famous

i forgot how long i been on this pill
its been so long idk how to feel
and idk if ur lying or forreal
its a mystery n im left w the misery

n i cant just worry bout what is here physically
theres so much more to us
theres so much more to me
i just got on the bus, u want this shit more than me
im tryna move on in this life i kno its good 4 me

and when im out in public why do they all look at me?
is it something on my face? is it something i dont see?
is it who i choose to be? the clothes on my body?
is it the shoes on my feet?
man yall r crazy...

got gold around my neck
also have a dragon
tryna move on from this
why r u still draggin?
they call me a faggot, im sorry for swaggin
life for me is awesome
life for u is tragic

metal vs. plastic
diversion from the classic
the show vs. the static
crazy what happens to human beings with the madness
ima just stay passive and forgive all the actions

a lot of ppl out here doing shit just for reactions
you should worry bout ur own opinion thats what matters
guess u werent taught that ur opinion is what matters
u got a bad bitch but u wish she was badder
i wish life would get better but its only getting sadder
i wanna break down but im focused on what matters
when my acne breaks out i know its time to lather
cant look down im climbing up the ladder

experiencer - tragic freestyle (prod promise x lily forest)

sorry i forget whos beat, let me know ill add it

words dont mean nothing ft boyy wassabi (prod. bleachcraft erdo)

@framtid2
i don't wanna make you wait
but maybe this the best for us
best for us
best for us

all these monsters scaring me
but i don't wanna wait
i don't wanna wait no more
no more
(2x)

@tzunahmie
i'm gonna take my stuff and run away
thoughts in my head memories fade away
trying so hard but my heart just breaks 
i can't ever seem to get a break
watching my life slowly decay
i still love u it's so hard to hate

best for us ft. nami (prod. me)

guitar by @evanjolley

lyrics:

this isnt working out dont know why im still trying now
all by myself and im thinking about dying now
behind four walls is where im hiding out
been up the whole night couldent sleep been crying out
piece by piece im just falling to pieces
and i can barely breathe as my heart rate decreases
wondering how far this road reaches
taking all these drugs 'till the point they feel needless

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

im sick of people saying everything will be alright
i cant close my eyes i toss and turn for the entire night
i dont go outside i stay deprived of sunlight 
monsters in my head that lately ive been trying to fight
whats the point of waking up when everyday is terrible
and every nights comparable
rip me apart 'till the point im irreparable
trying to keep it together im already hysterical
i wish i could wake up from this nightmare
i cant help but feel like im going nowhere
losing my mind and i dont care
feel like im not here or there
staring at a blank white wall
like why did i wake up at all
all by myself no missed calls
how much farther do i have to fall

i cant even tell i cant even tell i cant even tell
how far have i fell
i think im in hell
im not feeling well im not feeling well im not feeling well
will anybody hear me if i scream and yell
x2

falling (prod. evan jolley)

@prodbynox
@rit_hk
@benjithemachine
@jolst

https://www.instagram.com/moderndayuk/

Nox & Rit - Beacon [Benjithemachine x Jolst]

@0k1ro
@votekk

Track 6 <3 i would wait forever just to be here when ur gone

Ur Enough [K1ro x Votekk]

lyrics

and now im all alone, she said i should i should move on
and yeah i know i should but she is all i know
i fucked it up one time, stay on the west side
stay on the frontline, you dont know how hard it gets
it stay on my waist side like, I know i could die like, stay on the frontline like, you dont know how hard it gets

to the bankrolll, im goin yea im smoking exotic 
i told fon'em i got em, talking down won't see tomorrow
smoke him like a marlboro im rolling and im on the floor
i pulled up in my subaru i really want aventador
she talk to me like im crazy when i act like she don't know
said she wanna have my baby but i know that she don't
and these drugs i know he laced them but i need them to cope, 
yeah i do not want to waste them im addicted to dope
im in the back like a sub, just like a speaker in the trunk
its like knew were bad along, smokes too hot ring me the fire alarm
if i could say, what i want and not hurt you
then i would bae, wanna put my all in you- put my all in you

i fucked it up one time, stay on the west side
stay on the frontline, you dont know how hard it gets
it stay on my waist side like, I know i could die like, stay on the frontline like, you dont know how hard it gets

to the bankrolll, im goin yea im smoking exotic 
i told fon'em i got em, talking down won't see tomorrow
smoke him like a marlboro im rolling and im on the floor
i pulled up in my subaru i really want aventador
she talk to me like im crazy when i act like she don't know
said she wanna have my baby but i know that she don't
and these drugs i know he laced them but i need them to cope, 
yeah i do not want to waste them im addicted to dope

i fucked it up one time, stay on the west side
stay on the frontline, you dont know how hard it gets
it stay on my waist side like, I know i could die like, stay on the frontline like, you dont know how hard it gets
to the bankrolll, im goin yea im smoking exotic 
i told fon'em i got em, talking down won't see tomorrow
smoke him like a marlboro im rolling and im on the floor
i pulled up in my subaru i really want aventador
she talk to me like im crazy when i act like she don't 
i fucked it up one time, stay on the west side
stay on the frontline, you dont know how hard it gets
it stay on my waist side like, I know i could die like, stay on the frontline like, you dont know how hard it gets

udontknowhowharditgets (prod. sscout x rainn god)

Lyrics:

I feel less of myself lately,
don't know how I'm going to change it
Got given 1 million different chances every single time yeah I fucked it up
Got given of this brand new work and I don't know if I can do it all
If I stay strong and work hard,
and I grind for it like a day job,
and I keep going and don't stop,
then I know it's gonna pay off
Yeah the sun is on my skin again
it feels so good to me
you're what's on my mind again
and I just want you to leave
Re-obsessed
time we spent
spinning round in my head, words you said
stuck to me like a Semtex, No I didn't know the context
but I caught it in the subtext
I feel like you don't want me around but that's cool I get it
I can't make my mind up
I thought that I moved on
but every time I see you babe my world stops
I know things about you that you don't know about yourself
Like how your friends talk about you whenever you're not around
I know that's not OK but I'm here right now to hold you down
It took me some time and I got me some money but now I'm back in town

Got given 1 million different chances
every single time yeah I fucked it up
got given all this brand new work
and I don't know if I can do it all
if I stay strong and work hard
and I grind for it like a day job
and I keep going and don't stop
then I know it gone payoff
Yeah the sun is on my skin again
it feels so good to me
you're what's on my mind again
and I just want you to leave
Re-obsessed
time we spent
spinning round in my head, words you said
stuck to me like a Semtex, No I didn't know the context

udontknowhowharditgets (prod. sscout x rainn god)

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