bug out nokilam

I Wanna Stop - NOKILAM

INSURGENT ACTIVIES - NOKILAM

Im Not Incelcore Xo Willow Cover - NOKILAM

I Slowly Open The Door(reupload)

Better Days (reupload)

crazy 4 u

got a searing pain
in my fucking head
feels like some nails
nailed in my head

mastery
guess i'll bleed
mastery
never had control of me

oooooo
mastery, mastery
oooooo
mastery, mastery

i got a searing pain
in my fucking head
feels like some screws are loose
inside my fucking head

mastery
guess i'll bleed
mastery
never had control of me

MASTERY

cry 4 help (ss cover)

situation

i have an internet addiction
my brain is rotted to the core
always needing more attention
wanna be an internet celebrity

i cant escape this shit hole
its apart of who i am
i want  to leave this fake world
but i always end up back

killing me
i just want to leave
but im so addicted to the screen
this is killing me
i just want to leave
why you shouldnt escape to fantasies
oh no

oh no oh no oh no
ive had my fun im done
im so im so im so im so done

INternetCELebrity

four walls
no out
just me
in hell
until
the end
no dreams
no friends

and im out
this damn house
wont bring down
me to hell

AAAAAAAAA




my hands
your neck

am I failing
aimless feeling
you are the one
I waste time on

My Hands Around Ur Neck

remake of an old song

i think im really ugly
its so fuckin over for me
always feeling so disgusting
why did i have to get shit genes


i try so hard to go on
but i cant see any reason
cuz its just all so shit and
i just want to give up and to cry

i can never talk to the girl that i like
because if i try i wont be good enough (for you)
i can never talk to the girl that i like
because if i try i wont be good enough (for you)
i can never talk to the girl that i like
because if i try i wont be good enough 
and im sorry
for even looking at your face

notgoodenough4u

trying something new
Dedicated to 2 of my best Australian friends (TY Asdune and Yorak)

---verse---
covered up my own terror dismay
no words can help me get up and pray
im stuck in a constant decay
i need someone i can easily prey

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

---verse---
smoking pot every damn second, wishing i was dead
smoking cigarettes with my only true friend
we've both been hurt by the peers around us
we've both deserve to find our ends

---prechorus---
these thoughts in my head i cant get them out
im pondering if what i see is even real

---chorus---
suffering on the inside, covered up the outside
sin infests me, im a breeding mine
medication doesn't help me at all 
i just need to find a escape from it all

THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
THIS WILL BE OUR END 
WE WILL END THIS TOGETHER

38york

reupload :)

i fucked everything
i ruined it all
and everything sucks
here i go again

don't make this hard for me 
its what i gotta do theres no other choice
i tried be someone 
i envied oh i envied oh

no hope for me
this wont be easy
soon i'll be dead
lets not pretend

no hope with me
i just wanted to be
loved by someone
whys that so hard 

it's a matter of time
i do not know when or why
but i'll surely die
i'll leave this behind

don't make this hard for me 
its what i gotta do theres no other choice
i tried to hurt someone 
that i loved oh that i loved oh 

no hope for me
this wont be easy
soon i'll be dead
lets not pretend

no hope with me
i just wanted to be
loved by someone
whys that so hard 

no hope for me
i can't cope with it 
the pain's all the same
why am i so lame

no hope
can't cope
no hope
must rope
no hope
can't cope
no hope

no hope

mk ultra victim but instead I'm just a bad person

Better Days (reupload)

Torment

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