All vocal songs produced by tootiredtocare

prod. tootiredtocare

vocals by: @guccihighwaters
produced by: me

My first step into the light.

Lyrics:

I been pretty scared to start shows
But that’s the first step if I wanna tour the globe
Inhale the fresh air right into my nose
You make me so happy I was sick of being alone

I got big dreams I got big ambitions
Baby won’t you come with me
I can see the light through the cracks and the seams 
I can get you anything I can make you pleased

I can make the PayPal flip like it’s an acrobat
I don’t wanna flex I just thought that you’d be proud of that
Yea pops imma make it on my own
I'm slippin up in school momma blowin up my phone

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I know it will work 'cus that’s my only mission
Fuck all my opps I don't care if you ain’t listening

We weren’t close
Never held a conversation 
Done with giving out to people
That are faking

All my hard work
Is mine for the taking
I can’t even bake 
But I'm bringing all this cake in

Moved away from home long ago
But I get the same feelings when you’re close to me 
smile on my face how I'm ‘posed to be
i heard they bumpin’ gucci overseas

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I know it will work 'cus that’s my only mission
Fuck all my opps I don't care if you ain’t listening

Still got a long way to go
Still got a long way to go
But I'll make it
I know ill fuckin' make it

I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing
I can see the sunrise in the distance
I feel alive every time that we’re kissing

Listen on Spotify

guccihighwaters - sunrise in the distance (prod. tootiredtocare)

3nigma - Castaway (prod. tootiredtocare)

better things (prod. tootiredtocare)

LIL POCKET KNIFE - DOUBLEBARREL 50CAL (PROD TOOTIRED)

HALLS OF SORROW w/ HXNJV [Prod. TIRED]

prod me
featuring canteversleep (also me)

Lyrics:
I stare at the ground beneath my feet
Each step I take is further from me
The snapping bite of the air I breathe 
I'm losing faith in reality

All has changed why should I try
To recover my previous life
the ride i was on was just a lie
I don't think I'll ever feel alright

Want it over
Sleep 'till I'm sober
Won't feel it the next day
Remember you're okay

When does it end or will I die
Feeling down but amplified
Try not to break down try not to cry 
Just have to the make it this bus ride
(x2)

Want it over
Sleep 'till I'm sober
Won't feel it the next day
Remember you're okay

the next morning

Stream

Stream this song: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/exceed411/contagion
Buy this single on Bandcamp: http://exceed411.bandcamp.com/track/contagion

Lyrics:
Spread thy contagion
I feel my lungs fall away
This world is failing
Self-isolate this disgrace

Run through the streets and die
spreading through human life
We aren't the only plague
COVID-19 take our place
Please

Disrupting orderly life
Create stress overnight
Misinformation runs rife
Ignorant go outside

Keep your distance 1.5
Won't matter in afterlife
Maybe if you keep inside
COVID-19 you'll survive

CONTAGION

More to come
Stream this song: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/exceed411/freedom-lies
Buy this single on Bandcamp: https://exceed411.bandcamp.com/track/freedom-lies

Lyrics:
Freedom lies, kill disguise
Put me down, do it twice
Freedom lies, end of life
Out of line, take my eyes

Freedom lies, kill disguise
Put me down, do it twice
Freedom lies, end of life
Out of line, take my eyes

Locked in syndrome not that I really try though
Predisposed for chaos don't need an intro
Do not open there is dead inside
It's where I hide the contents of my mind
After all this time
I finally broke down
What you didn't realize
Caving in my mental that mistake is fatal
Everything to lose
Why bet it on me?
Unstable freed
Freedom is deceit

What did you expect, feeding on the weak?
Teach you to regret what you've done to me
Cowardice in your eyes reveals the truth
Just a lowlife leading their own doom
Who put you in charge? it wasn't me
Despised you are a creature not like me

Freedom lies, kill disguise
Put me down, do it twice
Freedom lies, end of life
Out of line, take my eyes

Freedom lies, kill disguise
Put me down, do it twice
Freedom lies, end of life
Out of line, take my eyes

FREEDOM LIES

Stream this song: https://www.gate.fm/xg82db

Lyrics:
Withering
Withering away here
Loneliness
It's everything that I feared
Feeling
Perpetual state of pain
To see me
Is to drive yourself away

Catatonic on the floor just like a mannequin
Wish I didn't have to feel, just like a mannequin
Run my fingers through my hair because I know that it is real
Used to wish that I could cry but now I wish I couldn't feel

My head breaks through the glass
The shards, they pierce my skin
I spill my life away
I wish God would take me back

Withering
Withering away here
Loneliness
It's everything that I feared
Feeling
Perpetual state of pain
To see me
Is to drive yourself away


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there was a bit of a mistake in this song that's now fixed here but won't be fixed on the streaming services version
It's like not noticeable at all to anyone but me but yeah

also yes I'm aware that all 3 of my vocal songs on here are like the exact same lmao

withering

Stream this song: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/exceed411/toxic
Buy this single on Bandcamp: https://exceed411.bandcamp.com/track/toxic

Lyrics:
Waste all your energy just on the hate
Heart made of ash you just disintegrate
Breathing my oxygen sealing my fate
Grasp at my life while sink in the lake

Toxic
Corrode cerebrum you're
Toxic
No real achievements just
Toxic
Do not believe it they're
Toxic

Cut off the ties from your miserable life
Grate at the bars of the cage your inside
Learn how it feels to be so close to light
Experience darkness that burns you alive

Pull you down
Deafen sound
Bricks like your ego are helping you drown
Stamp me out
Char my doubt
Using my embers to burn you all down

Toxic
Corrode cerebrum you're
Toxic
No real achievements just
Toxic
Do not believe it they're
Toxic

Toxic
Corrode cerebrum you're
Toxic
No real achievements just
Toxic
Do not believe it they're
Toxic

TOXIC

Stream this single: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/exceed411/corruption-of-reality
Buy this song on Bandcamp: https://exceed411.bandcamp.com/track/corruption-of-reality

Lyrics:

They
Won't
Stop
Soon
I'll 
Drop

Caught in a muddy quicksand
Circle of endless thinking
I do not know what I want
Maybe to stop the ticking

At least I know I'm real
At least that's what they told me
Who can I really trust?
When I can hardly trust me

Sinking through the
Immense dark skies
I can never leave
Here

Tear through my eyes
Corrupt my mind
I can't take it
Anymore

I think therefore I am
But what am I to them?
Seething, crying, realizing my own meaningless
Just a carcass filled with nothing but disparity
Food for maggots when the world thinks it is time for me

What am I to do?
Can I control my life?
Is it my fault when the earth around me starts to die?
One with nothing, no connection to reality
Ego's there to be shattered but there's no truth to see

They
Won't
Stop
Soon
I'll
Drop

Fray
My
Bounds
Or
I'll 
Drown

Corruption Of Reality

CORRUPTION OF REALITY

For six years of my life, I've only felt out of place
Hide the truth with my face
While they pressure the knife, I've felt my soul fall away
Soon it's my life they'll take

Feel lips echo my tongue, my fingers oscillate
Am I still breathing
Pulling up at my head, I wish that I was dead
I wish that I was

Gone for good
I wouldn't wish this turmoil on anyone

When it came to a halt, for the second time
I lost all hope
The apex of it all, nearly came to an end
I had lost all hope

That was nearly it
That could've been it
That was nearly it, that could've been it
I was nearly

Gone for good
I wouldn't wish this turmoil on anyone

Now I'm plagued by the thought that it could've been real
It was close to real
Knowing this is a place that I can be is unnerving

You took me to the bloody edge
I had to draw the line somewhere
I knew that soon it would be done
I knew soon I would be dead

Every year you've tortured me
Manifesting in my dreams
I never want to see you again
I hope you finally are dead

Gone for good
(I was nearly gone)
I wouldn't wish this turmoil on anyone
(Not even me)

ALMOST GONE

Indefinite hiatus
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