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mastered by @prodmusa

You said
That everything is fine
But I'm not confident that anything is all right
And you said
That you think that I'm cool
But how do I know that's even true
I'm embarrassed of all the thoughts I have
It’s the rarest when I don't fucking care
I feel stupid all the fucking time
What am I doing here?

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Yeah yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah
No

You said
You care about our connection
And you don't want me to take anything the wrong way
And you said
You said that it'd be best
If we stopped acting
Because its distracting
And that's fine
The race can't always be mine
And maybe it's just my sweet tooth
(Yeah, ohh)
But I sense sugar in the recipe

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(I'm just jealous)
(Jealous, jealous)
I'm just jealous as fuck
(Jealous, jealous)
(Jealous, jealous, ohh)

And when the ceiling tiles fall down
What will replace?
I'm not the one enamored by
The hand that's stricken my face
And when I feel sick in bed
Will the fetal position save me?
All that I can do is hope for the best, I guess
And I don't wanna puke when I'm on stage
And you better not trap me in this cage
Distract me from the fear of open sky
Manhattan makes me feel
(Manhattan makes me feel)
(Like I'm)
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying
Like I'm dying

You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
When all is said and done
I hope we can still be friends
You do what you do
I stay in my bed
Radio active mutation in my head
No, no
Please don't feel bad
It's not your fault
I'm just jealous as fuck

JEALOUS

Made December 2021 - March 2022
Bandcamp / Download: https://elxnce.bandcamp.com/track/the-loanshark-in-question

The "Loanshark" In Question:

featuring @saoirsedream
additional vocals by owen is lost, ilan, q rev, doves, and zygma
additional production by @64rip
mixing/mastering by @traceybrakes
cover art by https://twitter.com/SndPlusA
special thanks to @trndytrndy @vaeo-music and @evancookaudio for their input on the song

[intro]
Why'd you do it kid?
She asked me to...
Obliging bastard...
That the only reason you got, kid?
They shoot horses, don't they? 

[Verse 1 - GRIMVVICE]
If the worst doesn't come to pass
I'll spend the whole night just sleeping right on your lap
And if the cards laid out ascribe you a fate
Just pray that purgatory won't lie in wait
An existence of contradictions and mistakes
If you hate me trust me that I'd feel the same
Saw a man on the corner who said "we're in the final days"
Asked "is there a point to keep on living this way?"          
Why can't we just fall back, I can't go on 
So I need to tell you that   

[Chorus 1 - GRIMVVICE]
If there's a gun to your head (keep dancing)
Fire starting under your bed (keep dancing)
Was it worth the blood and the sweat? (keep dancing)
No matter what comes just keep dancing

[Verse 2 - saoirse dream and (GRIMVVICE)]
How can I look forward?
(Just don't turn back)
When there's no forward to look for
(We'll set a path for ourselves)
I'm sorry I got obvious
Trying to keep one step ahead of what they think of us
I promise no exaggeration
(I fear this is the end)
Cause I can't play up this situation
(There's no point in lying)
Yeah I'm so sorry I got obvious
Cause what's the worst thing that ever happened to us?
Cause what's the worst thing that ever happened to us?

[Bridge 1]
What if I keeled over dead? (keep dancing)
No hope just agony next (keep dancing)
Pile of ash is all that's left (keep dancing)
My legs are numb but I'll keep dancing

[Chorus - GRIMVVICE & saoirse dream]
If there's a gun to your head (keep dancing)
Fire starting under your bed (keep dancing)
Was it worth the blood and the sweat? (keep dancing)
No matter what comes just keep dancing

[Bridge 2  - GRIMVVICE]
And if Heaven abides we'll 
Rendezvous in a better life
The only way to get out right 
Is through assisted suicide
Or maybe we just suffer and wait for our time
All I know is that we'll both keep dancing

[Outro - Gang Vocals and (GRIMVVICE)
If there's a gun to your head!
(KEEP DANCING!)
No hope just agony next!
(KEEP DANCING!)
Was it worth the blood and the sweat?!
(KEEP DANCING!)
No matter what comes!
(JUST KEEP DANCING!)
I'm ready
Now?
Now...
*gunshot*

They shoot horses, don't they? (KEEP DANCING) w/ saoirse dream

thanks https://soundcloud.com/mondai1112 you are so creative.................

Those Famous Girls That Upload on Facebook + mondai1112

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just getting started

featuring:
@st1cksyea
@trndytrndy
@can-of-bliss

produced by:
@can-of-bliss

are you mad

SUSIE'S REVENGE

Hi guys high school music club should be studying..

mixed & mastered by @st1cksyea
cover by me, mars whitlock, & niko olivo

lyrics: https://genius.com/Saoirse-dream-down-in-flames-lyrics

down in flames

saoirse dream - down in flames

when the alien is hesitant

lyrics:

We want television bodies that we can't keep
We have battles in the dark when she falls asleep

We can make it up again
We can make it up again
And we don't care we just pretend
With our faces on the mend
And don't ask a lot
And you won't lose a lot
Don't ask for much

Every accidental damage I wouldn't shake
And the heart I left behind that you couldn't break

We can make it up again
We can make it up again
And we don't care we just pretend
With our faces on the mend
And don't ask a lot
And you won't lose a lot
Don't ask for much

And I said I miss you
Say "I miss you too"
Said I miss you
Say "I miss you too"
Say "I miss you too"
Said I miss you
Say "I miss you too"

We want action and decision that we can't fake
We got firecracker wishes that we can make

We can make it up again
We can make it up again
And we don't care we just pretend
With our faces on the mend
And don't ask a lot
And you won't lose a lot
Don't ask for much

Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you
Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you
Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you
Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you too

action cat

cover art by my older sibling, @squid_express on tiktok, instagram, and twitter

lyrics:

throw down the keys on the table
playing it down's getting played out
put on a new shirt when i'm able 
with a year's old stain, still looks the same

human condition loops endlessly; it sticks to my skin
is that all you got
patterns in my arms
you're totally full of it

i'll grow a new lung when i'm able 
an endless refrain: back to square one
if i'm nothing but lazy and stable 
why does my old pain still ache the same

stare out the window
losing my purpose, i stand there for hours 
show me what you got
circles 'round my eyes
yeah i must be full of it 

my headache's eating all my words again
you got a problem it must be my fault
sorry for being vain, you need your space
there's ringing in my ears and screeches in the dark
she lets her cassette record everything
so she can record her mistakes and play her part 
but all she hears is every mess she's made
and again she marks the progress on her arm

my feet are swollen and my arms are sore 
stare at the razor i left sitting on the floor
i bite my tongue and fight the art again
whatever i wanted just wasn't in the cards
she watches all her work coagulate 
the hollow noises eating at her start to fade
rewinds her cassette and restarts the tape
the cycle looping over and over again

her hallowed heart promises to refill again

action cat

tracey brakes

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