i ran into this song by random chance and i'm in love <3

Found! https://www.findasongblog.com/post/629151529224568832/find-a-song-dealing-with-themes-of-betrayal-self

New dimension, I don’t play it safe.

Lil Uzi Vert - Freestyle 144

First Day Out Pt2 (Influential Freestyle) by JayDaYoungan

Featuring artist:
https://soundcloud.com/zabvza33

Taken from the album Ratrose


--
Rivilin
---
Changing, changing, spin around daisies
All in my head and I’m so hazy
Thinking that I’m crazy, thinking you can change me
I don’t know my options, but I don’t think I’m worth saving

I can feel your teeth on my skin,
Your breathing, no I can’t win
Everything is just back and forth, back and forth, floating, 
everything is so consumed by you

It’s you, it’s always been you
Two deaf ears and just a coward on a stool, in front of you
Explaining, all these messed up games
You want to be alive, but you don’t want to stay sane

So don’t you push it back to me
I don’t wanna feel a thing
Locking my door, close the windows
Another day feels so hollow, do I let go, yeah, do I let..

Again, and again, again, I’m falling down and

----
ZABVZA
--

So just throw me away, I am a waste
A neglected corpse of confusion and hate
Always swear that they'll stay but they all run away
Leave me alone in the house that we made
And I feel it each day, it won't go away 
Reflecting, regretting every word that I say 
The ghosts of my past are just too much to take
So I pour up again and take this blunt to the brain
And I dont know what's real 
These emotions I'm feeling
Leave me slumped over, head painting the ceiling
Calm and collected but inside I am seething
Say you don't know me, but I've always been me, bitch
Fuck you, I'm torn up
Backed up in a corner 
Too many thumbs in this pie, like Jack horner
Za may be nibble and Za may be quick
But Za had his heart crushed so Za cannot trust no bitch

kaibacorp (Ft ZABVZA)

Im currently in the UK, ill update the bio when im back home.
Hope you enjoy the song <3

UPDATE: I really never changed this bio huh.. lets just leave it since its history

Crawly - Runaway

Empty And Hollow (prod. Young Murda)

Support BigBozoJohn:
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Lyrics:
(when's my time, when i'm with you i'm fine, shawty wanna mess mind but i feel alive, yeah)

when’s my time
when i'm with you i'm fine 
shawty wanna mess my mind, but i feel alive 
loving really hurts my soul 
chilling in my room i roll
so waste my life, break my heart 
loving was a craving now it really isn’t much 
taking all these hits i don't feel it in my lungs  
i just wanna feel numb 
i just wanna go run, from all the pain 

run from all the pain
i feel it in my brain
this heartbreak left a stain 
i'm crying in the rain
im too hurt i don’t want you now 
got no heart and you let me drown 
fell too hard never left the ground 
everyone’s fake im too stressed out
i hate that you left me and you didn’t even tell me 
fading like a movie baby you said that you love me 
it's all a lie, rest in my bed and i think it's my time 

when’s my time
when i'm with you i'm fine 
shawty wanna mess my mind, but i feel alive 
loving really hurts my soul 
chilling in my room i roll
so waste my life, break my heart 
loving was a craving now it really isn’t much 
taking all these hits i don't feel it in my lungs  
i just wanna feel numb 
i just wanna go run, from all the pain

BigBozoJohn - When's My Time

Thicker Than Water

🖤Strivesad.🖤
@strivemusicau
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🖤pyrrhic🖤
@dearpyrrhic
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lyrics:
(Got my voice inside your speaker)
(Bleed another liter)
(I’m The Reaper)

Got my voice inside your speaker
Dying is my choice so I’ll bleed another liter
Rolling off the noise the scorching hot like a fever
Let you meet the void, take you down, I’m the Reaper

I had my fucking chance to leave her
Got me sick I’m starting to feel like I’ve got a fever
Got this party started and I’m calling up The Reaper
Gotten sick of saying sorry I don’t wanna see her
Yeah, It’s been a few years now 
I’m glad I’ll never see your fucking face around
Yeah, I can’t suffer like that again
No, Not again.

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

I’ve fallen again it seems (it seems)
You’re not a drug you’re a dream
And I’m falling deeper, I call The Reaper
I know, you’re not home but I’ll try
Feel alive the most when I’m inside
Of you, (of you), of you, of you

Take this drag and pack my bags
The sky is black I can’t relax
I’ve been making friends with the sins laced inside my cup
Caught feelings for the mud when I lost my love

You’re so pretty
When you hit me
Will you miss me
Take you with me

the reaper (feat. Strivesad.)

skele - so long | Editing.Biteki.YT

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Thicker Than Water

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