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@prod_promise <3

lyrics:

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

let me ask why
i thought there was meaning in all of this time
fading visage barely forms
of your face in the storm
ill find my way through the rain
but you dont want to talk
and i cant ever walk away
i just want it all okay?
would you hear what i have to say?
you're all i know
ill lose myself if you go
if you go

after everything you've told
i dont know what it means to me now
let me look past
that shield that
you put up
let me just ask
whats the hold up
you dont need to hide from it all

cause its getting old now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

every time i pour out
everything i have
you're in doubt
tell me what i have to do
cause its all no use
too much to think about
just give me a reason now
give me a reason now

give me a reason

give me a reason (promise)

"no defense" produced by @spaceboyry & me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

(Lyrics)

(counter)
Take my breath away,
I can’t ignore that it was us till death, remember when we swore?
It’s hurt me as you left you dropped both of our hearts to the floor, someone has to clean up
Cause the fragments of us from before 
mattered to me so I can’t afford to lose you again, It makes no sense.
I trusted you with no defense.

(s0lemn)
ion wana change ill die where im at ,
drop another pill im high where im at 
outside where u at ?
i was feelin 4 u til i got attached ,
would it evr b the same if i came back ?
wait , ion want that
nevr told u wat i wanted2 
im js sry tht i lost u .
i think ima back down . i feel like im fading 
im tellin u rn ,ik tht u h8 me
i promise 2 let go , the second u save me
im falling 2 slow , i wish i was faking .

(counter)
Sent a text and I called but I still got nothing.
I’m so confused girl my heads still buzzing.
I try to not care, but the pain keeps crushing me.
Why would you leave?
Believe in me.

no defense w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry + counter)

MIX & MASTER: ToTheSky

had a throat infection while recording looooooool 



be apart (enxan)

Fashion Week

i hate this song

lyrics:

i dont wanna stall
but if u made me recognize im gonna end that call
im not trying to beat you, im just tryna get along
you knew that i was hurt but u didnt care at all

yea u made me fall apart, yea i cldnt control you
didnt have to switch up, im js getting to know you
yea u broke my heart i wrapped it up yea js for you
made me view this shit from different angles im on you

and i cant ever change the feelings that i have for u
didnt know that i already loved u before yea
please dont let this be my next mistake i cant fall ya
baby dont be scared yea imma make it work out ya
2x

i dont wanna stall
but if u made me recognize im gonna end that call
im not trying to beat you, im just tryna get along
you knew that i was hurt but u didnt care at all

yea u made me fall apart, yea i cldnt control you
didnt have to switch up, im js getting to know you
yea u broke my heart i wrapped it up yea js for you
made me view this shit from different angles im on you

spotify

intertwined (yashio)

"whatever's left" produced by @1dec
"hold it together" produced by @1dec @dimpleb & @backxster
Performed/Written by @counterxo

whatever's left / hold it together

whatever's left / hold it together (dec + dimple + backxster)

just made peak 

s/o my goats riku & zig

lyrics:

naws/

bitch watch me stack a bag
yeah im going back to back
going up would make u mad
crying tears like u so sad

u don't listen what I say
I got too much on my plate
u wouldn't make it thru the day
you a bitch, that's what i say

what's so funny
call me a bee got gold like honey 
flow so sick my nose got runny
bitch i know you saw me coming 
yeah u better get to running 
im like wtf u fronting

what u flexing 
bitch I don't give you no mention 
yeah look right at my expression 

was looking for an exit
everybody so distracted
know i caught you lacking 
but you know i wanted action 

bitch im on a different style 
but you know i run that mile 
why u always in denial 
but you just getting the trial

riku/

im so sick of this shit i do not know what to do
u a lame
u wanna step in that spotlight bro u cant get fame
i done made a couple racks off of these songs
but they cant say my name
u wanna judge me off of the stats
but i dont care abt what they say
lemme just do this shit so quietly
i dont really care on whether they doubt me
i just did this shit all by myself bru ima say it proudly
and they like bro fr
they like riku u a bitch cant fw u fr
i dont know what i just did to them
im making money i cant fend
im making moves i cant confess
im making new friends they contest
im from new york where they defend
and im js posted up in cali
i can never be yo friend
thats that shit that has to end






so sick w/ riku (prod. zig)

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ty for listening

me:
yea i need you shawty
ion need nobody
i wish you would call right
i wish you would call right
i wish you would call right nowww
ohh, oohhh, ohh
i wish you would call right

vacy:
might just be a different way i was all in it
baby if we falling down
then im callin it
girl just know now 
im different 
girl just know now
im missing
girl just know now i-
i dont feel like shouting
when the time feels drowning
when the time feels drowning

me:
nothin's wrong bout me
up all night its so hard to sleep
love is all i need
oh baby come back to me

be apart (enxan)

ToTheSky

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on/off

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