I fucking hate myself so much 

im feelin dead on the inside im rotting
is u ok cuz im not ok
gonna go out the way i want im plotting
put the damn bullet right up through my brain
its a damn shame i cant finish whats started
but im so tired of all of my pain
I think i might just be dumb or retarded
blood running down on my face like some rain
im getting rich while im doing my shit
imma buy what i want cause i dont give a shit
cause i dont got no time for a bummy ass bitch
if she run up my card then she sucking the dick
oh do you envy me
i wanna cry but that isn't me
im so stressed out
i've been feeling trapped
would you tell me before i leave

b2mb cause fuck me and fuck you 😁😁😁😂😂😂🪦

@topdown77 @topdown77 @topdown77

my dreams filled with suicide
i can’t speak i’ve been so shy
i wake up i just wanna die die die
tonight-night-night
im out my mind, mind, mind
tears all in my eyes, eyes, eyes
don’t speak i’m so shy, shy, shy

blood drip from my wrist
with scene slut on my dick
pop these pills, help me live
wake up in the morning
feel like shit
let’s go roll a spliff, damn
got loud pack, get a whiff, damn
bad hoe wan’ have my kids
on my dick, banana split, damn

jeremy scotts, got wings on me, i feel just like an angel
all my niggas get that bankroll
bad lil bitch do what i say so
can’t help but listen to the hate tho
sat there and watched my heart break, yo
been bleeding, i need to get patched up
been so high, my mind go blank yeah

#1692 bitch

killing myself 10000 times and going to hell

@h4blackasf @bkwds
ep before the tape soon

tried to patch my bullet wounds with sorries
fixing it by sippin more bacardi
solitary ion even party
everybody hate jus know im never the one starting
well, what now u got what u wanted
they just mad i always walk out stuntin
notice me n i ain have to flaunt shit
dripped down in designer but these hoes lay on my conscious

everyday im balling
dial money, call it
with my chips im all in
hating but u stallin
its just so appaulaing
everynight i stay up
even when i go to sleep
im dreaming of that paper
dont know what to call it
weirdos tryna fake love
sugarcoating all their envy
feel it on my tastebuds
pull up but chu play bluff
pussy boy better shape up
leave dat boy he stay stuck
my whole crew jus straight thugs
why i never fake trust
all my niggas heinous
sin i relish in is lust
all this love is tainted
we is not acquainted
somehow all my words lost in translation
left alone to get more green i need all my wasabi
shot in the heart like balloons deflated

tried to patch my bullet wounds with sorries
fixing it by sippin more bacardi
solitary ion even party
everybody hate jus know im never the one starting
well, what now u got what u wanted

well, what now (ivvys bkwds)

all night long @2o9ie

Lost myself @zavzavzavzav

i can never sleep

ps2 prod xul and zatru

8/21/2025 prod. @mandylicioussss

body in lime @vao

prod @etrnlondon prod @etrnlondon
yeah i spent that whole night yeah tryna call u
im just tryna make sure that i dont lose u
you know that i need u.. you know that i need u
you know ima lose it you know i be tweakin
i was gone for abit listen when im speaking
i swear i was out of it i had to find sum diff shi
i dont really fw nobody inside this music shit
but i know who i got i know who keep it real
ouais je suis avec etrnl et on est dans le centre ville
i be counting paper swear 2 god im counting bills
this shit is not green swear 2 god they fuckin gold
yeah i swear 2 god if i see money i gotta go
808s be knockin can u even hear my voice??
everybody turning up like they dont got no choice
when im on that perc im lookin so paranoid
when im on that perc i look just like marina joyce

marina joyce prod etrnl

mfw im still too weak prod spellscasted

#1692 #1692 #1692
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killing myself 10000 times and going to hell

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