yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah no
yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah no
come feed my body 
come feed my body
I need
I need 
I need satisfaction

come touch my down
I need you right now 

can you read through the lines
I dont wanna be your sis or your friend tonight
and I never lied, I support the kindness
but Id be so wrong if you think that its sing along 
please dont lead me on
oh thats your man, I understand 
proofs in the pudding and I am the pan 
im still your biggest fan AB 
see theres too much for you to face me
auntie,  mama, your sisters plus your conscious 
you modeling good posture 
and thats a weight thats heavy 
I wanna help you carry 
know its not that scary 
sun shower medley  
gone let me 
rain 9x

Click Here

SunShower

Catalyst

Baby, it don’t have to be hard
Don’t have to be scarred 
You marched a long time
Don’t you know the beat
Your feet is achy 
Don’t need to break no more
Baby,
You know how you’re sore
Don’t overdo it 
For nobody else opinion 
Get rid of it 

You better dream 
You’ve got the space in your mind
Dream
Bae, you better dream

Can I, 
Can I really dream when my situation look like sh** 
Can I dream if everybody really pushing it 
Can I dream if I ain’t really got the budget 
Can I dream if my dream hasn’t came true since the 9th grade b****
Can I dream if everybody mean
Can I dream if I don’t understand what is me
Can I dream if deciding things is so hard
Can I dream if I’m really that far
Can I really dream with my eyes closed
Can I dream if I’m really known
Can I dream when I’m uncertain of it 
Can I dream when my feelings hurting
Can I 4x
Can I question things that I don’t really know 

Dream it baby 
Dream it baby 
You can dream it baby

Know I should be courageous 
Know I should be strong 
Learned that in troop 901
Girl Scout honor 
Soaking in the tub to Dr. Bronner’s 
I’m achy, I’m only 26
Actually I’m 25 up in this b****
Just in case a older woman want me 
I turn 26 in February 
Thought that by now I’d be cool
Thought that I wouldn’t have to go to school
That I’d be somewhere up in California 
Signed to a label with Victoria 
And I have somebody fall for me
We can forget about everything 

Baby, it don’t have to be hard
Don’t have to be scarred 
You marched a long time
Don’t you know the beat
Your feet is achy 
Don’t need to break no more
Baby,
You know how you’re sore
Don’t overdo it 
For nobody else opinion 
Get rid of it

prod. Remdolla
lyrics and vocals by me

Dreamsore

Crossfaded

But I'm Unhealed

Tip: dark room, dark cathedral is a good preset (Valhalla Room) if you recorded in your bedroom.

If This Is Love

break-up day

FREE MY MUSIC

ALL I KNOW

hi friends! sorry Ive been busy trying to post music on apple and Spotify.  I realize how Soundcloud has been the catalyst to upping my confidence with dropping music.  the excitement when interacting with you all has been unmatched.  I do want my music to reach, and the professionals say putting it on those other platforms could help me be heard.  and that's great, yet, I want to show my love to you all.  y'all have tuned in and really made me feel like it is possible to be seen.  I'm ready. I'll always remember projects like this. the ones where I was just trying to release it--flawed; unmixed, but close to my heart bc I fought against all the doubts and just let it be.  I love you. thank you for loving me.

untitled2

EVERYDAY IS SUNDAY (prod. sasbo & eeryskies)

I CAN'T WORK ON YOU (prod. remdolla)

LONG LEGS (prod. remdolla)

PARADE (prod. onzeott)

SHAME SHAME SHAME (prod. remdolla)

if I were to be a songwriter to the caliber that I dream of, I'd assume I'd have the space to record a song and the production not be heard through critical ears, because who I am is enough.  I have went years perfecting a story that I suppose is not supposed to be perfect. I record in my bedroom to 2-track instrumentals from YouTube. I enjoy creating songs with my words, experiences, emotions and ideas.  I don't really like performing; it's all really personal plus I'm too critical to be perceived so being front in center, I'd rather not.  the story, the album.. maybe the song I was wanting to explore meant being beyond where I am.  I was in the midst of a project where I was going to make my album, "dreamsore"  (the one I put on apple/spotify) a 'deluxe' and add three new songs. I had finished recording, but I dreaded everything else like the engineering and logistics of submitting it to those platforms that I feel expects professional quality--not something that sounded like old files. I think about the artist, frank ocean, and who he is behind the music. he's my favorite artist, and a lot his fans want more work from him.  to me, what he has already done is enough, but obviously I'd be thankful if he wanted to release more.       

it's weird, knowing that if I was frank ocean or any other fan favorite, listeners would be thrilled to hear my bedroom pieces on Soundcloud--maybe because of who I am and hopefully because they trusted it to be good. 

Life is ass right now, and I think that's because I'm growing. Juxtaposition. It's been five years of journeying through this dimension--the one where trusting and listening to my inner voice has been a fight. Yet, I'm doing it. This album is for the machine that I continue to step ahead of even if it's one step. It's the love that I am learning even when it feels uncomfortable because it's being seen. I am enough when I am unfinished, unhealed. I can thrive and not be perfect. maybe what I feel about things aren't always true. I hope this reaches anyhow...in the uncertainty and grief. This work was treasured and buried, but I found the courage to let it go.

Unreleased 3 (prod. eeryskies)

Unreleased 1 (prod. eeryskies)

All I Know

Happiest Too

Happiest

Dr. Bee

dimed*ck

Need more time alone
B**** get off my phone
I know you can type it
You dont have to dial it 
Leave me alone 

Took the 4 teeth out my mouth 
I got wisdom 
no doubt 
I know I need home 
Im sore 
cant eat 
Im feeling a lot of things 

Dont use me 
Dont know me 
If you listen 
Why won’t you show me

ion wanna talk (reprise)

can’t you tell i’m working on some sh**
can’t you tell i’m really worth that sh**
can’t you tell that i’ve been bout you 
please don’t dial it 

hope i get a flight out the city 
man im starting to resent the [missi]ssippi (sippy) cup to piss me 
made my way, room 
if you need me 
take a break too 
hate to hate you 
i’m so guilty 
maybe mate you 
odd with the significance of 
relationships 
i ain’t 

i ain’t hating i-
i can’t hate it 
miss people-pleaser 
miss hate-to-see-her 
i wanna need ya 
but i can’t need ya

oh 
boundaries 
boundaries 
enough for me
enough for you 
i love it 
and i loop oh 

can’t you tell i’m working on some sh**
can’t you tell i’m really worth that sh**
can’t you tell that i’ve been bout you 
please don’t f****** dial it

ion wanna talk

4 days

I hope you don’t have a man I- 
In the music we could use our manners 

Mama’s out of town for the week, yeah 
I can smoke some more until I’m weak, yeah
Don’t wanna know any downside anymore
Wanna be high, I’ve been floor
Rejected again 
I guess it depends 
If it’s just the man 
Who’s pointing out ban 
That bandaid ain’t candid as I want It to stand 
Guard my heart like a manager
I need somebody 
Care, I want somebody 
Love, I feel that body 
Rushing to stand
maybe should sit my ass down

You may tell me (Every morning)
Every mourn
Every mourn

My doubts, all this uncertainty 
Trying to find me 
Wanna just hide 
Wanna cry but I can’t cave in today 
There’s a lot of shit in my way
So I’m gonna ride on this highway 
Let it weigh

&
Happy for the red light 
Happy for a good life 
Know it ain’t the one I want 
At least I gotta dream 
At least I got me I know 
See what I mean, I know 

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rushing small

all I really need is courage to see it 
all I really need is courage to see it
i'm high as f***
I cant tell no more 
is she just a friend 
don't really care no more 
mind a boat
I wanna sail that ho'

you put a sting on me 
but I chose not to see 
I'm just hooping that's all
it's my territory 
I play better with my ball
light conversation turned ISO
Wendall, I hope you know it's love 
not the sh*t that's pushed on
went upstate to get stoned 
Ke, I got a crush


Watch

wasps

And I dont wanna hear no noise 
I dont wanna hear no noise 
I dont wanna hear 

I dont wanna hear your voice if we’re fighting 
Its aint nice yeah 
Baby id quit my job just to find it 
I aint nice here 
We only got a month til we have
A lot distance that I dont wanna have 
Meet me in the morning 
I’ll call out 

Just make sure youre on time 
Ill make sure I got
 nothing on my mind 
I won’t have no doubts 
Although it’s been years
We hadn’t figured out 
Only want my baby 
Only want my baby 

Would you like to run away 
We aint got a lot to say 
I aint tryna save face
Wanna put it In between 
something that ive seen 
Havent had the time to love you 
Baby like I wanna love you 
Feeling these withdrawals 
Wanna take it off
Need to take it off

Just make sure youre on time 
Ill make sure I got
 nothing on my mind 
I won’t have no doubts 
Although it’s been years
We hadn’t figured out 
Only want my baby 
Only want my baby 

My baby 
That’s my baby 


no noise

I got my 'home alone'
aint nobody been out here 
besides my n*gga gnome 
and if you can't be understanding 
what I would've done 
to keep you down babe 
to keep you 'round babe
it aint nobody who can tell me like you tell me
aint nobody who could help me 
aint nobody who could stress me 
but f*ck dat gone head and undress me

she's so sweet like jasmine 
I just gotta have it 
oh you, oh you

I hate that I'm not strong enough to rid what they say
I'm only getting in my way 
there's a part of me that wants to start over 
this aint no "sis" shit 
you get me lifted 
princess riding 
you find it

she's so sweet like jasmine 
I just gotta have it 
oh you, oh you

gotta have it (jasmine)

she's so sweet like jasmine 
I just gotta have it 
oh you, oh you 

vocalizing*

benched, sit me there baby 
right there baby
im waiting to get in 
would you let me 
I practiced I could go to work 
don't leave me in the clouds 
give me a chance 
your man messing it up now
the way I would change the game
you'll start loving to choose
I got that dog in me 
like a freshman to a Que 

leave it all on the floor
it's more than a dream 
if the door was closed 
I'd always think of me 
loving something more 
than overthinking 

hook*

FREESTYLE 




big bench

recording while I warm up
I need some space from you 
recording while I warm up

chorus: 
ion wanna know it yeah yeah
and you aint gotta show it
tried to block you on the weekend 
yeah 
ion wanna see it 
but you're still my baby boo

verse:
she pulling at my waist 
she wanna see my face 
bae you know I hate to wait
you know I could bake 
but baby this is microwave 
know I wanna ride the wav
I love every Saturday
cos we don't have to work
and my feelings dont hurt 
yeah I love when it's me and you 
yeah I love when it's just me 
on you 
baby 

ion wanna fall in 
ion wanna call it 
whatever you been doing 
hey
whoever you been screwing yeah

(chorus)

verse 2:
you don't know me like I want to
tell me how hard is it to do 
love the way you take your pics
oh I love that you know you're the shit 
if we could fire 
get ignited 
I would write it 
if you 
want me to

(chorus)

baby for the love 
boo is for the truth


warm up (Mathew's Version)

warm up (Tori's Version)

you sound like you look 
you sound just like you look
you sound 
you sound 

talk me through it baby I've been down 
need some motivation right now 
go baby 
say what I want 
I'm high as f***
can't tell no more (taking it)
if she's just a friend 
don't really care no more 
(if ya got the d*** yo)

come over baby
foe or we friends
baby when we go to the movie
would you hold my hand 
time to get out
aint no way 
you living this sound 
cant be on egg shells 
you know you got a lot of sh*t to do 
so I broke it down 
push you through it 
careful with words 
know you can do it 
hadn't fixed the closet 
wanna be reminded love 
remember when you wanted it so bad 

you sound like you look 
you sound just like you look
you sound 
you sound 

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