this song actually hits so good in the context of the album

so does talent just run in your blood because this art is sick as fuck too

makes me think of this clip I saw of a girl in North Korea who's now dead who was briefly asked some questions by an interviewer and journalist who asked her how old she was and, inquired about the general state of affairs, I guess, and she wasn't eating well and she was selling rice and our species is insane is the best I have to say about what I saw in that video clip. idk what to do to mitigate further damage.

music of all time

from the story of s*nny (premiered at Camp Boneyard 2022).
https://soundcloud.com/underscores/snny

The Story of S*nny

underscores - New world 2007 (You don’t even know who I am)

2 of 10

cowritten, coproduced, & featuring @wishlane
mastered by ryan schwabe
art by atlas ezra

~~lyrics~~

(sd)
i can taste the menthol in your spit
i'd probably complain if i was really tryna quit
tried to do the math on what it means when you commit
cause i'm only ever underneath, you love how i submit
i don't get much more direct than this
if you wanted to know me, you should've known me when we were kids
naming everyone i walked all over in the stupid emo songs i wrote
why does forever feel like just a couple years ago

less than enough, less than enough, less than enough for ya
less than enough, less than enough, less than enough for ya
less than enough, less than enough, less than enough

(wishlane)
do you mind if i want it
do you mind if i want it

do you mind if i talk in half measures to fill up the space in between
(the lie and the truth)
is it really the sorrow and the pity thats keeping you wrapped in the sheets
(like every night)
cos sundown gets your stomach in knots
do you excuse yourself just to get what you want
like every time you get hurt, its someone elses fault
and i dont think you even know what it costs

so make me think im less-than
just to kill some time
you can use it as a weapon
any time you like
keep me wrapped between your fingers
just to keep your lie intact
you dont know the half
but you do it right back
cos now im falling so carelessly just to please you
you turn your shoulder so callously, did you mean to
let me in on your secret, i see the real you
oh, was it all so one-sided, or was it me too

star★☆

clove

rise up! o mother of all pains

lyrics:

~ verse 1 ~
pressure building spitting steam from the vents
you caught me in the middle of a fix of the lens
the portrait on the wall will show you what you protect
ironically you are the very lord you resent
tell me again about your mountain of men
i heard a little rumor you belittle your friends
i heard that every soul can lose a chance to repent
admonish me again and ill make war for the spent

~ chorus ~
my head is spinning
im moving sideways 
no chance of winning
its just like always 
the sky is all grey 
torment of all days
cant eat cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

my heart is lost now
so much for trying
given up hope now
reign on you tyrant
rusted my lifeline
no use in crying 
cant bleed cant sleep cant just stop thinking bout it

~ verse 2 ~
Rise up! 
O mother of all pains 
to the altar of my verses!
no god 
or hell can make up 
the pitiful misery you wrought thee 

[chorus]

~ verse 3 ~

pressure spent look at the mess you created
when all is said and done theyll only groan at your name 
no pride behind a legend full of nothing but shame
100 years of silence broken only in vain 

[chorus x2]

wand of tens

when the alien is hesitant

lyrics:

We want television bodies that we can't keep
We have battles in the dark when she falls asleep

We can make it up again
We can make it up again
And we don't care we just pretend
With our faces on the mend
And don't ask a lot
And you won't lose a lot
Don't ask for much

Every accidental damage I wouldn't shake
And the heart I left behind that you couldn't break

We can make it up again
We can make it up again
And we don't care we just pretend
With our faces on the mend
And don't ask a lot
And you won't lose a lot
Don't ask for much

And I said I miss you
Say "I miss you too"
Said I miss you
Say "I miss you too"
Say "I miss you too"
Said I miss you
Say "I miss you too"

We want action and decision that we can't fake
We got firecracker wishes that we can make

We can make it up again
We can make it up again
And we don't care we just pretend
With our faces on the mend
And don't ask a lot
And you won't lose a lot
Don't ask for much

Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you
Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you
Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you
Do you miss me?
'Cause I miss you too

action cat

cover art by my older sibling, @squid_express on tiktok, instagram, and twitter

lyrics:

throw down the keys on the table
playing it down's getting played out
put on a new shirt when i'm able 
with a year's old stain, still looks the same

human condition loops endlessly; it sticks to my skin
is that all you got
patterns in my arms
you're totally full of it

i'll grow a new lung when i'm able 
an endless refrain: back to square one
if i'm nothing but lazy and stable 
why does my old pain still ache the same

stare out the window
losing my purpose, i stand there for hours 
show me what you got
circles 'round my eyes
yeah i must be full of it 

my headache's eating all my words again
you got a problem it must be my fault
sorry for being vain, you need your space
there's ringing in my ears and screeches in the dark
she lets her cassette record everything
so she can record her mistakes and play her part 
but all she hears is every mess she's made
and again she marks the progress on her arm

my feet are swollen and my arms are sore 
stare at the razor i left sitting on the floor
i bite my tongue and fight the art again
whatever i wanted just wasn't in the cards
she watches all her work coagulate 
the hollow noises eating at her start to fade
rewinds her cassette and restarts the tape
the cycle looping over and over again

her hollowed heart promises to refill again

the cycle looping over and over again

behave, hollow automaton

metro pop !! dedicated 2 a girl .. (⁠^⁠_⁠^⁠メ⁠)

i caught your glances when i looked @ ur face
you're always gorgeous it's not up 4 debate
and when you look my way u send me 2 space
i'm not supposed 2 think abt our future mistakes

i'm not supposed 2 think abt uu tht way
but when you glitter like a glass of champagne
uu drive me crazy i keep calling ur name
i tried not thinking ov u but i did th same..

but i did the same ~

~ the way u move it makes me step outta line
luv me n u hurt me baby 1 at a time !! 🕜
~ ur complicated n it's playing my mind..
lock me up 🔐 n jail me if ur 🤍 is a crime ..

~ the way u move bby u glitter n shine
luvvv me and u hurt 🔪 me bby 1 at a timee
~ ur complicated 🎲 n it's playing my mind..
if u want me come and get me give me a sign ! 💌

bby don't hit up my flip phone if u will not b mine
iv been way up in the cloudz grrll heart intertwined
n i got 7000 problems but ur not 1 of miine
n i got 7 deadly sins if i said less id be lying..

don't look @ me like that! it weakens my heart
ur eyes, they turn n glitter and it takes me apart
u think im pretty? then put me in ur 🛒
inside i'm pretty ugly, i might not be wat u wntt

bby i luv th way u
glitter glitter glitter glitter
bby i luv th way u
glitter glitter glitter glitter
bby i luv th way u
glitter glitter glitter glitter
glitter n shine..
if u want me come and get me
bby be mine ! 💗

glitter ✩‧₊˚

blair's problem

In a moment of desperation, Chichi tries her hand at the occult.

chichi

night terrors

it's never too late to start from square one!

fireside thaumaturgy

lyrics:

breathing, feeling
my skin, my skin
hush now, brush out
my fuzz, become undone

this is not what it's supposed to be like
that's not what it's supposed to be like at all
at all
make a face i can taste the napalm
i watch the colors fall out of your mouth
but i don't hear you

put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep

inside, outside, nothing but faking
i never felt i could tell you how you hurt my head
when i fall asleep, i hope i wake up truly naked
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
inside, outside, nothing but faking
i never felt i could tell you how you hurt my head
when i fall asleep, i hope i wake up truly naked
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep

this is not what it's supposed to be like
that's not what it's supposed to be like at all
at all
make a face i can taste the napalm
i watch the colors fall out of your mouth
but i don't hear you

put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep, put me back to sleep
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep
put me back to sleep (sleep, sleep, sleep, sleep)
with my mind on the outside, put me back to sleep

back to sleep

lyrics:

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

(bend, break)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

spare parts no body of mine
cut open my chest
let my ribs be the wings that take you home
i want this cage to always keep you close
live off the light in your eyes
dig into my bones
let my sternum be the mast that guides you home
my breathing lungs will always keep you warm

log into my brain and change the password on my eyes
i overdid it, reality is down for the count
talking to my friends inside my head all night
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta—
(number 5 alive)

i gotta get me off my mind
heart is bigger than my eyes i'm paralyzed
i see both sides like ocean's eyes
stick a needle in my eye before my time
do you ever think i'm not like, like, like, you, you
not like you, not like you
do you ever think i'm not like like, like, you, you
you'd never get it, even if i gotta spell shit out

orphan source

lyrics:

willow trees spill your solvent dissolve the levee
needles stem from the vivisection of memory
holding onto a promise i wish was empty
how's your frame holding up cuz my bones are heavy
shattered glass mimic synapses with envy
hide your eyes from the world until you're ready
steal the light from the moon while she scruples wearily
expunge all thoughts
until you mirror your walls, you're alone again already

give me a chance to redeem myself and we'll start again
free your hooves from the dirt which our bond was buried in
i've got no excuse
i— there's something in the water
you're guarded like your father, ignore your angel daughter
your heart is aching from feeling your bedside empty
so let your horn pierce the sky make clear your caring
i've got no excuse
i—her eyes feel like no other
your muzzle burrows further
in hopes of aching no more

her insides meet gods

track 10 of 10 off my self-titled third album.

coproduced/arranged by @leastfavorite

something cool

7" tri-single vinyl out on Heaven's Lathe in May. Mixed and master by Katie Dey. Vinyl art by marie a / @808gum

Lyrics
I want things to be beautiful
I forgot things could be beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope

I want things to be beautiful
I forgot that things were beautiful
I forgot it was a option
I had given up hope
I'm giving up hope
 
That maybe it could change 
That maybe there are options
It could take a different shape
It might not survive the change

But it could survive the change
Will we survive to stay the same?
1000th prison in my eyes
I've seen these lonely deaths be died
I'm no stranger to the sight 

It doesn't even move me.
I'm the type to keep it pushing 
I wouldn't be here if I wasn't 
I'll walk to work past wasted bodies
I hardly even mind

Change is in my hand 
Money changes in my hand 
..'s in my hand 
Money, change is in my hand 
I want things to be beautiful

I Want Things to Be Beautiful

this took so fucking long
visuals by temberlin, view here: https://youtu.be/_VdNkETf3CI

change my mind - phritz
medicago - leastfavorite! (ft. blissom)
Die Young - Ke$ha
Scary Monsters and Nice Sprites - Skrillex
R4C3 - gaptoothv4mp
WEEKENDS!!! - Skrillex
Shit On My Ass - Brian Robert Jones
Roses - The Chainsmokers (ft. ROZES)
party 4 u - Charli XCX
let down - Jane Remover
7/11 Drone - dylan brady, daisy
T2MS - deth coni
DEFEATED - deadman 死人
TELEPHONE LINE 415 - underscores
4MOODss - SEBii
Trap Queen - Fetty Wap
prism - monty.pk
nrvs again - dad sports
sydney - gabby start
A Thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
Ocean Avenue - Yellowcard
All Time Low - Jon Bellion
Ain’t It Fun - Paramore
cute - torr
Doubt - Hippo Campus
Your favorite sidekick - underscores
Muck - underscores
Sad Machine - Porter Robinson
Radioactive - Imagine Dragons
God is a Freak - Peach PRC
Crush Culture - Conan Gray
adderall - 1pressy
Texas - James Ivy
Fast Talk - Houses
parks dept. - To Oscar
Alone - Marshmello
Alien Boy - Oliver Tree
Peach Scone - Hobo Johnson
Heads Will Roll - The Yeah Yeah Yeahs (A-Trak Remix)
Tokyo Drift - Teriyaki Boyz
Jailbreak the Tesla - Injury Reserve
Bang! - AJR
wont come around - chriad
Mask - Dream
Car Radio - Twenty One Pilots
Guns For Hands - Twenty One Pilots
behavior - webcage
you need to get out - phixel
rock music - gabby start
Break Your Heart - Taio Cruz (ft. Ludacris)
On Melancholy Hill - Gorrilaz
Chocolate - The 1975
Musician - Porter Robinson
it gets lonely - kmoe
Something Comforting - Porter Robinson
Firework - Katy Perry
Cinema - Benny Benassi (Skrillex Remix)
n2o - aldn
mid - gabby start
ed hardy - GORESET
end it - heavn
GUMMO - 6IX9INE
Attention Horse - Glitch Gum
Call My Dad - AJR
dropout - brakence
I HAVE NO FUN! - leastfavorite!
1m n0t 54d Ju57 a L177L3 6LU3 - Can of Bliss
rainbow bridge - gabby start
LAST NAME ! - leastfavorite! (ft. cat.flp, blissom, and futureseeker)
Nice Boys - Temporex
Futurecore - lumatheproducer
doitrightback - saoirse dream
it will all be worth it in the end - Teknikvit
8486 - svnth
Check Yes Juliet - We The Kings
2006 Kinko's field trip - underscores
homeswitcher - Jane Remover (with kmoe)
2 fruit walls - bobby
down! - k0a
actor - webcage
Pretty Drama - To Oscar
The Way You Move - Outkast
First Steps - Lena Raine
Liquor Store - Remi Wolf
NINETEEN - Ana Kennedy
Kids - MGMT
headaches* - swazy*
8teen - Khalid
BL!NK - Frost Children
Sakura Trip - AIKA
Homesick - Catfish and the Bottlemen
Tough as Nails - Mosie
Bee - Jedwill
Icarus - Jedwill
Rainbow Road - nanobii
Triumph - cute girls doing cute things
Hello - Martin Solveig (feat. Dragonette)
Kyoto - Skrillex (feat. Sirah)
BURNING TIRES - FROMTHEHEART, Knapsack
smack'd - Button Maker (feat. swazy*)
Hot Milk - Snail's House
trustfall! - underscores
BABY - grape milk
means to defeat envy - f1nley, paxen imz1, sc2un sh4re, shibes
Dream Drop - Instupendo
copperwires - fyoum
devil cry - kurtains x whitetrash
la fleur - juno
mos thoser - food house
Party Rock Anthem - LMFAO
selfdestruct - torr
The Fractal Song - gabby start
cult - twikipedia
ADHD (unreleased) - futureseeker
Loansharks - underscores (ft. gabby start)
Don't Drop That Thun Thun - Finatticz
Whales - Hail Mary Mallon
Middle - Zedd, Grey (ft. Maren Morris)
burbank house - tsubi club
The Box - Roddy Ricch
gloves - kmoe
*Equip Sunglasses* - Hot Mulligan
Divinity - Porter Robinson (ft. Amy Millan)
Teenage Dream - Katy Perry
My Type - Saint Motel
Energy Drink - Virtual Riot
Preset Junkies - Virtual Riot
Peanut Butter Jelly - Galantis
I Can't Stop - Flux Pavillion
Centipede - Knife Party
Technologic - Daft Punk
diazepam - leastfavorite! (prod. carrocker)
gone - OG Lost
missed ur call - Jennifer May
CTRL - NotNevy (ft. 13erry & Shy High)
PLEASURE - Moore Kismet
BRODYQUEST - Neil Cicierega
Die2222Night - saoirse dream
Push - Hamdi, Skrillex, & Taichu
Dimension - Reach
estrogen & the doldrums - sebastian6
minimal beat - trndytrndy
...
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LFAV! PLAYS THE FIRST 161 SONGS SHE CAN THINK OF @ HI SCORES HOUSE 4/17/25

Drive

she/they/bug/snail

am listneing~

will probably post music and other audio creations here one day

behave, hollow automaton

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