thank you for 2̶0̶2̶2̶ everything

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2 stories:

if you really loved me then you wouldnt do this to me
speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
left behind, i feel just like hachi
say it back, but its just to taunt me
you know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
but she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
and ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
all of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldnt
why cant you tell me the truth? cant hurt more than im hurtin
i keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
i keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldnt
i keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
i wont follow through, holding back im still learning
wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

fightin n fuckin wont turn us to something so
im leaving for you to make the assumption that
i dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
cant take the difference, cant take the distance
walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
i cant lose her so i cry when shes with them
you want this to last babygirl take a picture

and thats just it
why i fall in love so quick
fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
and its so much life to live
doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
and she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
baby this is how i live
sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
and theres so much tension in
in the way she moves her lips
and by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
told you this is it
show you what its like to live
you can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
she leaves scars up on my lips
still you dont know where ive been
so i wish youd learn my story i cant go through this again
feel just like hachi, 
i feel just like hachi
its just to taunt me
still i love how you love me

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hachi (mixedmatches)

wanted ft. diegointhedark [prod. kiryano + fozo]

prod me & @taylor

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did it wrong
smoking fags in philly
i put u on
new pack im dizzy
keep me locked
in a different city
im super gone
doin lines of kitty

i wasnt sposed to keep trying
you fucked me over stop lying
cant stand the sound of you crying
took another dose now i'm flying

laying on the floor, feel like dying
goodbyes im gathering my things
feel nauseous, pain in my stomach
too fucked, cant read what im typing

give up, im giving
no hunger, wont eat
u cant control me
im always performing

last time swear to god
how im feeling feel lost
while you cut, cut me up
while i turn, turn it off

run me around
when i come down
cant be without
high in the clouds
cant hear a sound
i miss you now
bring me back down
bring me back down

dizzy prod. taylor morgan & emorave

numb again (Prod. Avast)

much more 2 come love u all

@mental @lilac

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(b5)
i cant even feel
they all want me gone im still winning still
im still going strong ima keep it real
i linked up w god yea we signed a deal
true religion pockets they full of steel
i cant trust dat boy i kno he gonna squeal
i jus wana kno if this is really real
im w my whole gang we going 4 the kill

im off w that bag jus like a runningback
heard yo lil track we making fun of that
spread my wings im going im not coming back
took apart of me i just want something back
i cant trust a soul but u made me whole
chilling w my bro we pop out oh no
u move way 2 slow u jus cant come close
think im going ghost ask me "where'd u go??"

(@mental)
i don't know why i've been like this
took it to heart but my hearts made of diamond
i'm so cold
i tried to hide that i'm crying
i'm seeing less and less and less of your kindness
i don't know
where'd u go?
i feel so alone
since so long ago, ain't been feeling whole
i'm still praying that you're coming home
secretly inside i don't wanna know

(b5)
i cant even feel
they all want me gone im still winning still
im still going strong ima keep it real
i linked up w god yea we signed a deal
true religion pockets they full of steel
i cant trust dat boy i kno he gonna squeal
i jus wana kno if this is really real
im w my whole gang we going 4 the kill

look up at the clouds i just need u here
losing ur smile the only thing i fear
i just try to show u that i really care
all these ppl hate me i dont rly care
yea im off that za i can barely steer
vision hazy but u made it clear
kno u hate me i just disappear

miss_me featuring mental (lilac)

@ihatesamara
@haveonlyonechance
@yureiclub

[eczotic]

cook u up like a lighter
got a couple guns hell no i aint a fighter
u a opp
u a biter
i b chillin wit yo girl
and we doing all nighters
yea yo btch she is tighter
pourin up tha mud
yea we mix it wit tha cider
countin bands beside her
stab me in tha back
oh no btch u fired

[samara]

yea ur fired, 
i dont rlly like u
kick u 2 tha fuckin curb, 
u cant hang w my crew
punch u in ur fucking face, 
you're askin what did i do?
turn around and make the signal 
zotic finna snipe u
yes we got them hollow points 
and them glocks with switches
do a drive by on ur crew, 
ur whole team full of bitches
my gang always castin spells, 
my team full of witches
pull up and shoot up the party 
we wont leave a witness

[eczotic]

cook u up like a lighter
got a couple guns hell no i aint a fighter
u a opp
u a biter
i b chillin wit yo girl
and we doing all nighters
yea yo btch she is tighter
pourin up tha mud
yea we mix it wit tha cider
countin bands beside her
stab me in tha back
oh no btch u fired

no witness w/samara (tenoji!)

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yea thats the worst part
i wish that i never cared
i hate that you never shared
yea
said whats the point
whats the point of anything
whats the point of anything if your not there
yea ima go away
far away
to a better place
ill hide away
u ,
dont rly kno me
stop actin like u kno me
cus i been by my lonely

said i cant see anything
i cant hear anything
watch the progress go to waste
yea , watch it all decay
i cant see anything i cant hear anything
said she wanna come w me
but i cant feel a thing

take the pain away
watch me fade away
she js wanna talk
and i just wanna leave
take a look at my condition baby what u did to me
walk up in the spot im steppin heavenly, yea

said i cant see anything
i cant hear anything
watch the progress go to waste
there are some things that i cant say
baby watch it all decay
watch my heart as it decays
i cant feel anything
nah, i cant hear anything

said i cant see anything
i cant hear anything
watch the progress go to waste
yea , watch it all decay
i cant see anything i cant hear anything
said she wanna come w me
but i cant feel a thing

wanted ft. diegointhedark [prod. kiryano + fozo]

bbg tori