needs some work imo mixing is pretty meh.

i think im gonna lose my shit tonight 
smoking on this green ima get so hiiii
down a monster ima kill u on sight 
have a feelin that tonight is gna b the night i dieeee
got me throwin up all ovr my truey jeans
seeing colours , seein lights on my tv screeeeeeen
in my future see a single queeeeeeennnn 
bridge:
ima lose it (iiaiaihahahaiiiahahiye)

zarki :

this isnt what i had envisioned
i always scream 4 help
but yall never fuckin listen
i just popped a pill
i aint been sober in a minute
no i cant take this shit no more
i reached my fucking limit
im off the drugs
im outta luck
i know u hate me
i dont give a fuck
i got dis glockie
u better duck
im always faded
im always drunk

i dont wanna do this but im runnin outta options
finna blow my brains out with a mf shotgun
(i cant do this again, yeah im sick of pretending
 when is it gonna end? i just wanna overdose i dont 
  know what im living 4)

tysm 4 listening

lose my shit w/ zarki [kyoa]

i dont wanna try anymore i dont
bloody nose when i wake up
reach for the pills on the shelf i know
i cant do it alone
wish for a castle on the hills
where i am unknown
visions of death when i sleep
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
do it alone
i cant do it alone
again again
im on my own
again again 
cant do it alone
no one there for me when i wake
is this all a waste
when will i be saved
im out of time
im out of life
when will i be saved
in the end i hate
what ive become

spotify ^-^

i cant do it alone.. (syringeangel unnholy)

ready or not + eureiツ riv: ̗̀➛blush (guda)

sellout w/ evilmiku (uguwap x yqinnny x skady)

i'll be gone [lone2k]

prod @kuriyai443
@zephyrcove
lyrics
//

“I want us to be more that friends.”
“You’ll snap out of it.”
-
The sun is coming down 
Don’t have much time to get this out
Before the seasons change
I know you’ll never be the same

And it feels like it’s just all my fault
All my fault
All my fault

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains

But you’re saying that you’re  certain
It’s so unnerving 
And I try to be so perfect
He just don’t deserve it

But you’re saying that you’re certain
This isn’t worth it
You cut me open like a surgeon
You don’t see how you’re hurting me

I didn’t mean to push you away
But if you thought of me things wouldn’t go this way
I lost a part of me, you’re heart, it fades to gray
I tried to change your fate, but the pain remains
-
“What the fuck you talking about, okay? I’m your partner, okay? If you’re not gonna trust me with that kinda thing, who the fuck are you gonna trust?”
-
Say my name
Don’t throw this away
Don’t say it’s too late
‘Cause girl you are a part of me
Now I miss when you would follow me,
Your eyes are changing colors like the autumn leaves
And your skin is getting colder than a winter breeze
Made your decision but just tell me how that’s fair to me

Recorded July 30th, 2023

autumn leaves (eclipse) p. kuriyai

prod: @reijiroprod
pic: @fernie2004

@oiwassupp
ive figured it out, so willing to know
just want  to be here im tellin the truth
ive figured it out, im so willing to know
looking the signs one day ill be next to you

@fernie2004
話も聞かないで置いていって
夢の中一人
もう何も無いって
Baby I can’t do nun on my own
ずっと忘れないで僕のこと
だってi love you even when I don’t know what to do 
全て狂って、目の前で衝突
落ち込んですぐに日曜
もうずっと一緒に生きようなんて無理

@danielforests
sit next to you
you feel it too
hold my hand theres so much to do
this feelings new
oh girl youre my muse
shine in your eyes my favorite view 
cut me i bleed cut i bleed 
you're my key you're my key
you had me begging on my knees
now im free now im free
what i need what i need 
your love was my missing piece

@oiwassupp
ive figured it out, so willing to know
just want u to be here im tellin the truth
ive figured it out, im so willing to know
looking the signs one day ill be next to you

@danielforests
ah ha
ah ha
do you feel it in the air too
ah ha
ah ha 
come with me start something new

next2u (oiwa, fernie, danielforests) [reijiro]

made in 24 hours for @artbyform all nighter for the most part (I did some mixing afterwards)
everything by me
shoutout @echo_vvvv for teaching me how useful a multiband compressor is

fall in2 the atmosphere
suppress my thoughts n all my fear
its so clear that ive been coming undone

its been a year n im the same
stuck in place and nothings changed for me
I need relief
and im crawling
towards a place where im content

but its a long path thru the sand and snow
and the winters grown so cold now x2

but its a long path thru the sand and snow
and the winters grown so cold now
but im coming home x2

sand+snow

produced by https://soundcloud.com/kuriyai443, codyne, and dami4k

lyrics:
shit, i've been a liar and a fake
i don't wanna talk to you, i'm just counting up these days
i don't feel like i belong with you, i feel like you hate me
and i'm boutta fail my classes
cause i'm spending all day daydreaming

cause you don't think of me as a person
sit alone in my room as my condition worsens
having bags under my eyebags is the only thing thats certain
so i'm talking to a mic while my life has no purpose

cause i don't see greatness coming my way
i'll slam my head into the mirror and have the shards ruin my face
to give me one more fucking reason to put the mask on today
cause i'm so sick of everything
i've got no air left in my wings so i'm gone

i don't think i'm coming home soon
i remember the days sitting on trains playing sudoku
and i don't think you have a clue what i go through
and i don't keep my head above the ground because you told me to

shit, i've been a liar and a fake
i don't wanna talk to you, i'm just counting up these days
i don't feel like i belong with you, i feel like you hate me
and i'm boutta fail my classes
cause i'm spending all day daydreaming

cause you don't think of me as a person
sit alone in my room as my condition worsens
having bags under my eyebags is the only thing thats certain
so i'm talking to a mic while my life has no purpose

(at all)
(at all)

daydreaming

Life Beyond Pride

garbage

freak

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Life Beyond Pride

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