amalgam but its breakcore

Original song by Femtanyl /// https://soundcloud.com/femtanyl/and-im-gone
Drum cover by Karl Fagerstrom /// https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WKRf-dg3I4w
I take no credit for this song

Femtanyl - And I'm Gone (Karl Fagerstrom Drum Cover)

by femtanyl and cardinia road
https://twitter.com/napalmshawty

MIX 01. - PICKMEUP!

Pickle Rick From Chromakopia

Femtanyl - LOCKED UP FOR EVERY GOOD REASON!

femtanyl - LOTTERY

7 Stages is an EP I started by accident. I had another album planned, but this EP formed itself. Earlier this year, a complicated and abusive relationship I was in for a while ended. A month after the relationship ended, I was sexually assaulted by my former closest friend shortly after I confided in them and finally felt comfortable enough to tell someone about the instances of abuse I went through in my relationship. Both these things were absolutely crushing to me. I felt like I lost everything in the span of a month. I began writing songs for myself to cope with the difficult feelings that were coming up and this EP was born accidentally. I did not know if I wanted to post this, or if I would feel safe being so vulnerable, but I feel it is an important part of my personal healing not to suffer alone or in silence any longer.

This EP shows all the emotions of going through and recovering from those events. Messy emotions, having complicated feelings for your abusers, toying with the idea of regressing just to be 'loved' once more, etc. As the EP progresses through the stages of grief, it becomes a reflection of my personal rise into power, self healing, proper boundary setting, reclaiming myself, and coming into an era of self love after not having that for myself my entire life.

If you have been through or are going through similar experiences, know that you are heard and that you are very important and worthy of healthy love, friendships, and relationships. It DOES get better, I promise.


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--Lyrics--
Head spinning, I’ve been high for too damn long
I just had to go and see what I’ve been doing wrong
They say what’s locked in the dark will come to light
So watch your tone
I got nothing to hide, baby
I’ve been righting all my wrongs
I be chilling, tell my feelings
While I’m writing all these songs
Day to day, I kill my lungs
Fuck it, we gon’ touch the sun
I just touch down back on Earth
And what the fuck is going on? 
All you niggas moving wrong
I don’t want to get along

Okay, let’s run it back uh
Okay, I know that I’m on
I’m tapped into some different shit
Heaven and Hell, they’re feeling irrelevant
I’m in my own world
I’m putting the pieces together
I’m changing my fate for the better
I’m having some fun with this shit
I’m having some fun with this shit
Eyes on the prize, I’ma go head and get it
I’m locked in, finna run it up
Look at my eyes, why you telling these lies? 
You talking to me, got to keep it a buck
Fuck!
Whole lot of bark, but you can’t back it up
Ray gun on me, and it packs a little punch
It’s no mystery, I took it straight out the box
The world in my hands on fa-fa-fa

Head spinning, I’ve been high for too damn long
I just had to go and see what I’ve been doing wrong
They say what’s locked in the dark will come to light, so watch your tone
I got nothing to hide, baby
I’ve been righting all my wrongs
I be chilling, tell my feelings
While I’m writing all these songs
Day to day, I kill my lungs
Fuck it, we gon’ touch the sun
I just touch down back on Earth
And what the fuck is going on? 
All you niggas moving wrong
I don’t want to get along

Pickle Rick From Chromakopia

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