with @kaedefall ◠‿◠
produced by myself

arman:
u can find me scattered on the floor, like debris
ive been broken to the core, i cant breathe or even think
ima drain away my sorrows like the sink,
and i come to my senses and i realize, like,
im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done

kaedefall:
lay out in the darkness of the night and i can't rest
i got blood all on my body and my walls, excuse the mess
lacerations on my back, noose scars all up on my neck
oh imma cut till i see flesh cause to myself i am a threat
(i'm trapped in a dream)
i can't walk i can't speak, i can't talk i can't breathe 
i been down on my knees, when i cut i release
bitch, you don't know me, you don't know what i need 
close my eyes when i dream, hope i die in my sleep

arman:
and i choose to let it go, watch it all fold away
everything around me slowly starting to decay
wanna wake up it feels like its an illusion all day
used to be so golden but ive faded into gray

kaedefall:
cause i been so alone, i got no one by my side
i don't trust a soul, bitch i only trust my knife
going manic, i'm deranged, i know that i lost my mind
when i'm dead in grave only time i'll be alright

get the fuck outa my mf face 
i cannot trust you i know you a snake 
got a noose on my neck i'm a slave to the pain 
and i know what's next, i'm fading away

arman:
cutting off ties so i stay away,
all of my problems start going away,
if they talk down they get hit with a k,
hittem with the hunnid round drumm

me and kaede comin up now, most definitely
we on our own, yea we doing shit separately
walking on shards, im feeling ecstasty,
in my zone now, im in serenity

kaedefall:
stay by my side cause you know that i need ya 
imma get it all for you imma cash out my Visa
i got the keys like my name was Alicia 
so fuck these n*s you know we don't need em

arman:
like huhhhh, 
i can see right thru these lies,
cant go back, been thru it, see my eyes,

kaedefall:
and honestly im not going home 
im on my own 
(come hold me close)

arman:
and im doing better than i was before, 
still down bad, but we still score
and im tryna stay afloat, but its cold
i wont hurdle off, ima still hold

outro:
u can find me scattered on the floor, like debris
ive been broken to the core, i cant breathe or even think
ima drain away my sorrows like the sink,
and i come to my senses and i realize, like,
im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done, im so done

fragmented +kaedefall

another trip5k flip
original - im sick by trip

y u mad (trip5k)

Ch2rms - Cliff W Yemiku + Sedate (space) #wdihmtu

winter

Heart + 6778

little boost of serotonin
bloody nose my throat is frozen
im a mess i can barely function
need a crutch but its so destructive
i ask myself
would i rather die this way
im gonna kill myself this day
its like another type of pain 
when im pushing you away
put the percs all up in my face
oh no now i cannot see straight
im running out of days
right now im in so much pain
im so tired of this city all the time
i dont like what ur talking about
i got coke in my nose
i got benzos in my blood
i got alcohol in the cup

im tired but i cant sleep tonight
im wired think i took too much white
need desire, need to finish the fight
need to get higher, what'd i do with my life
every time the night falls i just search for the high
klonopin with alcohol bitch its bad for my life
think my minds gone now 
think my brains gone numb
idk what to do
i feel so fucking dumb
i feel so fucking dumb

little boost of serotonin
bloody nose my throat is frozen
im a mess i can barely function
need a crutch but its so destructive
i ask myself
would i rather die this way
im gonna kill myself this day
its like another type of pain 
when im pushing you away
put the percs all up in my face
oh no now i cannot see straight
im running out of days
right now im in so much pain

serotonin (rioxion)

noose w/ kirie (444jet)

its so hard to try

twenny tuesdays week 3: produced by @erdo

(lyrics)

so call me, bby wont u call me?
im off it, i been off an oxxy
i been so stuck inside, i feel like im naughty
i cant get u out my mind,,, call me 

so call me, bby wont u call me?
im off it, i been off an oxxy
love the way u talk, way u move, way u look @ me
u been all up in my mind, its like a fantasy

im callin, bby im messed up
i got like hunnid fuckin bands in my bedroom
i be fuckin sittin here, slurring i got tollwut
ich seh das rot in meinen haaren, das ist mein blut

wir sind im oktober aber das ist fuer mich kein spuk
das ist eine rolle, ja, in der ich einfach rein wuchs
rauche jetzt die knolle, i got runtz inside of my doob
if u wanna come 4 me- hahah i will fight u

ah ah ah aaaah ah ah ah aaaah
ah ah ah aaaah ah ah ah aaaah

so call me, bby wont u call me?
im off it, i been off an oxxy
i been so stuck inside, i feel like im naughty
i cant get u out my mind,,, call me 

call me-e, call me, bby wont u call me?
im off it, i been off an oxxy
love the way u talk, way u move, way u look @ me
u been all up in my mind, its like a fantasy

call Me ★(erdo)★

twenny tuesday week 5!!! produced by the best @erdo
cover by me 
mix by me 


lyrics 

i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

im smokin up, im smokin up
i roll a blunt, ill hit u up
all these ppl in my life they be fuckin dumb
i be tokin all night, yea, fuck me up

it dont matter, aint nobody vibe  2 my songs
they be acting hella shy, u a fuckin clone
i dont rly fuckin mind, cuz im not alone
yeah i gotchu by my side, in my cubby zone

dont talk, i kno it, i got u
i ran them rackz, cuz i had 2 
im high, my eyes feel like natu
she look surprised at my tattoo o_O
(x2)

Natu 𓂀 (erdo)★★

High

aka 20rackz aka twenny (＠´ー`)ﾉﾞ
@wind4ngel
Archdruid of the @snowgarten

Natu 𓂀 (erdo)★★

★ tony rackston ★

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