restless failure

i hate everything and everyone around me
tear my skin apart, i hate my flaws
like why'd you ever doubt me
and i'll figure it out, you hold the revolver
don't take a bullet out, she aimed right down & shot me

i'd end up like this regardless
i know i'm a loser but, i'll end up fine

i'd end up like this regardless

don't you think i forgot
you never cared
about me, about me

would you empty my thoughts on the pavement
would you tear me apart out of hatred

it's all just lies and deceit
who thought you'd die so easy
i saw your eyes just leave me
who thought you'd die so easy

somehow i keep sinning for you
my bloods on the ceiling for you
this was never easy to do

i tried my hardest

you left me hanging like a corpse on a tree
look myself in the mirror, i don't wanna be me
put a bullet right through you, said you wanted to leave
i'm so tired of disguises caught you lying through your teeth

caught you tearing your skin, don't apologize (think i'm tired)
i'll atone for sins baby i don't mind (i'm tired)

[mage]
i travel mile after mile just to, hear you scream
skin starts to scatter as your blood hits the leaves
and i hate myself wanna control alt delete
every bone in my body, i don't wanna be me

let me set you free

hang me on the oak tree (ft. mage)

i tried it gets harder
yeah i been the problem
i hope you can solve it, my darling

don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
please
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
la la la la
la la la la
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
don't shoot us down  
la la la la
la la la la

inside my brain you're killing me
i'd slay them all so easily
these razor blades keep tearing me
i'd rather leave i'm so naive
it's something i couldn't believe
all of this weight you put on me
all of this weight you put on me
you put on me

don't shoot us down

you cover your eyes

i knew that you were up to something
everyone knew they told me all about it
if you were in my shoes i know that youd be drowning
in sadness and doubt that nobody loves you
becuase thats how i feel
i know that you wont get it but its worth a try
i hope im not alive when hes on your side
i woke up so hung over that i called your line
i know that you dont love me theres no point in trying
im not alright i need more drugs to keep me fine
and feel alive and feel alive and feel alive and feel alive

alive

less special

i never cared about how you feel no i didnt ill do anything to get in your bed when i wake up i set my alarm the same as yours because i read it last time that you let me in i try to run into you everywhere i go it doesnt work now you must be catching on you must be so scared the first few times is just coincedence but i know you know now now you know what i want what i want from you now you know what i want what i want from you now you know what i want what i want from you now you know what i want what i want from you

coincidence

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

6

#bastards 
i got your blood on my hands, it's a crime
cause i've been waiting for you my whole life
you cut your name in my heart with your knife
i'll let you do what you want, babe, it's fine

i gotta keep you here, it's such a shame to me
you ruin everything and put the blame on me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

my mind turned into a cage
i don't know why i'm still here
but i remember your name
i'm so addicted to you
cause i know you'd never change
that same old pain in my chest
that same old look on your face
haunting me

i gotta keep you here, you wanna play with me
i know you love it when you act like you're hating me
but i can't let you go, i'm so afraid of it
you play with me, i know
such a game

so you can curse my name, baby, scream and shout
and you can stab my back, leave me bleeding out
and you can kick me and punch me and beat me down
i'll do whatever it takes just to keep you around (fuck)
it's so fucked up and you know it
gave you my life and you control it
you wield your knife, it's always poking
your venom's the worst cause it's so potent

i'd end up like this regardless

lucille

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