when i die, put that bottle in my hand. all these years on earth, it was my closest friend. when you dig a hole and your gonna bury me, put that bottle of robitussin to rest beside of me.
all my life i been livin on the run. hangin out on sidewalks with gutterpunks. pissin off everyone.
livin on the road, runnin coast to coast. spendin many nights in jail. cant be found, im a fucking ghost.
when i die, you dont have to cry. set fire to any trace of feeling left inside.
never cared or had no feelings to be saved. all i gave a fuck about was this guitar and an unmarked grave.
live this life like a rollin stone, a loner on a trail. leading to nowhere. the dead, they tell no tales. noone to call, noone to see me through. so i git myself a gun and repaint these walls for you.
living on the road, plyain scumfuc rock and roll. livin on the road. the world is my home.
when i die, please dont fuckin cry. set fire to any trace of feeling left inside.
aint never had anything that could keep me satisfied. lick my lips, and take these pills. kick back and wait to die. this guitar speaks tongues deep into my soul, or at least the moth eaten fragments that remain. each breath takes its toll. so when i die, put that bottle by my side. put two tussin caps over each one of my eyes.
wheni die, when i die...
when i die, put that bottle next to me. closest friend i one could ask for, never walked away from me
living on the run, you wont take me alive. good luck if ya wanna try. im leavin now. goodbye.

toxic delirium- when i die: rendition ( когда я умру: исполнение )

v1) I think I took a wrong turn at Albuquerque. I think I missed my fuckin stop. I was stuck in a k hole when they was handin out brains. throw gas on the flame. fuck it let it burn. close these eyes and refuse to awaken. breakin at the seams. cut it deep. let it bleed. each drop tells more to the story. fuck the jagged day. I hide in permanent vacation in alternate realities.
 br1) lifes a bitch then you die. goodbye.
 ch) if you hate your life, go kill yourself today. but if you aint, go lace up your boots, await your fate. so long as your gonna be stranded here anyway, go forth and find yourself a better way. lifes a bitch but hey. that's the breaks. life is a bitch but youll have that. right right. either way today is a good day to die.
 v2) poisoned eyes. scarred retinas. cataclysm spied. drive by the signpost. got choked out by the grapevine. instead was advised by nine ghosts. when the dust settles, what once is no more. this means war. all goes quiet in the eye of the storm.
 br2) I break my neck, just to feel the pain. then rise out the ashes like a phoenix in the rain. one mans loss is another mans gain. forcing visuals from the blank wall. im happy again.
 v3) you remember that old school commercial? an egg and a hot frying pan held up by some random guy? he cracks the egg in the pan and it begins to fry? so this is your brain on drugs? alright alright. couldn't have said it better If I tried. I like my eggs scrambled. or better yet an omelet. yeah that's fine.
 out br) im getting dizzy now. I cant catch my breath. I drove you crazy now. apologize, I do. fear not cuz im almost home now. it wont happen again. theres no light at the end of this tunnel. I wish you the best, old friend.
 ring around the rosy. eyes to the clouds. ashes ashes in our own tears we drown x4
 walkin thru the graves. black tears and thoughts of better days x4

toxic delirium-a good day to die ( хороший день чтобы умереть )

a dark twisted song from the blackest pits of the soul

toxic delirium-demonsong ( демон песня )

v1 crossfire. stab a needle in my heart. bask in it. im sinkin in. pour venoms over my lies. bite the bullet. bite my lip. bite my tongue. if I could I would tear both eyes so you could see what I see in you. fangs bared to me. I always find myself back here, in chains. in chains. lock streams. lost in a cemetery. mortuary soul, rot out. drink poison just to slow the pain.
v2) deeper I dive. crumple up as I rise. feel the bends arrive. theres ghosts on the walls, ghosts in the halls. theres a ghost, where, but standin there at my bedside. walk thru dismal. don't know what the fuck they done to me. 
v3) pissin on the lunch meat. piss into the fries. piss where you want but just don't piss up in my eyes.  every step I take is stopped and grabbed by hands in the dirt. breath in toxins and waters of an open sky. toss them old dice, unknown songs play here in my red eyes. tick tock surprise. sorry I never told you a million times but still all is well. known severance. throw it all in a hole and hitchhike out. wander back to hell. soiled thoughts run in place, even death spits, sits here alone in vision. break down. tear up the existence and persistence and all the tales it tells. 
v4) damn. I choked on it. ive known. yeah ill go as soon as the sediment settles. fuck it, darling. cuff me to the bedpost. take me how you will. 
outro) mainline shades of gray. here in chains. in chains. brush off yesterdays grip. layin here in chains. in chains. 

toxic delirium-mortuary ( покойницкая )

v1) demons throw dice in the back room, waiting for you to break. desecrate the messages. place a hand in the flame, there let it remain, savor the pain. scrambled evidence.

v1.2) sacrifice eloquence for nightmares spent awake in abysms of dim decadence. cloaked in welcome malevolence. keep company with phantoms and pink elephants.

v2) bask in abject madness and dissipating sentences. twist all aspects, at best, into faded sentiments. into the grim ear of the silence, whisper a virulent penance. mind numbs, brain hung upside down. eyes deadened.

v2.1) in the fabric of forgotten tongues, devoid of any reverence. seal up all of the exits. distant screams seep thru the tones of a spectral resonance. kamikaze deathwish. crawl inside. no place to hide. fuck it all.

br1) find myself back again. a dark side denizen. bone dice revenants awash in tenemnents of piss broken elements. crumpled in a scrap heap of self invited detriment. four hour descent into aggressive dementia.

link) biding time with the venomous. with a cancers kiss. tears of a breathless menace. a beautiful deception.

v3) a spoonful of pestilence helps the medicine go down. ambidextrous negligence. blackout. peel the flesh away and instigate a resurrection. noxious potions and a caustic corrosive insurrection.

break) welcome to the spiral down x2

v3.1) a fistful of worm eaten memories and moth bitten leverage. sit beneath a tree of flesh and witness the grass tides roll. shrug the shoulders and accept the essence of a suppressed relevance.

br2) clip the wings in mid flight above a sea of excrement. knee deep in paranormal suspensions. eyes wiped clear of all points of reference. come along, follow the pink panther to the point of entrance.

v4) blackened flickering night skies bleed oil and ink down the face of failed lessons. blessed are the damned for they are not repentant.

v4.1) riddle me this, riddle me that. i demand an answer to this question: what will you find when you dissect your point of assemblage? witness phenomena thatll put your heart in cardiac arrest. make you need an injection into your chest of epinephrine.

outro) watch as clear ghost jellyfish swim to the ceiling at a relentless clip. farewell, im leavin now into delirium dimensions. what you encounter is never what you expected.
pink panthers x3

toxic delirium-pink panthers ( розовые пантеры )

a cover I did of a spinnerette song called "bury my heart" this will only be up for a short time so listen while you can. cheers

toxic delirium- spinnerette bury my heart: cover ( прядильщик похорони ть свое сердце: переделка )

v1)batshit insane. melting woodgrain. 
the truth is tattooed upon our eyes
I tripped and fell into the well
that is your heart where all your secrets lie
br) don't you ever say we dug our own grave
I will always love you
down to ride, bonnie and clyde
you only git one life
let me share it with you
ch1_ I came in like a wrecking ball
I never hit so hard in love
all we ever wanted was the break of dawn
all you ever did was liberate me
v2) these clips and frames of bygone days I steadily rewind
theyre all ive got here, left remain
in this moth eaten brain, something to remind
br2) laugh then fade to grey
wont forget your taste
I will always love you
down to ride, bonnie and clyde
lets ride out, just me an you
ch2) it came in like a wrecking ball
cars clashed trashed and I felt my heart stall
I held you, void, until all was lost
that moment, did break me. 

toxic delirium-wrecking ball rendition ( разрушающий шар исполнение )

an instrumental thrown down, just my guitar an me whilst trippin abject face on 40 pink panthers. middle of the night sesh. 

toxic delirium-venombox ( яд ящик)

a redone version i did of nightshade blooms last night. sitting alone in a dark room in early mornings shadows. cheers. lyrix are the same as the original. limited time only shit. will be taken down soon. listen while you can.  <3nataliekobrapuke

toxic delirium-nightshade blooms: redo ( пасленовые цветет: делать вновь )

new edition redo of deliriumtremens. dig it. cheers.
v1- a thousand voices clamor in time honored tongue of lies. turn to cast a handful of stares at gunmetal skies. so please take my hand and breathe in the mists of a second guess. these secrets are reserved for the dying and the dead.
a heart unstable
chorus- hold on tight. itl only hurt a short while then all gonna be just fine. never wake up again. leave it all behind my friend. memories are all thats left.
v2- take two and call me early in the morning time. run so far away after i cut the chains that bind. peel back the blinds, peek outside and deceptions fall away. in all the worlds repugnance, a grim beauty remains.
i already paid you
chorus
bridge-this is not a test. scratching at the door. through each silence best expressed. bury me underneath the floorboards
v3- gather every moment up in a ziploc bag. seal it, save it cuz tomorrow may not come to stay. savor each drop, drink it all in, march to your own broken drum. i merely came to fight, dont give a fuck if the war gets won.
each kiss so painful
chorus x2

toxic delirium-delirium tremens: redo ( Белая горячка: делать вновь )

dedicated to one o the gnarliest gutterpunx i kno. cheers to ya mang
v1) izzy thunders. hotter than 1000 summers. trippier than super mario brothers. let me introduce you to my gutterpunk right hand man. he can jam like a jar o smuckers motherfucker
v2) round and round over and under. give im a guitar this kid worx wonders. rip thrash slit fast mix match flack jacket intact
v3)crimson kamikaze mafia. oi to the world. bonnie an clyde down to ride. drop a real punk anywhere see em survive an thrive. alive an well. time will tell
keepsin shit gutterpunk no matter fuckin what
the world throws up at us
burn a bridge just fer fun.cuz the sun will rise tomorrow.
link) one more round an bottles to the fuckin ground x2
v4) we live legends while the clockwork day under skies gray repeats on replay
outro) izzy thunders, gnarly motherfucker oi oi cheers ya crazy bastid

toxic delirium-izzy thunders: remake ( Иззи громы: переделка )

Another year has passed and I'm alright
I lick the salt from my wounds and run into the night
Well it's unknown
Why collusion goes on
It rapes like betrayal
And I am rotting in the squalor of some

Do you remember the rage?
I remember the hate
I remember that it rained for years
And the blood had left a stain
hey!

You say I got karma to collect 
I dig my grave 
And I'm here waiting for some kind of check
And if I get one, I'll hold my breath
I rack my spine
It takes a year for you to warrant a test
As the years go by I won't cry 
It's the year you walked into my life
I will despise

We are the revenants
Whoa, we will rise up from the dead
We become the living
We've come back to reclaim our stolen breath
[Repeat 6x]

Another year has passed and I'm alright
I lick the salt from my wounds and run into the night
Run into the night
Run into the night
Run into the night
Run into the night

toxic delirium-distillers i am revenent: cover ( дистилляторы я привидение:  переделка )

lyrix: silent hill. writhe in silence for thrills. welcome me back again. wecome me back again my friend. octopi extort those cries. snake stings like porcupine. another pill to kill the pain. another pill to go insane. drive by the warped monsters unsalvageable souls. do I qualify?
four faced fears and 3 jawed horrors smear the mists of things to come.
raining ashes burning mattress cameras cannot capture this alternate reality savage saw ravage raw sanity break apart at the seams so I crumble to ash crisp up to dust
cant handle anything
ship nowhere to go but down ship nowhere to go but straight down 
to the mariana trench we know more about outer space than our own oceans
venoms tenements
elements incestuous
retribution malevolence penetrate the vented grip
gade ash to dust say goodbye now
silent hill where are you

toxic delirium-silent hill ( Молчащий Холм )

where the ocean meets the sky redo, clarified thanx to a suggestion from izzy thunders. enjoi muddyfuckers

toxic delirium -where the ocean meets the sky: redo( где океан встречается с небом: делать вновь )

audio madness from toxic delirium
cant bear to stare upon yer face/ both yer arms point to the lies you create/a clock you can crush but time one cannot eradicate
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sky cold and grey. pay in currencies of pain/ but that's ok. anaesthetized anyway and anyday joy or sorrow all the same
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what would you be? if you could be anything? if you could be what you want to see in the world, well would you?
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I cannot stay but I refuse to leave. taste the sand that freefalls in the hourglass. take my heart in your hands. as we wait for death we laugh and laugh as life passes by. merrily merrily life aint shit but an alibi
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don't matter what you say. aint nothing here that you can change. fuck off and go away and ill be walkin my own way. have a nice day. ah. I love the smell of napalm in the morning
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don't wanna die but I don't wanna live. when all is ash on the ground why pretend this shit is permanent? feel my guts rot away inside my abdomen. as I look beyond the veil and see the game is rigged.
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force fed stale crumbs and palsy creeds, scream so silently. a violent peace burns inside of me. pledge allegiance to amnesia for the sake of sanity. 
---\
eyes of crosshairs. bloodline of venom swarm. caustic pulse pumps poison. each word a curse. a cannonball. don't blame the battlesnake when you step too close and feel its bite. the nature of the beast heed the rattle or kiss the world goodbye.

toxic delirium - Napalm in the morning ( напалм утром )

lyrics: shadows closing in/ alright thats enough for today/ hang it up to dry/ lost somewhere between dirt and moonlight/ crushed beneath the weight of yesterday/ every step i take my load lightens somewhat and my footprints fade away but i/ have a thousand and one words for you but not one of them i say/ but anyway plug infinity into the back of my brain and all this melts away yeah/ caustic rungs/ a broken sun/ silent song and a pocketful of bugs 
peel away the black paint from my eyes so i can see/ say my name. the one known only by the breeze and waves/ im goin away and i assure i wont be back so...hey it never mattered anyway
wish upon a star/ watch it fall down to the earth along with my dreams/ so long/ ya cant have everything/ guess it wasnt meant to be/ forests of bone and flesh i roam/ somewhere inside theres a leak. oh well./ i crawl forth to drink from the fountain over broken glass on bended knee/ to be or not to be a good question indeed. flash before my eyes/ when born we all start to die/ framework of illusion crumble down. bared to the fangs of eternity
gotta pay the piper when the fuckin rats are gone/ open graves scream to you from the other side of dawn/ im going away and i assure i wont be back so so long. hey/ never mattered anyway x2split dry teeth/ shift chipped split spit spread disease/ runnin ever free/ swallowed up by the sadistic maw of urgentry na na na na na na bla bla
sail away. always in search of a better path to take/ faded grace. salvation aint so safe these days/ im goin away. and i assure you i wont be back so dont wait. never mattered anyway

toxic delirium-blackout ( провал памяти )

lyrix: v1: so long and thanks for all the pens my friend. flaming trainwreck to the bitter end. necessity is the mother of the need to invent. i could use all the love you could send.
hell pays their heat bills so i heard. in a handbasket is where ill craft my words
someones gotta feed the worms. ash to dust we return. whether or not we ever learn. the gears of time onward turn.
thats how the west was fuckin won. how the west was won.
chorus-say hello to my dirty little secret. 
v2-i injekt veterinary medicines. theres nothin common about common sense. ketamine anesthetizes elephants. but for me im hellbound but heaven sent. 
lifes what happens while we wait to die. star bright first star i seen tonight.
the arena in which the battles of life are waged. cant read the writing on the page. if all the worlds a stage, i forgot my lines again im afraid
bout time i go and git my gun. about time i go and get my gun
chorus
bridge-the only thing i know is that i dont know shit. go on and take your pick. ill never ever utter one more word again. go on and on my friend.
outro-times cold under tinfoil skies. the mouths of demons sing their thin lullabies. try to fly the moon under tinfoil skies. goin on and on and on...takin on water goin down. takin on water wont be long now. takin on water goin down. takin on water wont be long now...

toxic delirium-sos ( СОС )

lyrix: v1-you put marilyn monroe and betty page to shame. even brody dalle seems lame compared to you baby. romeo and juliet's sex aint shit compared to our love. dig your nails in my back make me sweat. and i know that i love you to death. bonnie and clyde to the last breath. youre addictive as a lit cigarette. tattoo a surgeon generals warning on yer forehead.
na na na ooh la la
v2-youre the punk rock rose to my transgrl jack. like the sid to your nancy. i fancy you more than a magnets pull attract. like a yin to the yang. like a bang to the guns blast. plaid mini skirt. knee high leather boots. fishnets. mohawk short and black. a godess with a pink dog collar. hand cuffs and whip crack. we all need a little time to play so lay back. lay back.
chorus 1- oh baby cant you see that i need you badly. and i want you madly. and i wish i had you in my arms tonight. you just mighta been my suicide girl for life.
had a bad dream last night. death on the road goin 75...oh well. baby you still down to ride? she looked me dead in the eye. said babe bonnie n clyde, always down to ride. 
v3-one fateful night, were goin 75 on a moonlit path. two milk cartons of acid to sell in the back. were all we need in this life. just this car, and this dream. and thats all you really need, ya wanna be exact. then came the screech of the tires and the sound of broken glass. before i knew what happened babe your bleedin bad and your fadin fast. took one look into your lovely eyes and heard you whisper your last words to me. you said: meet me at the crossroads." i promised "baby ill be the shorly."
chorus 2-oh baby. cant you see that i love you madly. and i want you badly. and i wish that i had you in my arms alive. not a pile of dead flesh and bone on the roadside. you just mighta been my suicide girl for life. i cant live without you baby. so please come back. please come back. please come back....
ill never be the same again. never be the same again....
baby...oh baby...
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this is a song about the night my girl love died in my arms in a vicious car crash in the deserts of arizona. i love you, void darlin. ill meet you at the crossroads for you baby. please wait for me. i wont be long now...

toxic delirium-angel of death: voids song ( ангел смерти: Песня войд )

lyrix: v1-you keep sayin you got somethin for me/ talkin like your tough but lets confess/ you been messin like you got a deathwish/ now you got a size 12 doc marten in your chest
chorus-these boots was made for stompin. and thats just what theyll do. one of these days my boots is gonna stomp a hole in you. OI OI OI
v2-you keep lyin. what are you fuckers stupid?/ your askin for a bootprint in the head/ you keep ragin when you ought to be pacin/ you talk the words of war. alright you found your fuckin fight
chorus
v3-you dont start prayin, youll be six feet layin/ pushin up the daisies under dirt/ your mother never taught you not to play with matches/ when your soaked in gasoline. sometimes you motherfuckers never learn
chorus 2-yer boots were made for walkin. and thats just what theyll do. or one of these days my boots are gonna stomp a hole in you OI OI OI

toxic delirium-boots was made for stompin ( Эти ботинки были сделаны для топает )

lyrics: lock my heart. nail shut the door. peace for the sake of violence. eternal silence. cant take it anymore. lost my damn mind and i dont care to find it. drink from the waters of war. dead to the world. i think i kinda like it. piss in the wishing well. may as well try it. my knees buckle and collapse as soon as i try to stand. i got a poltergeist eatin out my hand. even when i tell the truth im lyin. my head says im livin but my heart says im dyin. open up to shut it down.  they tell me i could be anything, a half mast smile is my only reply. so ill do just that and ill never be revived. pass me a razorblade, a guitar, a needle and a vial of k. hardly used model, barely any  mileage. one day ill walk away and i wont look back. checkin out. fight for the right to be lifeless. yeah one day the skies will fall. watch, one day while standin tall. every tree in bloom, even one day their leaves will fall. all i wanted but you cant even see. hidin in plain sight but you can hear me. listen clearly. invisible transwoman. fuckin exile. dust it off. set fire to the textile. cold blooded reptile. every song i sing is an evp recording. syringe like a gun. load it up. stick it in the leg. bonnie and clyde, down to ride. well well maybe this may be the day that i may die. so i take my knife and i drain my life. i know i know, why my face is breakin up, no semblance of my own. no resemblance that i know. theres three sides to every tale. silver tarnished dipped in the colors of light. in the day and night. and each day will last for eternity. yeah and the nights are another day. moons lit dry under venoms divine. at the dead end road is where you can find me. these dark clouds lack a silver lining... so so so so so long. na na na na na goodbye. na na na na na farewell now. 

toxic delirium-war water ( война вода )

v1- a thousand voices clamor in time honored tongue of lies. turn to cast a handful of stares at gunmetal skies. so please take my hand and breathe in the mists of a second guess. these secrets are reserved for the dying and the dead.
a heart unstable
chorus- hold on tight. itl only hurt a short while then all gonna be just fine. never wake up again. leave it all behind my friend. memories are all thats left.
v2- take two and call me early in the morning time. run so far away after i cut the chains that bind. peel back the blinds, peek outside and deceptions fall away. in all the worlds repugnance, a grim beauty remains.
i already paid you
chorus
bridge-this is not a test. scratching at the door. through each silence best expressed. bury me underneath the floorboards
v3- gather every moment up in a ziploc bag. seal it, save it cuz tomorrow may not come to stay. savor each drop, drink it all in, march to your own broken drum. i merely came to fight, dont give a fuck if the war gets won.
each kiss so painful
chorus x2

toxic delirium-delirium tremens ( Белая горячка )

lyrix: im way in over my head and i just dont care. walkin the line with the width of a single hair and the length of a single train. thoughts are just oozing from my brain. and i go and lay my pen on the page. were just actors on the stage. ink, white lines. open my eyes in vain. direct my gaze at the horizon as i climb the stairs. song on my lips and a prayer. in this skin that i wear. im not sure you can handle this life i chose to lead so i disappear into the heartless mound of shadows i created through this cosmic affair. bottled past fair or unfair. yeah solitaire awareness of this. just a grain of sand. in a desert just a fuckin human. swimmin in a sea of flesh an bone. elements, panic, spirit atoned. i dont got a dollar to my name, but im a millionaire cuz i got shit to say. to correct this toxic waste of a right to select the steps that one takes alone while alive. aint no leavin even when i find what i came here to find. fight the war inside my head. everything is just birthday suits and underwear. i put in my time and i climb to the skies and i cant stop and stay. well...interrelation of premonitions floating through my brain. as i align my rhythm to my rhyme and i dare to turn on a light. in this freestyle symphony, an atomic bomb. a lit wick to the match strike. only the fittest survive. with choices like shaman, human, or mice. ill choose wisely no matter how i ride. watch me say goodbye. so kiss me goodnight. yes im sure im not sure where im goin. yet i know that i do, so i say hello at the same time. so tonight come with me. at the breaking of the dawn, i may be gone tomorrow. will you come with me? tomorrow i will be gone. im sick of the whinin, the bitchin, the complainin. well what ya gonna do? here i wonder with tears in my eyes if ill ever see you again my friend. sick of the whinin, and the bitchin, complainin what ya gonna do? so tonight, come with me. tomorrow i may be gone. you may be here. so what is it that youre gonna do?

toxic delirium-retrograde amnesia ( ретроградная амнезия )

lyrix: v1- murder. further. goin away. give all my words to later. over. under. summers gone away. pull the fuckin trigger. gone without a trace.
eggshells dont make a very good floor. how dare you wake me up in the morning. when its raining. when its pouring. the seeds of a dark storm form. damaged goods on the wrong damn shelf. i got a soul that i been tryin to sell. pledge allegience to the darkest hell. im too far gone but its not hard to tell.
chorus- got news today you gone away. run my hand over your grave. i wipe my eyes. its dark as day.
v2- unleash a primordial feast of better words. ridin on high on the wings of dead birds. hold the match to the skin til it burns. dwellin in shadows to ink the curse.
whats the point in stickin around. its better off to come unwound. what is lost cannot be found. what a nice day to go drown. fill in the blanks with your own damn lies. to give a shit, no. no i dont got the time. all i wanted was to smile sometimes. fuckin held to the floor by a tangle of vines.
chorus 2-drownin in seas of hopeless strays. all my friends are laid to waste. my heart chokes on its own beats. its dark as day
bridge- it dont matter anyway. with a sore throat, a pill is kinda hard to take. life is really what you make. i wont make it one more day.
chorus 3- i will not forget your face. hail of bullets, full of grace. in my brain the tapes replay. say goodbye. its dark as day. 
say goodbye my friend. you wont be seein me again.
say goodbye. its dark as day.

toxic delirium-carcinogenetic ( канцерогенетический )

lyrix: v1-here i am, holdin all my wasted days in my hands. scattered to the four winds across the land. today is the day that i breathe no more. today is the day that im reborn.
v2-fears euthanized. violently pry open the eyes. yesterday dressed in the finest suit of lies. incinerate every last laugh away, until not even the memory remains.
bridge 1-i do not have to go home, but i cant stay here
chorus 1- run and save yourself. leave me where i am. do not resucitate. just let me go....
v3- left behind in a pile by the side of the road. the bleached bones of all my dead dreams and hopes. through the holes in my pockets have escaped all the things that ive saved up to say.
v4-weave another ocean from the drops that are struck in my vein. siphon off another drop in which the ocean is contained. hollow smile behind a blank face. beneath the beady eyed stare of fate
bridge 2- watch the paint as it peels away. sad song onward plays.
chorus 2- drink one for the good times, drink one for the bad. drink one for the fallen and the damned. one step forward, three steps back. no reflection, mirror cracked.
v5- where to go when there exists no place left to run? structure built on foundation of the setting sun. live my life in a casket, born to die. cant see through the coins placed over my eyes.
bridge 3- caught and dragged by undertow. so down i go
chorus 3- poison sets me free. bottles to the ground. laughin to myself, as i fade to grey. run and save yourself. leave me where i am. do not resucitate. just let me go...

toxic delirium-mirror mirror ( зеркало Зеркало )

lyrix: v1- cant you see my soul? the streets it wanders stray. one by one, i  count the steps i might of taken if i sold every testimony of hardboiled destiny. accidental treasures. measured. aint no better place to be.
chorus 1- no mercy for the alive. cast my hopes and fears aside. all honor and glory come when i die.
v2- kamikaze portraits painted in every breath i breathe. watch the blood red dragon sunrise carry me, ferry me to a true relentless, upended dimension. sold and bought  with ticks and tocks of time. im here but missing in this vicious wavelength, baby.
chorus 2- gone even though long before. the show must go on. seething torque. tear me in two. reglue me in 3/4ths.
outro-cant help it, and yet i noticed maybe that makes me feel better though. every where i spy, no need to be cruel when we all die. put tussin caps over mine eyes when i say goodbye, and im sayin goodbye. yeah, im leaving and dont know if ill be back. im runnin away, so far away. likely this is the last time we ever ride. if i go, dont cry. kiss me one more time and turn both eyes to the horizon, no lie. you can find me where the sea meets the sky.
last call. last call.

toxic delirium-chloroform ( хлороформ )

lyrix: v1-knock knock. whose there? death. lord of flies. dont know where i put it. i lost my fuckin mind. decomposed inside. buried underneath the pines. please be kind rewind.
fight for the cause. death. lord of flies. even though i cant remember why it is i fight. this is my rifle. this is my gun. there are many like it. but this one is mine.
chorus 1- johnnys not comin home, no way. hurrah. hurrah.
johnnys head got blown away in Nam. a noble soldier, valiant and brave. rotting in an unmarked grave. johnny died alone.
v2-breath in human souls. death. lord of flies. my own sweet salvation will be my own grim demise. inflate the heart with pride, brainwashed through forcefed lies. reaper by my side. feel the cruel claws of time
beady eyes of fate stare. death. lord of flies. you can try if you want. run. but you cant fuckin hide. two good eyes but still i am blind. lost no matter how hard i try to find.
chorus 2- johnny came marching home from Nam a mess, a mess.
johnny came home addicted to crystal meth. 
a noble hero who fought in the trench. comin home to a park bench. a bottle is johnnys only friend.

toxic delirium- lord of flies ( владыка летит )

lyrix: v1-my clothes doused in gas, walk through the fire. nightmare in a pretty shell. snake bite creeds. burial fields. uncork and please pour me out a better day
chorus 1-every time the wound, it tries to heal...pick at the edges so the blood cannot congeal
v2-canvas made of skin and bone bottles the liquor of our souls. puzzle missing a piece or nine. just tryin to find my way home. paint over it again and again and again. all goes quiet in the eye of the storm
ch2-cross my heart and pray to die. stick a hypodermic needle in my eye
v3-ceilings burned and walls marked. gravel in empty sockets. i can see it from here, watchin me from the stairs. crawl underneath the table and wait for it to stop and go the fuck away.
bridge 1-delicate curves of a nanosecond lost to ages of scorn. deep fried catechombs sailed by the hourglass of hopeless war
ch 3-poke out the eyes and piss in the skull. now is the beginning of the downfall
v4-pour ink down the last shards of daylights smiling face. oily grim lies cloak with nightshade kiss. lick my face again. ring around the rosy, pocketful of death. ashes ashes we all fall down.
br2-lottery of carcinogenic bookmarks of time. stand tall because tomorrow may be the day you vanish beneath the tides
outro-cant see the road that lies ahead of me. try as i might, i cannot breathe. theres not much left of me. merrily merrily life is but a dream...

toxic delirium-bayonet whisperer ( штык сплетник )

lyrix: open up the sky, you open up the fuckin mind. open up the skies, you open up the fuckin ethers. battles of old, torn asunder. around any step you could fly. i want to fuckin die. over here. over there. punch to the bloodflow. through the vein. open up the brain to the bloodstain. all rise, ill rise. realize. alive. open up your fuckin eyes, open up your fuckin rind. pry all three open wide yeah. open up, divide. chokin up on dice. its a civil war in the fuckin head. over under up and down. the touch of foreplay. open up to foreplay. you and i be on the floor, lay. on defiling, of the role play. turn and bite the pillow. tied down. i know. all owned. ill go. all torn. im yours. my whore. eh, when your outta line. and a cyclone on your mind. hear the trees, voice of breeze. hear the song in the vein. in absinthium. aretemesia absinthe. oh absinthe me. where we go? no tellin. pour the fabled green fairy. on the table. where am i? are we gonna fall? in the fall, til the downfall, drink it all. drink it all. drink it all. oh toto were not in kansas anymore. so take my hand. lay your skins over there. green fairy. i hardly know you. barely. ya pour the green fairy, what goes up. take the slotted spoon and fit it with a sugarcube. then ya pour the water over, watch the shit turn white. youll return to forever. and while were there we will collect it all. youre the steel to the blade, the hearth to the home. can you hear my heartbeat? yeah so do i. and all alone, nod to the offroad. bent it like a motherfucker. dont know where i been. its irrelevant. very relative, in the vice of speech. ought to obey you. oh well. im so ooh ooh la la. im gone, but suppers ready. theres so much damage done. take my fuckin hand and then i know whose fuckin leather whipped me. my fuckin pornstar. hand me my ass. in artemesia, in absinthium. a tone deaf warrior. oh absinthe. your like a song stuck in zero. youre like an end to the moon. speak in broken tongues. hybrid, each sip. say what ask me when were all alone. a little breach is out. with you, no more loneliness. oh artemesia absinthium. panic sinkin in. up, busted. clutching at my chest. art of bleedin. numb. sin of past discretions. love. a pin in my brainspan. breaking off. pour the green fairy in the fuckin cup. take the slotted spoon and then you know just what. take that slotted spoon, once fitted with a sugarcube. pour the water in and watch the shit turn white. drink it up. in bliss, forever, well be. in bliss, forever well be. oi im not stuck in the pantheon no more. no more, my friend. lost, gone. fuck it. no more. hey! where you at? here, on the mat. here, starin at the sky. hallucination, hallucination, hallucination. my how lucy's got a fuckin knob. did i ya get the message? yeah i got the message. got the message then no more. what the fuck?! oh no, not again. an eyeless beast mongrel. a bitch that floats on heavy knee. not the faceless monsters creepin forth from my elixir. boardin up the windows. i am still not tethered. take me home.

toxic delirium-contaminant ( загрязнитель )

lyrix: v1-once there was this girl who got so sick of bein alive that she called off the whole ordeal. and when they finally found her, she had swallowed some pills with hard liquor. her note, it blamed the whole world, but she knew it was all her own fault.
v2-once there was this boy whose only friends were chemicals. he hides inside a needle. and once the smiles desert him, he sits neglected, empty, forgotten. i guess its what he wanted. he always longed for something more.
v3-once there was this girl whose body rotted from under her, because she wouldnt eat. and once, somebody asked her. she said " if youre not hungry, its not starving". no matter how she sees it, it wont stop the reaper.
chorus 1-its not life when theres nothing alive inside. its not death when movement aint yet cast aside. once upon a falling sky.
v4-once there was this boy who sliced into his skin with broken glass, just to feel alive. one night under darkened skies, he slit down past the meat and into solid bone. now he cannot feel a thing there. but i guess he never really cared much anyway.
v5-once there was this girl who lit up any room she stepped inside. she was a goddess in the flesh but she could not help but feel so ugly. so many loved her, but she couldnt stand herself.
chorus 2-this cruel world kills those it generates. it eats its own young with jaws that desecrate. once upon a falling sky.

toxic delirium-nightshade blooms ( пасленовые цветет )

lyrix: v1-you gave me wings with which to fly today. then you took the sky away. what goes up must come down. a handful of denial helps the pills go down.
v2- happiness is a loaded gun. holocaust under blackened sun. sitting triumphant on a cheap throne on high, ruling over a kingdom of flies.
chorus 1- ring around the rosy, pocketful of trash. heartful of crude oil, lungful of poisonous gas. on this cold tile i lay, starin at the rain. drink potions to keep the pink elephant at bay.
v3- cross my heart and pray to die. every heart will one day unwind. tarfume angels fallen from grace. vanity kills the very fools it creates.
ch 2- blow out the brain, leave the skull intact. run run catch me if you can, if you can. ship going to its watery grave. ive got nothing left to say, nothin left to say. 
outro- mirror broken on the wall, who is the most diseased of all? mirror broken on the wall, who is the most diseased of all?

toxic delirium-rabbithole ( Кроличья нора )

lyrix- intro- dont care what they say. iron heart pumps beats cold and grey. the days of our lives chip away and were left with not much more.
all i really wanted was to get away. break from the mainframe. sun shinin on my face as electricity washes through my veins.
v1-strum a rotting chord on rusted heartstrings, friend. sleep forever, waking never. toss and turn in lackluster laughter. cracked plaster. steerage class ticket on a train to surefire disaster. kiss goodbye to another wasted day ill never see again.
chorus 1- dash from damp trench, over the top. into no mans land. fucking caught in the barbed wire and mustard gas again, again.
id take this dagger, dig out my heart to show you, if it werent so decayed itd fall apart. a catatonic vaudeville staggers its sadistic waltz, stage left.
v2-formaldehyde mistress, preserve the dead lips your words travel by. sour fortune, let me from your sights. each synapse a corrupted tangle of frayed firelight. cast a brick through the window of today, for a better tomorrow built of charred yesterdays. try my best to knit together a few reasons to stay.
v3-strapped down to the bed, buy the ticket. take the fuckin ride. clamor for nothing, even nothing is something. tattered skin. system override. cut through the brake line. my whole life is spare time. cultivate  a downfall in somber lullaby. into the blackness, behind eyelids i scrye.
ch2- scratch a little message into the paint. no remorse. leadbelly hordes. pain of a cheap street whore. itll all be said and done, but just what for? what for?
stared too hard and i saw a bit too much. nothing can ever be just what the fuck it was before. peel away the roots from the source.
outro-all i really wanted was to get away. break from the mainframe. sun shinin on my face as electricity washes through my veins.

toxic delirium-voodoo doll ( кукла Вуду )

lyrix-v1-oh no look what you gone and done. how dare you interfere with our run? were not here to hurt anyone. unless you got a fuckin problem, son.
chorus1-baldknobbers. hells angels. the good old girls an boys. ya boondock saints go make some noise. make some noise. call up all sacred crews. git er done for me an you. 
crimson kamikaze mafia proud and true. crimson kamikaze mafia proud and true. 
v2-what you gonna do when punx and skinheads run down on you? in a back alley, no one to see this knife go through you. i know what you do and i dont like it. its better for the world if you aint around.
chorus 2-even old new york was once new amsterdam. even old new york was once new amsterdam. dead rabbits, hells kitchen. many crews ran through this land. some good, some bad, since time began.
v3- id rather have a good time with my crew, be left the fuck alone. but if you step on our toes youll see a chernobyl disaster atomic fallout
chorus 3- even old new york was once new amsterdam. even old new york was once new amsterdam. crimson kamikaze mafia crew. what the fuck you gonna do?

toxic delirium-wreckin crew ( бригада по сносу зданий )

lyrix- v1- a handful of spent memories. a pocketful of wasted gains. a brainful of broken gears. a mouth of useless sayings
bridge 1-wash my hands of all of this. but the filth always remains
chorus1-a heartful of ghosts a cuptful of stale piss. a mouthful of withered dreams. a flaskful of demon spit. what do you do when you hit rock bottom now? grab a shovel and keep diggin six feet down.
link 1-kneel and pray to die today. go away light of day
v2-eyes full of malice. a bootful of smashed glass. a drawerful of accidents. a grinful of cracks.
bridge 2- while i await the end, all i do is i laugh and i laugh
chorus 2-a pathful of hazards. a nostrilful of dust. an alibi full of holes. a body full of fuckin rust. ring around the rosy. bottles to the ground. ashes ashes we all fall down
link 2-peel the flesh away inch by inch, what lies beneath. year after year round after round. pill after pill. body systems shut down.
v3- on the highway of fuckin life. thumb held out, tryin to hitch a ride. lost, but not forgotten. i always knew itd come to this.
bridge 3-black out to the other side of emptiness. wide smiles hide a cancers kiss
chorus3-contaminated stains permeate my brain. toxic waves distort the mechanisms of a heavy rain. ring around the rosy. a pile of spent rounds. ashes ashes we all fall down
outro-all so flat and far away. no you may not see my face. on the battlefields we live and die. just paper soldiers...

toxic delirium-clouds on fire  ( Облака в огне )

lyrix-v1-kids of the d hole. i live on the fourth plateau. every time im thirsty, i drink a robo. i eat bowl of gels like cereal. i put cough syrup on my pancakes. oi oi oi
i am a walking talking dxm molecule
v2=kids of the d hole. gutter psychic. tough enough? wont feel pain. will never again cough.all empty brown bottles to the ground. bottoms up. see you at plateau sigma. 
bridge: i am a walking talking dxm molecule. my soul is a dissociative.
v3=go! the akashic records can be found in aisle eleven. eat triple cs to see hell or mucinex to go to heaven. delsyms mixed with gels and you might levitate. mix polistyrex with hydrobromide and citrate and meditate. dextromethorphan promotes psychic states.
kids of the d hole. see ya there. kids of the dhole. 

toxic delirium-kids of the d hole ( Дети из д отверстие )

song about a crazy kid i knew. rip johnny. this song was recorded in the intravenous flytraps days, long ago in chicago like 2005 or so

toxic delirium- johnnys song ( Песня Джонни )

(oi oi click on the song titles to read the lyrix.) all songs on this site are by TOXIC DELIRIUM (Natalie cleotatra kobrapuke solo project)and is recorded for, produced by, and published by DARK FREQUENCIES STUDIOS for CRIMSON KAMIKAZE MAFIA PRODUCTIONS. this here is the first album (LAST DAYS). cheers for listenin. mad love.gutter empyres rise. <3 nataliekobrapuke
here be the links to the albums thus far
www.soundcloud.com/toxicdelirium -LAST DAYS (first album )
www.soundcloud.com/toxicdelirium2 - LETTERS FROM THE TRENCHES ( second album )
www.soundcloud.com/toxicdelirium3- GUTTERMOB LIFE ( third album, in progress )
find toxic delirium on bandcamp as well. www.toxicd3lirium.bandcamp.com 
live for today cuz tomorrow might never come. when the reaper  calls, you have no choice but to answer. life is wicked short. over before you know it. deep within my black tar heart, for some reason i always had a need to travel, so travel i did. only on the road do I ever feel truly alive. and along the way, i seen wild and crazy bullshit...truth is oftentimes stranger than fiction. squattin and livin on the streets is not a joke. the life of a gutterpunk will take the piss out of you real quick. for every one punk it saves, ten more it annihilates. the paths are littered with our bones. this nomad life, it was a choice that changed me forever. you can take the gutterpunk out of the gutter, but you cant take the gutter out of the gutterpunk. these are the stories of shit ive been thru, the trenches of gutter war. listen and youll see some of the untold history of the darkest corner of the underground.anyway, we all live a very limited and abrupt time in this world. live to the full, loaded to the gills while you still have the chance.death waits for all. none are exempt from its icy touch.  the footsteps i walk i present to you in the form of grunge, punk and oi. have yourself a listen. hope you dig it. cheers. raise one to the fallen and raise one for the damned. for every hard bastard thats been there dt'in on the sidewalk tryin to spange..... <3 natalie cleotatra kobrapuke


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