Loaded, entitled and looking so smug
Expected it to be swept under the rug
Kept on the downlow
until all at once
All of the uglies came out of the box
What’s even sadder is that you weren’t the first
To put their hands on me 
But you were the worst
My middle school notes 
Piqued your interest
All is forgiven 
But still not dismissed 

Elephant in the room
Easy to see 
Precocious, curious 
and eager to be a little bit loose 
Maybe a little too free
Still unexpected what happened to me
Role model/molester
Suggest I agree 
To a few cheap tricks
That I hid up my sleeve
He was right when he said 
“Who would believe?”
When it was over
Rejected 
Relieved 

Blood running colder
Your breath on my shoulder
Hand up my shirt
Chasing after my skirt 

Wasted and horny and looking so smug
Expected it to be left under the rug
Kept on the downlow until all at once
All of the uglies came out of the box
What’s even sadder is that you weren’t the first
To put their hands on me
But you were the worst
My middle school notes
Piqued your interest
All is forgiven 
But still not dismissed 

Secrets are deadly 
Secrets are deadly
Secrets are deadly
So is silence 
Secrets are deadly
Unspoken reminders 
Still give me the blues

No, I can’t forget

Still Not Dismissed (Cell Phone Demo)

“The ‘smallest’ thought may quickly become one of your best expressions” 
With a crooked smile she told me as we traveled awhile 
on the Train of Reflection
Handed me a skeleton key and said 
“Explore, but please
don’t ask me to explain what you see.
Imagination’s for paint and new sounds and new words 
and unbridled curiosity.”

Only you will know when
the breath of thirteen lifetimes 
has caressed you
Only you can hear when 
The strength of thirteen phrases 
connects you
Walked from Eli Alley 
Hungry I down to the Bay
Saw that you were close by 
Little then, little bit too far away

My mind has been on fire
Ever since I got home
Visual expression, spontaneous notes
And an unexpected melody that won’t let me go
Like the muse she’s become she returned to the air
With a few parting words and a particular stare
“Hope you’re not waiting on one single spark.
What we strive for creates who we are.
Everybody is a star🌟,
And life is a jigsaw timer 🧩⏳”.

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