a throwaway song (tw// grooming)

IF I COULD LOVE ME LIKE I USED TO
ID BE PEARLY ID BE SO CUTE
ID BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT
YOU COULD USE ME ALL NIGHT LONG
IF I COULD LOVE ME LIKE I USED TO
ID BE AT YOUR HEELS IN VIRTUE 
ID BE ANYTHING YOU WANT
ID BE EVERYTHING YOU WANT

I COULD BE PERFECT
COPYCAT HAZE
I’M A HOT WORTHLESS
I CAN’T BE PHASED
ITS LIKE 2015, 16, 17 MORE
THE NUMBERS DONT MATTER TO YOU ANYMORE
IM SPENDING ALL THIS TIME
THE PROPER GLOW UP OF MY LIFE
ON A GIRL THATS 25
CALL ME DEAD ‘FORE I’M ALIVE

pearly

lyrics:
surrounded by shit
this was supposed to make me pure
cant feel my heart
fading away
crush the flowers to take all the pain

this is a nightmare
i just want to be pure
i just fucking wanted to be sane

what the fuck have i been banking on?
who the fuck is this?
(screaming)

all i was trying to do was be kind to myself
and what i received in return was something terrible
and something destructive
'cause all i wanted was salvation

why cant i change this environment
why am i stuck inside this chamber of lies, horror, and desperation?

(screaming)

BEAUTIFUL

floating and then idk

Lyrics:
nehhshure break it down break it down (nuh) / nuh-neh nuh / nehhshure break it down break it-break it down / break it down break it down (nuh-nuh-nuh)/ nehhshure break it down (nuh) /  nuh-neh n-n-n-nuh

Crush

and u remind me of a glassy summer day and im going to miss you so much and i wish we had more time and i wish u well my beloved

youre leaving soon

Not 4 Me

prod. alergiadeath, Nex4eri0n

mixed, mastered & performed by CrutchB!te

sing/song-writing by CrutchB!te

graphic design by CrutchB!te

lyrics:
i'ma keep it all alive yeah
it's like I've been
digitized
now keep me in the loop yeah
been inside the stu
I got many many feelings
that I lost but I recoup
screaming

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man
i'm talking

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man
i'm talking

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man
i'm talking

meet me at the hotel room
if you tryna get down tonight
night night night
we bumping bumping speakers like

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man
i'm talking

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man

2004
how could you ask for any more
that's what I be
that's what I be

2004
how could you ask for any more
that's what I be
that's what I (yeah, yeah)

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man
i'm talking

2 double 0 4
more
try to beg for war
that's what I represent
now try me man
i'm talking

now hands on me
double 0
two four
skip the three
you'll catch these hands for free
you better watch what you say to me yeah

forget about your boyfriend
and meet me at the hotel room
meet me at the hotel room
meet me at the hotel room
--------------------------------------------

2ØØ4

[Verse]

I don't have afterthoughts all the time
I swear i don't have any thoughts at all
I'm lost and i can't keep a count, keep a count
To know where i've been all the time, all the time
I never mind you at all, you don't annoy me
Can you call when you miss me, don't care
Afterall it hurts so bad i can't rely
On myself, on myself

x2

[Chorus]

I don't have afterthoughts all the time
I swear i don't have any thoughts at all
I don't have afterthoughts all the time
I swear i don't have any thoughts at all
Hurts so bad i can't rely, can't rely
On myself, on myself

Stream Everywhere

Void!

w/ @user-695072114

[Verse 1: Torch Arts & Tehomena]
Trapped in my fear
Many tears appear
They look at me
They laugh at me

I don't wanna' be the one (you're so narcissistic)
Be the one to bring them down

Unsure egomaniac
Riding round my cadillac
Crushed up into dust
Crushed up wont come back

Tell me I look good
And tell me what to do
Put the mask on
You're the one I do this for

I know you're into me
But i can't watch you see
Cry by yourself,
I ain't touching you

[Bridge: Torch Arts]
(I want you) you gotta' change your time
(I need you) you got the right of mind
(You're perfect) won't you ever look at mine?
(Make perfect sense) with you all the time
We were too perfect to begin with
Could have chosen anybody else to be with
I want you to know you're perfect
Don't change your mind, yet

[Verse 2: Tehomena]
Can't trust, don't know why
Run and turn keep my eyes on the prize
Crash and burn how hard I try
Holes in my walls, can't sleep at night

Fuck is you on, still praying for my fall
Stress piling up, I promise ill try
I know im flawed, yeah lost my touch
I admit, it was my fault
  
[Outro: Torch Arts]
I have a lot to say, yeah
I have a lot of aching thoughts
You wanna' hear me explain yeah?
I've got the plans in my mind


2021 BadGas Records

PM₂,₅ w/TehOmena

NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER NOW AND FOREVER

Now and Forever

SANOBASHI

Extras : @torchartsthesecond
Shitpost/crazy : @torchiee

Torch Arts is an electronic music producer & pop star

Void!

Torch Arts

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