TO FUCKING SUCK MY DICK🗣️🗣️🔥🔥

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lyrics:
my lifes a game
and i wanna quit
everyone leaves
and it is no fun
youre the only one
thats left for me

and i think abt u
everynight
i go to sleep
hugging a pillow
tight
hoping it were you

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over

she left me on read
so i cried in bed
i smoke cigarettes
to collect my thoughts

you think you are so cool
for being such a dick
you ruined my fucking life
and i want you to pay
so why dont you get down on your knees
and pull my pants down
to fucking suck dick

its all gone
where did it go wrong
its all my fault
i ruined it all
the moments we shared
i think i cared too much
and its over
and its over
get down on your knees and fucking suck my dick

its all gone (x4)
Its so over (x2)
its all gone (2x)

its all gone

nxp cover song :P

lyrics:
Woke up again today
With no missions and zero strength
I don't know how to play
And I don't want to anyway
Need to delete this game
And go back to another save

But my hard drive's fucked
Zero charisma, zero luck
I don't have any skills
Or the XP to fix my build

The simulation's fucked
Everything and everybody sucks
NPCs hate my guts
I wanna quit, want to log off
I'm not having any fun

(My hard drive's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(Zero charisma, zero luck) I'm not having any fun
(The simulation's fucked) I'm not having any fun
(I'm not having any fun) I'm not having any fun

life is an rpg and i fucked up my build (cover)

im rlly happy with this song plz like thanks 

lyrics:
i dont know what to do
im in my room
sitting all day long
hitting the bong
drank another beer
while sitting at the pier
cuz i 
wanna forget 
that she doesnt love me

stayed up late last night
thinking about her
holy shit i cant believe it
its all a fucking blur
and it hurts to think
i really had it all
so ill drink tonight
and cry (2x)

i dont know what to do
im in my room
sitting all day long
hitting the bong
drank another beer
while sitting at the pier
cuz i 
wanna forget 
that she doesnt love me

sit and cry

i wanna die so badly
in 5th period
im so stuck n sadly 
dont think ill ever get to see u again

the times we had were invaluable 
i held u to my heart
and now im droppin off my bags

NOW IT FUCKIN STARTS

kerch

Cover art by Rykuii

Sometimes when I'm all alone
I catch myself staring at my phone
I see that you are still online
But you're probably talking to that other guy
Maybe I should say something
But no amount of words could ever get me in
You don't seem too keen on speaking
But I know exactly what you're thinking

Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't text me
Don't text me please don't
I saw you message me first I don't know what you were on
I don't think I'm gonna respond
There's nothing that you could ever do
To make me want to be with you

Can't even say I even disagree
My feelings for you aren't a mystery
Sometimes it seems I know what I want
But I bet you wake up thinking I'm a cunt
Now I don't know what to say
I'm still thinking of you everyday
This all feels like a sick game
That I'm losing with only me to blame

You don't realize what you're messing with
It's enough to make the both of us sick
I think it's best that I go on not knowing
So we can both make the things we love showing
Just cuz I like a little attention
Doesn't mean that you need to mention
What probably a hundred other people feel
I've got what I want and it's not something you could steal

(Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you to text me
Please text me I need you)

Don't Text Me

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

I don't go out to see the sunlight
I spend my summer days locked inside

Ill never see the light ill never never see the light
I'm terminally online I am chronically online 
Ill never see the light x3

This is exactly where I'm suppose to be 
a loser behind a screen
Got nothing going for me
This is the most Ill ever be

Chronically Online

I stare at the stars all by myself
In my own head in my own hell
The Person I was got shot down and now
It’s not hard to tell

I lay down and there’s no one beside
guess it’s my fault I don’t socialize
i think about what i left behind
I drop down and cry

I want to die, just end my life

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Its 4 am, im on my bed
In my head with the words you said
Not good enough was all that you left
Left me with

There’s hatred in my heart 
How could i fall so far
I let myself devolve
No will to live at all

Hatred In My Heart

our first kiss

Turkiye's Black Roses: A Unique Wonder

Turkiye's Halfeti village in Şanlıurfa is the only place in the world where natural black roses grow, nourished by the Euphrates River. This rare flower appears black in summer and dark red in other seasons, thanks to soil density and anthocyanins,water-soluble pigments sensitive to pH. #BlackRose #Halfeti

About Halfeti

Halfeti is a picturesque town in Şanlıurfa Province, known for its rich history and stunning landscapes. Situated along the Euphrates, it features ancient stone houses and narrow streets. Famous for the Black Rose, Halfeti also offers glimpses of its submerged past due to the Birecik Dam, including the partially visible minaret of the Grand Mosque. With scenic views and boat trips, it’s a must-visit destination. #Halfeti #TravelTurkiye
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The Legend of Black Rose Equations | Episode 1 | The Story Begins
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Introduction: In the Nights of Urfa and Halfeti
Our tale unfolds in the mystical lands of Urfa and Halfeti, where myth whispers through shadows. This is a fable of the nearly black rose, a misunderstood stray cat, and a silent guardian. Their story reflects our own longing and solitude. #Myth #Storytelling

The Black Rose Mystery

The Black Rose of Halfeti is extraordinary. While called black, it reveals a deep red under the right light. Legends say it fell from another realm, and those who touch it are destined to walk with shadows. The rose remains admired yet secretive, waiting in solitude. #Mystery #Legend

The Exiled Cat and the Waiting Knight

Enter the unlucky cat, a midnight-furred outcast, who finds solace beside the forbidden rose. Though the world shuns it, the rose welcomes its quiet company. Nearby, a knight, cloaked in memory, watches over them, bound by ancient vows. #Cat #Knight

The Girl Who Dreamed of the Rose

Long ago, a curious girl tried to pluck the fabled rose, warned by elders that it was not for mortal hands. Drawn by longing, she touched it, disappearing into moonlight or perhaps becoming part of the rose’s legend. Some mysteries are meant to remain unclaimed. #Legend #Mystery

Bound Together in the Quiet Night

The bond between the exiled cat and the nearly black rose is delicate. While one is ignored and the other idolized, together they create a haven. The knight recognizes that true companionship needs no words. Their legend invites us to honor what remains untouched and real. #Companionship #Hope

In the end, there is no truly black rose,only darkness that feels like hope in disguise. Even in solitude, we are never truly alone. #longlivepariah 
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Vocals: Ufuk Çelik, KTGTIM,  Busra Azizov
Guitars: Ufuk Çelik
Acoustic Guitar: Masal Su Çelik
Keys: Büşra Azizov
Bass & Dbass & Bassy things :D : The Sugar Diggy DunX
Drums & Drum Kits & Percussion: KTGTIM
Lyrics & Music: Ufuk Çelik
Mix and Mastering: The Sugar Diggy DunX & Ufuk Çelik
Production: UFCEBABA

The Hive

Sign Of The Times

some days you just don't have it. all you want to do is create your next big masterpiece, but nothing works. i've been feeling like that a lot lately. nothing i do seems to be good enough anymore.

sometimes, when i feel this way, i find it's best to just record something. even if it's bad, at least i can say i was here, and i tried. this was one of those times...

on a side note, just look at how majestic my cat looks sitting on a pile of garbage. if you're ever feeling down, just think of him. and make something. anything. and sit upon your throne of garbage and be proud. I should probably stop drinking...

thanks for listening.

i usually program my own drums. this track uses drum loops that came with ez drummer2 that i edited slightly. 

6-16-25 v4-4 garbage day solo (6-27-25) 170bpm.wav
photo by: d kivi

its all gone

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