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do you love me

Dark nights

When I close my eyes 
I sometimes see the faces of all of those
I’ve  hurt 
left behind 

I can’t  decide
If I them done them wrong or right 

What was won and lost 
What was the cost 
For what little gain 
Fighting over these
Minor things 

Chasing  happiness 
Like a game 
Not honouring  soul 
Something you don’t wanna  mess with 
God do not know itself
ain’t no one   
hear to protect us 

There be  evil all around 
Feeds  on fear 
benevolence too though 
beings of light that 
want what is  best for us 

Still The futures bleak 
ain’t looking  good 
All very dark and 
It seems as if  some big 
lessons  here 
Bout  to Be learnt 
Hard and fast 
It is what it is 
Yeah Is what it is man 
So we live  it being what it is 

I Went looking for hope 
And I 
Came  back empty handed 
Looking for safety 
None  was granted 

If your happy with lies 
Mine sugar coated 
I can feed you whatever 
It is that you like the taste of 

But the truth will 
Set you free 
burn like ice does 
Tear the facade off 

show in the cold 
Light of the day 
things thought 
Loved  and cared for 

often there
cos they happen to be 
right time and places 
Feeling fated   

you could  easily be 
dreaming a different  life 
Somebody else 
Some other  sweetheart 
Two  kids 
Who would  have been  cherished 
Equally so 

Could have 
Been different 
mostly same as it is though 
That difference being cosmetic
what really then 
is the essence behind 
It all ? 

When you have  to let go 
walk away from 
All you loved 
And  knew 
My friend
Then you will know 
That  answer delivered  to you  
family 
blood 
Everything that you thought was true 
Thought that it was 

Be a good person
worthy 
everyone closest 
Man 
all of your peers 

Everything broken 
Yeah I know how it is 
Being out in the cold 
Exiled 
backs get turned 

And all you  got  left 
is spirit 

Without which you’ll
stumble and fall 

Carry that spirit within though 
And your carry the brunt of it all 
carry that cross  
To the top of the hill 
fire within 
ain’t never stop burning 

Took that pain
twist it 
turnt it  to these words 
try relate it 

In the end 
All we got is  
freedom 
to choose 
How we react to 
Slings and arrows 
Outrageous fortune 
Joys, sorrow 
high lows 
Really to  treat
These two imposters 

Triumph and tragedy
One and the  same  

Keeping your calm 
Man, Keeping your cool  

Through these dark nights of the soul 
I close my eyes and I pray 
Hoping  to make it thorough 
To the break of day 
Asking 
What  did I owe 

Did we ever  belong
you a piece of me 
And I of you  
together a whole 
Or was that  all 
tall tales 
that we told 

help ease  the pain of 
Feeling separate from it all 

Asking myself
Where did the love go 
Got  mixed  up 
duty 
Obligation and 
driven by  feelings of guilt 

everybody just  going through motions 
Trying to behave in the ways they think there supposed to 

poison souls 
craving freedoms 
all good things
When your loving  
for the wrong reasons 
Is it  right to go 
On pretending  

I don’t wanna 
See crestfallen angels
Tears forming  
tearing apart 
Somebody’s world 
that  look of hurt 
Cut like a  blade does 
ain’t no joy  
In breaking a heart 
But it’s better than living a lie 
So best try being   courageous 

And I’ll   just
Keep myself to myself from 
Here on out 
Bury these  jokes and smiles 
Any sort of hope or 
dreams 
Don’t fucking share them 
Giving out  the wrong impression 

Think that  I’m strong 
Think that I’ve more of the answers than  they do 
That I  I might be the one to show them a way to 

But I can’t show shit man 
Cos I do not know 
Muddling through 
like everyone else is 
And anything else 
Is pretense 

So don’t get fooled by the gloss and the glow
Of those who claim that they’re in the know 
Thats just the blind leading the blind 
So 
I Close my  eyes 
And I Sit to pray 
Meditate 
Through
These dark nights of the  soul 
Hope for the best and 
to make through  it to  the break of day 
And so it goes

Dark Nights

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A Trap Metal tribute to $uicideboy$'s biggest song 'PARIS'. Their genre of dark trap/shadow rap crosses over into the heavier territory of Trap Metal, appreciated by fans of death rap, including lyrics akin to black metal. A serious injection of heavy bass, soul-shattering vocals, and ice-storm drums is a testimony of love to G59

LYRICS

Tell me what you know!
Blood sweat and piss with the xannies on the floor 
Heavy  vertigo 

Break Free from the mosh pit to find another lean
Possessing all the shotters that surround the cash machine

Fuckin up my body high key
Slippin on the grease
Teasing all the secret police

Abyssal sounds they be pumping shellshock
Suicide boys will make your heart stop

The devil made me do it 
Your paranoid delusions are giving me confusion
Might just tease ya a little bit
Cus we cutting all night and dissolving in the day

Im your lifeline now
You might find that  
One day that you’ll kill for your life back
No motivation to be nice now 
Make that one hit twice now

Suffocate my motivation please Stop the feed-ing
Had a bad day
Lost my way
When I crashed the grey
YUAH YUAH
Chugging down the pills when
Turned left at the bend of the freeway

smash through the wall
Mind and body in the AIR
Every neurosignal ignites
Take flight
Despair
With no cares 

Im torn up
Reflection got me thinking im in face off
Race on
Severed arm
Gotta get a brace on
So much blood 
On the breaks AGH

Whats wrong with me
All my veins have left is speed 
My entire life pictured on the debris 
My final thoughts were something free.

PXRIS

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