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Nosebleed Seats

The Smashing Pumpkins - 1979

[i hope my scars are pretty to you]

lyrics:
go get my nails painted
put my choker on
am i pretty girl?
is this what you want?
(i hope you do)

cause my soul ugly as fuck!
and my mental is horribly fucked
so my brain falls out into mush...

and i know i'm delusional but i'm craving your touch
it feels like everyone around me are just shadows formed by lust
i take that blade into my psyche so i never think of us
i feel us drowning in the deep but i'm sinking tryna pull you up

(and i'll)
go get my nails painted
put my choker on
am i pretty girl?
is this what you want?

(somebody help me)
on my wrist there's just nowhere to cut
i done torn and ripped so much
and all i smell is blood
(i need your help)

i know you're delusional but you're craving my touch
you feel like everyone around you are just shadows formed by love
you take that blade into your psyche so you never think of us
you feel us drowning in the deep but you're sinking tryna pull me up

pull

[maybe she misses me as much as i miss her]

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
am i something or nothing to you?
you could find other tools to use
i'd slay everyone in here just for you
without us what am i to do?

i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk
i hate when i'm sober
i love it when i'm drunk

i just inhale another bottle of gin
i remember all the sorrow and the pain that i give
is it fantasies or lies that i've been wallowing in?
i still miss the taste of your bloody tongue kissing my lips
is enough not enough?
you're just covered in drugs 
just the cold metal touch of your dagger in us
of your dagger in us
tearing me up
(oh i love it)

inhale

bae if i fall would you, pick me up?
i hear voices all around me, am i not enough?
be the clover for me, if i run out of luck
(you don't even care)

is there somebody else?
do you even want me at all?
feeling unwell, i hope you don't leave me to rot
(it replays in my head)

im a loser, i'm not pretty at all
for my flesh, rip it off
i've succomb to my thoughts
i just wanna die

nothing matters at all
outta words, for a loss
all the things i would i do
for a grasp at your heart
just defile my arms
carve your name in my skin
so i bleed for my sins

oh i need it, i need it, i need you

clover

don't you think i forgot
you never cared
about me, about me

would you empty my thoughts on the pavement
would you tear me apart out of hatred

it's all just lies and deceit
who thought you'd die so easy
i saw your eyes just leave me
who thought you'd die so easy

somehow i keep sinning for you
my bloods on the ceiling for you
this was never easy to do

i tried my hardest

Huge thanks to https://soundcloud.com/torturedskin for coming on stream for the interview! 
He made this song on stream
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-8GyUhL1S48

Lucille - Still (prod. Lucille)

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bunii - dont make me

disguise prod bunii

crave

these apartment walls are paper-thin
and i'd love to break out, but i'm still cornered in
(make it) easier for me, won't you quiet down?
(easy) 'cause when i'm tryna sleep, i hear every sound
(for me) i'm the only one hearing it somehow
(it's so) hard for me to fall asleep when it's so loud

inhale

lucille

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