maybe ur the one thats supposed to heal me - handball

tell her how you feel

Youre my art

i wanna take some pills to escape
from this life that i've made
these lies that i crave to pretend
that everything's okay
when you're not around

to hold my hand
as i get nervous
as i worry and disturb
the things that should be left in the past
i know things always move so fast
but i want to make this last

give me time you'll see
how good i'll be
all i wanna do is make you happy
give you what you deserve
show you what you're worth to me

while the stars as they shine
countless hanging in the sky
well nothings so divine
than to see your eyes in the moonlight

give me time you'll see, how good ill be . 


FIRST EP

divine

hello i wrote n recorded this in like 30 min a few nights ago i hope u enjoy. sorry my voice sounds like SHITe ive been pretty sick but i wanted to put something on my soundcloud. sorry for all the noises my microphone worked too hard when i recorded this

4 am Insecurities (crash test) - demo

i'm not pretty when i cry

beneath dirty sheets (2016)

Lyrics: Boiling pot head of cabbage with a lil brain damage, no bad bitch just rebellious teen savage, depressed but I still manage, don’t apologize it’s my baggage, don’t socialize if you just talk garbage. Open your eyes to see what’s inside, lucid state teen suicide, just a state of mind I’m not trying to hide, opening maps doesn’t help me survive. Into the wild, before Im poisoned and die my mom raised a good child. I’m  Friends with the trees, leafs all piled in the November breeze before the brain freeze, she said she love me, but she’s a dream, I was asleep. Mistook the zz’s for little lovelies for warm and fuzzies like corn fields and bumble bees. Brought to my knees over the simplest things, she’ll never know the real me. It’s easy to see something crazy without empathy, I counted my eyes and found three. You did too, but only saw two. Blindfolded poems I wrote for you. The crayon I used says baby blue. You’re my baby hunny boo. Summer watermelon honeydew, silent sunrise 5:32. I’m writing this cause I miss you. Oh you like it? It’s just something I drew of the moon, chance the rapper tunes eating a bowl of honey bunches of oats cereal with a slotted spoon. Raisins in my kids packed lunches, I’m a loon with surreal visions, that acid really pack some punches, more like hundreds. Hold me down before I bungee jump it, just dropped it. Paper wasps  got me allergic, tin foil folded lysergic. Trippy hieroglyphics, hallucinating aurora borealis. Rest In Peace, to the greatest, lil peep, you’ll be missed.

Pine Needle Green

i fucked up a lot in this but i still like it

waste

You could love this boy with your whole heart , he’s gone astray to drugs again 
lavender boy is just a friend you can smell her on his collar again 

(Spinning me feet off the ground, 
You're coked out in the middle of the party 
It’s dark in the stairway but your face lights up in a way that makes you look so warm)

Lavender boy is the silhouette to all of the songs
He’s easy to love , he’s been a puppet since 14 he’s bursting at the seams
straightening forks and knifes in the back of the room, and hyper focus on the number 3, under sun beams 
Is it all with the fear of growing into your parents my dear 

(Chorus)

Lavender boy set all of his shoes on fire 
He said the last person who wore them was a liar 
You can smell her on his collar again
Writing this song about you was time well spent 

(Chorus)

Lavender boy

happy new year, love u :)

when it snowed
we used to make angels in the ground
we were nowhere to be found
til the midst of the night
when it rained
we used to walk into the cold
wishing we'd be here til we're old
you used to say i'd be alright

your lips on mine
feeling fine
promise you i'd never let you go
my hands touch your face
and i embrace
how beautiful you are

when you cried
i told you i was here
and prayed that i was near you
til the dawn of day
when you left
i cried myself to bed
you echoed through my head
i beg for you to stay

from love to hate
there's no such thing as fate
my emptiness is more than words
my hands touch your face
and i embrace
how beautiful you are 

that's just one reason why i miss ur face.

written + recorded by alfie templeman

beneath dirty sheets (2016)

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