Lucille❤️

am i falling in love?
are we something or not?
i can tell something's wrong in my head
am i dead?
use your words of affection and lies to reflect it again
again

tell me what i'm waiting here for
any time they'll blow through that door
put it to my head,
put it to my
bullet through my head

she said that she's tired of this nonsense
tell me where i'm lost at
don't know where i started at
why's it so hard on us
tell me what's your purpose
just tell me it all
girl tell me i'm worthless
i deserve my scars

reflect

bae if i fall would you, pick me up?
i hear voices all around me, am i not enough?
be the clover for me, if i run out of luck
(you don't even care)

is there somebody else?
do you even want me at all?
feeling unwell, i hope you don't leave me to rot
(it replays in my head)

im a loser, i'm not pretty at all
for my flesh, rip it off
i've succomb to my thoughts
i just wanna die

nothing matters at all
outta words, for a loss
all the things i would i do
for a grasp at your heart
just defile my arms
carve your name in my skin
so i bleed for my sins

oh i need it, i need it, i need you

clover

i hate everything and everyone around me
tear my skin apart, i hate my flaws
like why'd you ever doubt me
and i'll figure it out, you hold the revolver
don't take a bullet out, she aimed right down & shot me

i'd end up like this regardless
i know i'm a loser but, i'll end up fine

i'd end up like this regardless

you left me hanging like a corpse on a tree
look myself in the mirror, i don't wanna be me
put a bullet right through you, said you wanted to leave
i'm so tired of disguises caught you lying through your teeth

caught you tearing your skin, don't apologize (think i'm tired)
i'll atone for sins baby i don't mind (i'm tired)

[mage]
i travel mile after mile just to, hear you scream
skin starts to scatter as your blood hits the leaves
and i hate myself wanna control alt delete
every bone in my body, i don't wanna be me

let me set you free

hang me on the oak tree (ft. mage)

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you-

i know that you're scared and you're tired of waiting
realize there's no point to keep on berating
i feel like this bond is begrudgingly fading
thinking of us is so damn irritating
cuz you make me feel some type of way
now the one who had my heart is just a friendly face
but i don't really want nobody else to take your place
i don't need nobody else to be a saving grace
take it back for a minute
swear this bitch act like the devil she a baphomet
with a attitude like yours, how could i forget
even with your imperfections making my heart skip

love's a beauty
but sour for some
i got the short end of the stick
guess i'll never find the one
this ain't a sappy story
im just as real as they come
don't bother asking "what's up?"
i'll take my pain by the cup

go stream!

take my pain by the cup

[luci]
don't let me fall
if i let you in
one to my chest just tear my skin
one to the head, don't let me live
my minds in panic, you slit my wrists
in awful times
i hate my life

i wait too long for something right
don't you take my light, ill do things right
i'm sorry

[crayon]
i lay my head in the dark
its not what you want its what you are
i know its all my fault
and i hate the way i stand
and i cant handle my friends
i think my times come to end
why would you hate me after all i did
i cant find the words to describe the way you feel to me
i cant
but before you leave
make one promise to me
you wont let me fall
you wont let me down
can you be my heart last time around

lucille & crayon - i hate my life

idk what genre to put this as. idk why this got taken down off everywhere but lucky I have a copy of it :3

addition (w_ lucille) prod me - bunii

Am I A Freak W Bunii

lucille - fuckin freak

She runs around in my head
Who thought I'd be here alone
The things we did
I digress
Nowhere to go, you're my home
And i tried just letting it go
Cause you'll find me wherever i know
Cause my heart still beats for you
No one will ever kiss like you

(So out of words, i miss you)
(Can't lie i need you so)

I know
What a bad time to realize it
Now that you're gone and it's all behind us
I know you know the truth
My lies don't work on you

Nothing left to fix or repair
If I take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but I know you don't care

No apology will work
It's like poison with no cure
And i know no one is perfect
But you're so damn close for sure

Nothing left to fix or repair
If i take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but i know you don't care

(And i know you don't care)
(Cause you love it don't you)

(So out of words, i miss you)
(Can't lie i need you so)

I know
What a bad time to realize it
Now that you're gone and it's all behind us
I know you know the truth
My lies don't work on you

Nothing left to fix or repair
If I take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but I know you don't care

No apology will work
It's like poison with no cure
And i know no one is perfect
But you're so damn close for sure

Nothing left to fix or repair
If i take your hand, you'll lead me nowhere
It's a mental break, you're ripping your hair
Tryna tell me you do but i know you don't care



kiss

It's not working out you're a pawn
I still hate myself
You were wrong
Does it matter if I moved on?
Every thought of you is gone

Is this what you do all day?
Singing songs of your mistakes
All the losses that you give
Not a single win you take
So asinine, I need a break
You said forever
You're too little, you're too late

You take your time with this
And it feels like
You never really minded it
You don't ask me
If i'm okay
Flip the kill switch
I promise i would die for this
I'm forever
Indebted to you

Nothing better than this
I'm not ready to choose
Broken, shattered into
Millions of pieces for you
No I won't spoil the plot
I'd never to ruin your mood
I know you're better without me
What am i to do?

The sun will never set
I'll never know what's next

Somethings always wrong
Waiting for applause
They'll never cheer right now
Maybe you will once I'm gone

It's not working out, I'm a pawn
You still hate yourself
I was wrong
Does it matter if you moved on?
Every thought of you is gone

Is this what you do all day?
Singing songs of your mistakes
All the losses that you give
Not a single win you take
So asinine, I need a break
You said forever
You're too little, you're too late

saluti

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

And i know
It's not getting better
I'm nothing but a jester
Your punchline, you're my header
All the time i thought I'd get back
Don't let go, I'm falling right back
I'm so attached
I'd never leave
I'm so defenseless when
They all attack
It's so relentless

I don't know if you're alive or just pretending
With all the time you'll end up spending alone
Cause i know you fear it more than anything I've ever known
Can you fix it at all?
Think i need a witch doctor
Hexing on my heart i feel it

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

Cause i runaway
In your mind, i swear I'll roam in it forever
In the end
Cause I'll never see your face again
I know it never really mattered cause you're still

Gnawing on me
But wont let me escape
The way you're tired of me
But won't unlock these chains
I've been trapped here in this cycle
I don't think that I'm okay
Cause I'll be your laughing stock
I hope you're entertained

hang me on the oak tree (ft. mage)

lucille

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