX FOR THE LIKES ONE LOVE APPRECIATE ALL OF YOU   

TommyToasT

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