she said shut up n drink
i dont care what you think 
i know its hard to believe
i wear my heart on my sleeve
thinking this was a mistake
swimming thru all of the hate
what else u wanting from me
dont seem so honest to me

you tryna rip thru the seams 
afraid u losing control 
you give me kiss on the nose 
my heart starts to explode 
taking pictures of me
i dont want you to know
but i want you so close 

this is dumb 
all you saids bullshit
might as well 
fly cross the ocean 
if you said you had no heart then
why'd you have to rip mine open 

if you said you had no heart then
why'd you have to rip mine openx2

you tryna rip thru seams 
afraid u losing control 
you give me kiss on the nose 
my heart starts to explode 
taking pictures of me
i dont want you to know
but i want you so close 

this is dumb 
all you saids bullshit
might as well 
fly cross the ocean 
if you said you had no heart then
why'd you have to rip mine open

someone take my phone away rn [saintmike]

i just wanna make up for everything i
cant talk to u when im like this
cant make up my mind i js wnna cry
y do we do this now?

run run run
i dont wanna be here 
it just makes me so scared
cant even cry so my thighs do it for me
do u like the thought of that
ya i wish u would please
im trying so hard 

i i cant 
i i want to
but i just cant
so dont leave here
so many fears
i cant face her
i i i i
dont wanna be here

beat myself up its not my fault
wish u could understand that 
yeah i know
i cant help it
i dont mean this
yeah i dont deserve this
i gotta face it

run run run
i dont wanna be here 
it just makes me so scared
cant even cry so my thighs do it for me
do u like the thought of that
ya i wish u would please
im trying so hard

what is there to do without u
i cant be here when im not with u
tell me that im wrong
n id believe u
i don trust myself
so how could u

no more (kai boo)

hahaaa @lindo

produced by goat irlshitbih 
mixed by oryx n zeija
nightcored n mastered by zeija

rin lyrics:

im off da nicotine bae im sorry
i don't care about myself i get off it
ur the only one that i need 
im pop a xanax n i feel worthless
i feel worthless without u always
i always tryna get out
i always ruining myself
im always cant feel it in my lungs
im always feel fucked up idgaf
on da dancefloor baby i dont care about it
where the hell i been im always think about u
i cant put this feeling into words

zeija lyrics: 

yeah we in the club 
getting fucked up
in a bentley truck
getting super crunked
yeah she broke my heart but i dont give a fuck
yeah she hurt me bad but i don’t need no love
omfg is she looking at me i show her bracelets that are made of kandi do u have a problem bitch why u looking at me
when i slit my wrist i feel so free

ur hurting me w zeija #oeg

[credits]
@bandiicam
@hoshiestar

mastered by @neioxo

blood all upon my jeans and blood all on the halls
i can you see you everynight i can see you in my walls
i just want ur touch now im downing all this adderall 
long nights long calls i dont really care at all
x2

i dont really care at all
walk out pass out in the store
life isnt fair at all 
walk around faded when im in the halls
im shining my bb i kno that u see me
just look at the tv stars shine in the evening
internet celebrity ur girlfriend is obsessed with me
says that she loves you so much then why is she still texting me
fucked up i should shut the fuck down
all i wanna do is count up now
i dont ever wanna fall in love now 
all i wanna do is count up now

blood all upon my jeans and blood all on the halls
i can you see you everynight i can see you in my walls
i just want ur touch now im downing all this adderall 
long nights long calls i dont really care at all
x2

FADED FEATURING HOSHIESTAR

4rde - outrageous (pixelhood)

prod. by @pixelhood 
mix n master by me

outrageous

hahahaahhaha🎈🎈🎈
sylene xo -
50 at yr head n yr bro a collateral
im so ratchet ima boost up not no adderall
try to copy all of my swag need a ladder bro?
tachas mona in duffle bags does it matter tho?

shxrda -
2 shots 2 yo head
u an opp n u a fed
u got no drip
n lost a bag
ur so ugly
u make me gag
ur swag is cheap ours is foreign
im not sorry ur just not important
u steal my friends tweets cuz ur so boring
u keep stalkin all my friends
on instagram and twitter mane
how are u so ignorant
mane how are u so ignorant
2 shots 2 yo head
u an opp n u a fed

headshot w shxrda @artixan

beat: Number48

lyrics:
XOXO
I really wanna die
cut my wrist down 
cause i really hate my life
I feel like a doll
no emotion
i don't wanna be
without u babe
crying bloody tears cause ure not by my side
hiding in the back rooms
just you and I
fix the pain with some drugs
just me and I
I'm almost alone
just the demons there

XOXO
I really wanna die
XOXO
can you save my life?
I feel like a vamp
right in the sunlight
my skin hurt
and blood is on my shirt
I wanna KMS
right in the club lights
like in suicide room
let me be like you
I just wanna die too
suicide on my mind
nothing feels right
I wanna die

I feel like a doll
no emotion
i don't wanna be
without u babe
crying bloody tears cause ure not by my side
hiding in the back rooms
just you and I

XOXO
I really wanna die
cut my wrist down 
cause i really hate my life
I feel like a doll
no emotion
i don't wanna be
without u babe
crying bloody tears cause ure not by my side
hiding in the back rooms
just you and I
fix the pain with some drugs
just me and I
I'm almost alone
just the demons there

XOXO

prod niqbo*

You think your worlds away 
You think that this is the same 
Baby it’s not a game 
Did you need me 
I’m sorry 
You were the vision that I had made 
Please text me 
I’m sorry 
My heart goes out to you 
Baby I can tell the truth 
Your empty heart is on the floor 
I think your craving more and more 
Don’t fret 
Don’t look at me 
Can you move on 
It wasn’t the same anymore 
I would gladly 
Treat you better 
U still like me 
Like me in my white tee 
Wipe the tears I cried for 
Your the one I’d die for x2
I can’t let my guard down 
Stuck inside this toxic town
You give me heartless demands 
I’m stuck with these bloodied hands 
You fucked me up when I was 17 and all alone 
I was happy 
I’m not sorry 
I hated myself more than you’d ever know 
I was happy 
I’m not sorry 
I can’t let my guard down 
Stuck inside this toxic town 
You were the vision that I had made 
Please text me 
I’m sorry 
My heart goes out to you 
Baby I can tell the truth 
Your empty heart is on the floor 
I think your craving more and more 
(Slowed)
Like me in my white tee
Wipe the tears I cried for 
Your the one I’d die for x2
I can’t let my guard down 
Stuck inside this toxic town

Heartless Demands MV in bio

prod : @tartumasti

blood in my eyes
still wanna die
think about my life
and ily u eugenia <3
100 pills cant replace u
ilysm!!
ur my star ur myloveeee

ur hurting me w zeija #oeg

rinji0 @rinji0

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