restless failure

am i falling in love?
are we something or not?
i can tell something's wrong in my head
am i dead?
use your words of affection and lies to reflect it again
again

tell me what i'm waiting here for
any time they'll blow through that door
put it to my head,
put it to my
bullet through my head

she said that she's tired of this nonsense
tell me where i'm lost at
don't know where i started at
why's it so hard on us
tell me what's your purpose
just tell me it all
girl tell me i'm worthless
i deserve my scars

reflect

rip the skin off your body and tie me a noose
got a world full of problems and solving them's useless

don't you find her a bullet
she'll follow me through

if a girl is a gun
i'm her target to use

and i get lost in her cuts
i think i've been falling in love
and you can empty the clip on me
if i fuck this shit up

target

i tried it gets harder
yeah i been the problem
i hope you can solve it, my darling

don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
please
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
la la la la
la la la la
don't shoot us down (don't shoot us down, don't shoot us)
don't shoot us down  
la la la la
la la la la

inside my brain you're killing me
i'd slay them all so easily
these razor blades keep tearing me
i'd rather leave i'm so naive
it's something i couldn't believe
all of this weight you put on me
all of this weight you put on me
you put on me

don't shoot us down

you cover your eyes

i knew that you were up to something
everyone knew they told me all about it
if you were in my shoes i know that youd be drowning
in sadness and doubt that nobody loves you
becuase thats how i feel
i know that you wont get it but its worth a try
i hope im not alive when hes on your side
i woke up so hung over that i called your line
i know that you dont love me theres no point in trying
im not alright i need more drugs to keep me fine
and feel alive and feel alive and feel alive and feel alive

alive

less special

i never cared about how you feel no i didnt ill do anything to get in your bed when i wake up i set my alarm the same as yours because i read it last time that you let me in i try to run into you everywhere i go it doesnt work now you must be catching on you must be so scared the first few times is just coincedence but i know you know now now you know what i want what i want from you now you know what i want what i want from you now you know what i want what i want from you now you know what i want what i want from you

coincidence

lucille - unfamiliar

lyrics:

said i miss your cigarette
leak blood and your wrists sore
it's not over yet

aww
i'm addicted too
i still stalk your page
i'm a creep for you

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

leave you with your wrists bloody
won't you let me pull it out of you
hate it all of the sudden
something i cant ever stomach
even if i ever could
i dont wanna fall apart
lord knows i ever should

then you'll meet the rifle
nothing left to cry for
wasn't my fault
now you're all gone
aww

blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
i'll let ya meet the pistol
don't think i'll ever miss ya, right
now you're all crippled
crop you out the picture
blades
tears
cuts
deep in my
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin
skin

skin

lucille - fuckin freak

lucille - stupid fucking human

lucille - if you (full song)

Originally release on streaming platforms on: May 29, 2025

just now getting around to moving all music to SoundCloud

Paranoid

My Beloved Little City

[Verse]
My beloved little city stands so still
I hear the whispers rolling down the hill
Cobblestone secrets under my feet
Every corner's a story
Bittersweet

[Chorus]
Here I played between the alleys
Young and wild
Every shadow held the laughter of a child
Oh
My beloved little city
You’re my past
You held me close
You held me fast

[Verse 2]
Chipped paint doors and the echo of bikes
Streetlamps humming through the starry nights
I chased the moon
I raced the wind
In this maze of memories
I begin

[Prechorus]
Your cracks
Your flaws
They made me whole
You carved your name into my soul

[Chorus]
Here I played between the alleys
Young and wild
Every shadow held the laughter of a child
Oh
My beloved little city
You’re my past
You held me close
You held me fast

[Bridge]
The baker's bell still rings in my mind
The fountain still sings
Though I’ve left it behind
I see your skyline in the clouds above
You’re my home
My heart
My first love

reflect

lucille

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