I know the title of this piece might raise some questions, so I’d like to explain that it refers to a symbolic God – the one responsible for all the justice and injustice in the world. We tend to blame the immediate causes of our pain, but no one has ever questioned the true controller behind it all, as He cleverly disguises Himself. With this piece, I aim to hold this God accountable for His sins, to lament my grievances, to express my wounded sense of justice and rage, and of course, to give thanks to this same God for all the good – that is, the alms with which He keeps humanity in perpetual servitude. I do not believe in the conventional religious God, but rather in what exists in His place, who is responsible for everything I have described. Therefore, I suggest everyone interpret the title symbolically.

I know that I have likely surpassed my time with this music, but I hope there are others out there whose style has also surpassed this era, so I'm not the only one who appreciates the music despite its intensity and chaos. This is an automatic playback from the Flat application, which is not the highest quality, but I hope I will have the opportunity to make a proper orchestral recording in the future.

Tóth Ármin | Composer