Eeevil kahnyving lil slut  I hope these words cut deep

#jaydes core?

bae if i fall would you, pick me up?
i hear voices all around me, am i not enough?
be the clover for me, if i run out of luck
(you don't even care)

is there somebody else?
do you even want me at all?
feeling unwell, i hope you don't leave me to rot
(it replays in my head)

im a loser, i'm not pretty at all
for my flesh, rip it off
i've succomb to my thoughts
i just wanna die

nothing matters at all
outta words, for a loss
all the things i would i do
for a grasp at your heart
just defile my arms
carve your name in my skin
so i bleed for my sins

oh i need it, i need it, i need you

clover

i tasted your razor blades
i hope these words cut deep
cause you’re not subject to change

you’re such a
evil conniving lil slut
i hope they rip out your guts
i hope you go grab that pistol and turn your brains into mush

you whore

i hope you’re somewhere just rotting
in my mind i’m fantasizing 
me in the woods really quiet
waiting for you in the silence
so i could rip all the skin from your body

you’re undeserving of love
you shake my bones with disgust
i swear i’ll catch you don’t run
and stab you until you gush

such a whore

prod. bunii

i need someone to help me clean your blood up off of my issues
good things end and we were overdue
you hate me more than i can ever love you, oh
i keep reminders of our secrets in tune with us
i see right thru
how these mirrors disguise you
don’t let me inside, don’t wanna fuck up your plan
fabricating your life, i know who you are 

who you are, who you are
it’s no secret baby
you can’t change me, no you can’t change me
won’t let you-won’t let you change me

tell me the truth,
cus i know something’s bothering you
what can i do, oh
cus it’s been hard to stay on you
cus i’ve been fighting all my thoughts,
and been crying from all i’ve lost,
and i’ve been dying while you watch,
i need reassurance or i can’t trust

you say im the one
you say im the man, the man that you want
and you say that you mean it all from your heart
and i’m so high up i can’t break my fall, can you break my fall?
sing me the ballad that puts me to sleep,
and back in the dream where you are with me
and i’ll fight for you, don’t care if i bleed
no i can’t let it be, no i can’t let it be

j, bunii - kl

additon w/ lucille

rapids - showers (feat. bunii)

beabadoobee

blood, guts & gore

lucille - insane

lucille - fuckin freak

lyrics:

waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure
poke and pry, tears out my eyes
stab and lie, i'll be just fine

i hate the summer but winters alright
lost my purpose in spring, but in autumn it's perfect
i'm so damn demented, your closing the curtain
decline in my mental, i never was worth it

i still waited a while, i don't see you around
life feels so unfamiliar, my heads in the clouds
oh i'd save you from hell if you wanted to salvage
the torture and torment that you left around

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

oh i, love you so
let it decay on my skin & bones
my head is plastered with you i know
(oh with you my darling)
so irrefutable
your scars are beautiful

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure

you'll be my poison
ill be your cure
know death is certain
i'll be unsure


unfamiliar

#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard#bastard

ive been feeling so sick
and you dont seem to notice, darlin
whats it gonna take to see me
you got me on a goose chase
cause i miss being where you lay
a reminder every sunday
need to tell me of theres some way
that you can finally
open up your heart
cause im stuck being invisible, its hard
and im one more shot from putting up the white flag
cause i just want my life back
before you

untitled2-18-25prod.mbrk#bastard#bastard#bastard

lucille - if you (full song)

lyrics:

And I'm falling in too deep
How could I just succeed?
When it's hatred that you seek
And I feel so incomplete
Never enough
Tryna wipe my smile
While I'm in a rut
As I clench my tightrope
Hope I don't fall
Cause it's unclear
If you wanna delete me or if it's fear

Cause I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
But my heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever, I wouldn't my worst)
(Just won't stop it's getting worse, I tried forever)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

I do this shit won't work
I'm stuck in place
It's all downhill from here

You watch as I just spiral
I can't look inside the mirror
And I traveled far away
In hopes that it'll change
My heart beats all the same
And my chest feels out of place

(Whatever)
(Lost my friends, I'm like whatever)
(I'm still waiting like whatever)
(Hope you know-)

I tried forever
In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

Turn water into, wine
I fear you wasted, time
In the end I'll be alright
I know, I swear I tried forever

In hopes this shit would get better
I was down on my luck when I told you I'd never
Point the finger and fold under pressure
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever
(Bleh, whatever)
(Bleh, whatever)
Hit on the chin, I'll take it whatever

whatever

I Won't Admit It

I listen to anything [any music uploaded music isn't mine unless i say so]


such a whore

lucille

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