wake me up
im dreamin
can’t believe that i was still sleepin
cryin and weepin
can’t believe that im still breathin
trash in my bedroom
feels like im livin in pure gloom
look in the mirror
“what did i do to you?”

save me
im dying and fallin down
drowin, its something i cant live without
save me
im dying and fallin down
drowin, its something i cant live without


paralyzed, no guidance
i got no feelin
look around, theyre starin
dont know if this is real and
im tryin to beat it
i cant defeat it
outside, cool air and
i dont want to breathe it

and i dont know what to do
i just cannot get through to you


save me
im dying and fallin down
drowin, its something i cant live without
save me
im dying and fallin down
drowin, its something i cant live without
without, without, withooouuut, without, without, without, without, without.

SAVE ME [prod. anticon]

i am so sick of livin
i do not know what to 
do without the feeling of dying 
why do i care so much if youre lyin
im so fuckin sick of cryin
i dont know what to do without the feelin of dying
why am i so caught up in tryin
to better myself, so many strings to untie yea

to think back, oh its so horrible
what ive done oh its intolerable 
my young mind was so malleable
the toll to pay for my mistakes yea

when all ive been is just mistaken
i dug the grave that i fuckin lay in
rest in peace, cus my peace was taken
you dig me out, my limbs are breakin


you wrecked my life and fucked my face up
cover all the scars with makeup
hurt for all the same shit you did to me
broadcast me to your community
were all one in this hellish unity
show them what you had just made me
i was your only luck and charity
when i was only just 16


oh, my limbs, my limbs are breakin
know you havent been mistaken
its a misfortune this is whats happened
set it up i was your entrapment
friends are made and then theyre nothing
youll always be a puppet on a string
theyll come for you and your whole family

FEELIN OF DYIN [prod. anticon]

some nights i can hardly fucking sleep anymore
i need you here right next to me or its a whole fucking war
one day ill wakeup and realize my wrongs and i wont have to play pretend and be strung along
man i got all these regrets and doubts
and you dont understand it
youll never understand it 
no no no no

im screaming inside
watch my skin divides
tie the noose tonight
i promise i wont fight

i rip out my hair, 
scared of the clothes i wear
i cry for help but you cant hear
the blades dancing my dear
runnin in circles with fear
tell me “why?” and ill disappear 
i swear death is near
i weep im covered in tears

hexes in liqour bottles
wishing i could look like those models

im screaming inside
watch my skin divides
tie the noose tonight
i promise i wont fight

most nights i can hardly fucking sleep
i need you right here next to me
one day ill wake up and realize
the truth behind your eyes


the death of ones soul
is the final release of freedom
trapped until ones old
or until one decides when their time is through
maggots infest the corpse of i
and i lay in my sorrow
never to see the day of tomorrow

i’m screaming inside [prod. anticon]

hesitation
masturbation
why am i such
an absomination
devastation
manipulation 
why do you cause 
all of my agitation?


sometimes i wish i was a boy so
i could do vocals deeper than yours
sometimes i wish i was a boy so
i could walk alone when the rain pours
sometimes i wish i was a man so
you wouldn’t have the ability to make my eyes sore
being in this fuckin body is the worlds biggest chore

it’s a big pain
waking up every day
in the same lane
it’s the price you’ll pay
for degradation, seperation
so dont be late, accept your fate
(i wish i looked how i used to)


i wish i didnt dress this way
or sit the way i do
looking on pinterest at other girls
is nothing new
scars all over me
i can’t show my skin
how can i be the one
when my beauty scale is none?

sometimes i wish i was a boy so
i could do vocals deeper than yours
sometimes i wish i was a boy so
i could walk alone when the rain pours
sometimes i wish i was a man so
you wouldn’t have the ability to make my eyes sore
being in this fuckin body is the worlds biggest  chore




i hate my ears
i hate my fears
i hate my fucking knees, theyre so weird
i hate my crotch
i hate my toes
i hate my arms, tic tac toe
hate my nose
hate my pose
im always in the backseat at shows
i hate my legs
i hate my hair
i hate the fucking clothes i wear

i hate my teeth
i hate my lips
i hate my heart
i hate my hips
i hate my waist
i hate my hate
i hate my mind
i hate my thoughts
they always race
i hate my nails
i hate my pale
i hate tattoos
and my piercings
fuck me for ever stretching my fucking earrings

most importantly i hate my entire self
im malfunctioned, take me off the shelf
looking in the mirror feels unfamiliar 
when i look back i dont even see a her
its disgusting and revolting 
my young years went away bolting
i wish i was a boy
i wish i was a male
i wish i was a man
i wisj i was a fucking boy

Sometimes I Wish I Was A Boy [prod. James Sapphire]

this is a mess i’m sorry 😭 i listen to this song on repeat, i just had to cover it

I Hate My Body! I Want To Be A Girl! (snailbody) [Gezebelle Gaburgably cover]

Blackpilled Again [UhOhSlater cover]

i’m tired of all the pain
i’m sick of the stress load
I’m insane
take back what i did
i beg you delete it
i can’t stand the sight
i don’t want to fight

kill me, drain me
suck my soul out, do it promptly
run me, haunt me
don’t stand around, just taunt me
kill me, end it
i promise you won’t regret it
it’s torture, reprehension
i’m sick of all the tension
so kill me, kill me
i don’t want to breathe
kill me, kill me
i don’t want to breathe
i promise you
i promise you
let me go
bury me down below
kill me, drain me

neverwassane

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