Hyperpop

songs that I listened too (when I started getting better)

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Expensive City

LAKE OF LOVE

and ill fix your hair for the second time in 3 minutes
and it sounds stupid when you say goodbye and you don’t really mean it
your mum always tells you its not what you say its how you say it
and how you said it
and how it all went

doesn’t it feel like its gotten ahead again
doesn’t it feel like we’ve lost it all 
oh woah
but if we’re palm to palm and brain to brain again
doesn’t it feel like it’ll all work out 
oh woah
no one can really call us crazy
it’ll all be fine if you can really save me
but if we’re palm to palm and strained and strained again
doesn’t it feel like you’re all dried out
oh woah

and ill fix you up a plate worth eating
if you stay long enough
it’ll lose all meaning
if you turn your face up at it don’t eat it
if you turn your face up at it don’t eat it
if you don’t like what i’m dealing thats fine
if you don’t like it stop stealing all mine
its not what you said its how you said it
its not what you said its how you said it

oh but don’t you feel the pang again 
the pang again from me 
like a bluetooth signal from me again 
from me to you 
to you 
to you 
and again again from me 
and from me and from my heart and bones 
right into yours and again back to me 

its an endless loop or cycle 
of little stabbing pains and prickles 
i can never seem to stop or catch it in the act ever in my life 
i haven’t before and i never will
if i have before i never will again 
i never will again

strained + strained again

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh, you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Come on, cry
You said everything was fine
Thought you weren't the type to lie
Touched your frozen skin like ice

I said I was ride or die
You said I'll be by your side
Something wasn't feeling right

If I could go back in time
Before we met on that night
Would i make everything right?

Or let it all fade away
Like the marks on your chest
Something left to hide

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight i'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh, you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

In the hospital
Fuck it, I've already been this sick before
Saliva sour and my body cold
Counting tiles all on the marble floors

And now they got me on the Valium
I'm looking forward to the emptiness
I've been drifting carefully, dazy
I won't stop betraying myself

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Everything's been getting crazy lately
(Stress too much 'bout things out of my control)
Have I been dreaming about you? Maybe
(Nightmares cloud my nights behind closed doors)

Everything's been getting crazy lately
Stress too much 'bout things out of my control
Have I been dreaming about you? Maybe
Nightmares cloud my nights behind closed doors

Wait, where you been lately?
I don't know, autopilot quick saving
I say fuck you pay me
I got coke in my nose like the eighties

She gon' fall in love while they hating
Fuck her good, hit me up and she waiting
Did so many drugs vision phasing
I've been burning through my nostrils laugh it off

Like nitrous oxide
Pass out heartbeat idle
I tried to sober up
Why can't I?

I'd cry but I can't
I've been feeling less
As every day passes me

I've been living passively
Fuck the pain
I know that i don't deserve to bleed

Wait, wait, wait
Can't even remember what you look like
Wait, wait, wait
Making out your name in the stars' lights

Break, break, break
Pulling at the seams now I'm skin-tight
Break, break, break
I've been losing weight I'm a low life

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight I'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
(Woah)
Oh you like me too?
I like you too
(I do!)

Oh my god
(Oh my, my god)
All you do is talk
All you do is talk

You can't stop
I'm looking at my watch
Looking at my watch

Fuck you
You don't know me like you used to
Aight i'm
Fed up with this bullshit

Gotta slow it down
Oh you like me too?
I like you too

hate me

like you used to

i smoke dope, hotbox the foreign
don't worry 'bout you, you're not important
i was with your girl last week, she's really boring
3-0 on these pills, hat trick way i've been scoring took some zopiclone so don't you worry 'bout the snoring

alright, a parasite
i-i-i swear to god
this isn't just another night

because i don't feel so fine
i heard you think i took too much
i think you're right

feelings to the side
i don't wanna think
just give me a night

feeling suicide
everytime i bleed
i'm feeling alright

this is do or die
i don't want to speak
but i'll make things right

look into my eyes
i've been fucking up
and i'll tell you why

it's so funny, go to parties like a zombie
fuck the stage up, i go dummy
blow the speakers
i'm not sorry, couldn't care at all

i get faded man, i hate it
i was better, thought i made it
i am nothing, what a waste of life when i say
i don't care at all

and i hate that i've seen death
hate the feeling in my chest
everything is drowning me
so i've been holding in my breath

and if i'm coming up for air
who's gon' push me down again?
you can't save me, don't forget
i've already tried my best

it's so funny, go to parties like a zombie
fuck the stage up, i go dummy
blow the speakers
i'm not sorry, couldn't care at all

i get faded man, i hate it
i was better, thought i made it
i am nothing, what a waste of life when i say
i don't care at all

and i hate that i've seen death
hate the feeling in my chest
everything is drowning me
so i've been holding in my breath

and if i'm coming up for air
who's gon' push me down again?
you can't save me, don't forget
i've already tried my best

i smoke dope, hotbox the foreign
don't worry 'bout you, you're not important
i was with your girl last week, she's really boring
3-0 on these pills, hat trick way i've been scoring
took some zopiclone so don't you worry 'bout the snoring

alright, a parasite
i-i-i swear to god
this isn't just another night

because i don't feel so fine
i heard you think i took too much
i think you're right

feelings to the side
i don't wanna think
just give me a night

feeling suicide
everytime i bleed
i'm feeling alright

this is do or die
i don't want to speak
but i'll make things right

look into my eyes
i've been fucking up
and i'll tell you why

hat trick

SINCEUBEENGONE

https://open.spotify.com/track/3G65tV79HMz9Hv2jYCnyut?si=5f647928c44940cd

@lovehatee
i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

@sukidied
all of this bullshit just to spite me
you a lame yea you can't do it like me
feel like kketamine yea i bloodied up my white tee
2 personalities like my name is miley

(?) friendships yeah i fall down
if i'm gonna make it so i'm gonna go out
took too many drugs now i'm on a come down
spinning around the block like a motherfucking burnout

@lovehatee
i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

i think you like me
last night i got blood on my white tee
you said u thought it was unlikely
how could anybody ever like me, like me

prod @0scy0

like me w/ sukidied

*rare* @capoxxo - better off without me (prod @kidtrashpop)

well u said that u were sorry and i thought that u meant what u said =/

100 gecs full set @ a. g. cook's "appleville"

100 gecs - want you to love me

inside my head and i’m just on my own
i haven’t slept and i can’t find my phone
another fuckup said i told you so
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
you knew me better when we made the deal
forget to tell me how you really feel 
its all in my mind !!
i should’ve known it that it wasn’t real
forget to tell me how you really feel

and you didn't tell me how you feel
you knew me better when we made the deal
tell me how you really feel
know i had to do it to myself one more time
i should've known it that it wasn't real
tell me how u rly feel

i cannot see straight i can see through your lies
you cannot see me im hard to find
posted with my bros and we just stay inside
if you say that you made it then so have i

did it myself again
fucked up my life again
lost track of the time again
wonder where i have been
no need to worry that’s just how it goes
tbt i was tweeting pain now i love my life just a little bit
im still sad as hell lollll

strained + strained again

touching