this has got to be my favorite track. i love the melodies that i wrote here. not gonna lie. that's all i'm gonna say, i am super proud of this track.

snowy footsteps

\the last chapter of the EP, this is about letting go, saying the last goodbye, something i couldn't do for myself or for them. full of regrets, jealousy and hope. it's time to move on.\

cause it's you, it's always been for you
as for me, i'm always last to be 
and it's you, i'm still writing for you
as if you, would ever think of me
[x2]

cause it's you, i have been here for you
as for me, you'll never get to see 
and it's you, i'm still waiting for you
as if you, would ever forgive me

/arigatou/
(thank you)

for you

\this track includes a voice clip from a friend, a new friend, in fact. though we never knew each other that well, the message has left an amazing impact on me that real life isn't as depressing as how i interpreted it to be. i just needed to be more open to people.\

/i dunno, i just, i just want you to know it
like, i, um, i just want you to be happy?
i dunno, and i want you to, 
speak with what you think is good for you
and start some kind of relationship
i dunno
i dunno how to describe it but i feel it, you know, it's hard to say
but i feel like, there is, um, something will come, early, you know, with you, to you/

/sayonara/
(farewell)

from you

\this is a more personal take on relationships for me, i have never been really good at it, i just had too much self doubt. in the end, they let me go but i just couldn't let them go. it's more of a lesson than anything else.\

dive in, the water's fine
drown me so you won't see me cry
my love's gone but it's alright
at least i'm out of sight

life goes on
waves crash on
but i can't hold you down
time flies forward
i can't move on
my past just holds me down

the more you avoid me, the more i want you
i don't wanna please me, i wanna please you
ofc you'll resent me, it's always the truth
i just want you to see me

life goes on
waves crash on
but i can't hold you down
time flies forward
i can't move on
my past just holds me down

i hope you'll see what i could see
time and time again
i hope you'll be where you wanna be
and fall in love again

for you
it's always for you
it's all you
it's always been for you

moving on

\quite an odd track from the whole EP. i was very much into breakcore for like a week or so and this was the product of that. the track initially came into existence back in 2017-2018, but i never liked it. the breakcore direction just changed it completely when i discovered the genre in 2022. so here we are. i hope it wasn't too jarring to listen to.\

loving you, is all i do
loving you, to what remain
loving you, is all i do
how did we remain the same?

loving you, is all i do
loving you, to what remains
loving you, is all i do
why are we not meant to stay?

all i do

\i needed to stay calm, but all i had was qualm. i pushed everyone away and ended up with no one being happy in the end. this just encapsulates that feeling.\

/da-rin/
(darling)
	
stay calm, darling
we're both falling
out of our minds  
have we lost track of time?

stay calm, darling
i'm/you're still falling 
head over heels
can't explain how i/we feel

stay calm, darling
i'm/you're still falling 
for the same one 
like i'd/you'd get what you want

stay calm, darling
you're still calling
call all you want
cause i won't call you back
anymore

stay calm/qualm

\this track started its life out as a piano piece that i came up intermittently over the years. not sure how it was gonna turn out, i just went with my guts and i thought this is the thing that i'm most proud of from this EP.\

/it's true

what... are you falling in love with her?

does that make me a freak?

no no... i think it's, i think anybody who falls in love is a freak. it’s is a crazy thing to do. it’s kind of like a form of socially acceptable insanity./

field of insanity

\for some reason i felt like making a lofi hiphop type track, i thought it turned out pretty okay, hopefully it's good enough to be a single off of the whole thing.\

we're alone together
we belong together
we're alone together
hoping you'll feel better

belong to, belong to, together, belong to

/arigatou/
(thank you)

/kou iu toki, donna kao wo sureba ii no ka, wakaranai no/
(i don't know how to react at times like this)

/waraeba... ii to omou yo./
(i think you should smile)

/okaerinasai/
(welcome home)

we're alone together
we belong together
we're alone together
hoping you'll feel better

we're alone together
we belong together
we're alone together
no pain lasts forever

all i wanna do is to see your face in the crowd
all i wanna do is to be with you here and now
all i wanna do is to kiss your face in the crowd
feeling and hearing you out

/ja, nete tara?/
(why don't you sleep?)

/anata wa shinanai yo. watashi ga mamoru mono./
(you won't die. i'm here to protect you)

together

\just to kick off the album, i felt like i needed to write something meaningful but ended up with this short track.\

dive in
it will be alright

dive in

this is the last 3 tracks of "melodic feelings" bundled up into one long track. this was made because of soundcloud's lack of gapless playback.

khoa.

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