Josephine

commissioned & premiered by Loadbang

Trumpet: Andy Kozar
Trombone: William Lang
Bass Clarinet: Adrián Sandí 
Baritone Voice: Jeffrey  Gavett 
Date: October 1, 2021
Venue: Opera America (NYC)
Event: loadbang Presents: Premieres Vol. 17
Audio and Video by Stuart Breczinski

video: https://youtu.be/cfU1rI2Ge9w

ghosts & monsters (2021) | loadbang ensemble

Hidden Angels

the shits are on parade
proud of the shit world that they made
they want you to love it too
if you don't, they'll step on you
we'll wait, make our weapons
wait'll you smell the shit you stepped in

ground glass and cyanide crystals
loaded in a smoothbore shotgun pistol
if you want some, i'll give you a taste
it's just a graze, but you're blue in the face
a flail of knotted strips
of leather that are poison-dipped
blue ring-stonefish-mamba venom
scrapings from my crusty denim
couple ounces centipede juice
and a cup of crushed-up brown recluse
it kills by touch alone
rots you to the bone

mercury rounds in .45
roller blades and bowie knives
knuckle dusters, iron gloves
.44 russian fired with love
squeaky little farts
blowing neurotoxic darts
just a little prick and you're done
a needle of death in a '50s raygun
for the next motherfucker in line
a metal lunchbox claymore mine
clack-clack-clack, pow-pow-pow
where's your god now?

you fucked up good and there's nowhere to hide
the mayan death god is on our side
knocking off your crown
a hail of crystal skulls rain down
in the land of the dead
wake up missing half your head
your funeral pants are filled with fudge
when you step up to the scales to be judged
ammit sits by, drooling
as anubis makes his ruling
the feather is lighter than your heart
demons will tear you apart
https://soundcloud.com/slimecop

Johnson Family Arsenal(OOTO & Slimecop)

Please listen 5th symphony of Shostakovich.You can find Distorted Laugh　that was forced by KGB.Do not repeat!!!

Piano :Sora
Vioin:Keigo Bigpapa Sano
Guitar:Gitajiro

Shostakovich's dream (from Kogarashi session) Violin,Piano ,Guitar trio

Asylum

In The Name Of God

Reader Of New Senses

Alabasterds

3 hour flip.
Original track - https://youtu.be/uzvFDVc3tLM
MOSNNAR DET - Remixing, Drum Programming

Loop Diggers Sunday Roulette Challenge 93 Track 2 - K I D D O

I took old audio cassettes where I'd recorded music off BBC radio in the mid 1980s and blended three things I've never found recordings of since: Gershwin's funeral march (from Radio 4 maybe?), Richard Rodney Bennett's Siesta (arrange for piano and theremin I think) and the Brylcreem TV ad. Overlayed on this are the annoying bits where the radio presenters talk over the music. Presumably to stop people like me making pirate recordings. These were bits I couldn't/wouldn't erase as I wanted the whole track (often live sessions).

This was posted in response to the Disquiet Junto project. More on this 552nd weekly Disquiet Junto project — The Radio in My Life (The Assignment: Record music in response to a John Cage and Morton Feldman conversation) — at: https://disquiet.com/0552/

Thanks to Tobias Reber and Musikfestival Bern for collaboration on this project. More on the festival at:

https://www.musikfestivalbern.ch/
https://www.instagram.com/musikfestival_bern
https://www.facebook.com/musikfestivalbern

More on the Disquiet Junto at: https://disquiet.com/junto/

Subscribe to project announcements here: https://tinyletter.com/disquiet-junto/

Project discussion takes place on llllllll.co: https://llllllll.co/t/disquiet-junto-project-0552-the-radio-in-my-life/

somethings won't erase - disquiet0552

Music: JayK & Druid667
Guitars, Bass & Synth: JayK
Vocals: Druid667
Lyrics: Druid667

Text: 
It's always been a
Heavy, wonderful, confusing, wild
Hard, curious, lost and lonely
Abandoned, happy, sorrowful life.
Been feeling alone for so long
Lord, been feeling alone for so long
And from the depths
In the least conceivable pain
Rises up sometimes
Something of sheer, untoxic, eternal love
Been feeling alone for so long
Lord, been feeling alone for so long
One day we will be
Undisturbed and free
Don´t you know, finally
Realize all beauty and divinity
Been feeling alone for so long
Lord, been feeling alone for so long

Lord, Been Feeling Alone For So Long (Gebr.K & Druid667)

Hidden Paths

Reap What You Sow

I sent this track to Janine and she agreed to add her vocal magic to it. ! Then life happened, (in other words I screwed up) and I lost the original stems and all we had was my not so strerophonic track and Jenine's vocal tracks. Janine sent the whole mess to Russ(@russell-sinfield #ChaosCookhouse) and asked him to do his magic, and he sure did! It sounds great. Thank you Russell!!

You Reap What You Sow

Music: @mahan-mahan
Lyrics, Voice, Vocal Melody: @janinelevinson
Rescue mix: @russell-sinfield. #ChaosCookhouse

Born alone
Always by yourself
The choices that you make will put you on the road to heaven
When you’re alone
You surprise yourself
The chances that you take just point you in a bad direction

There’s one thing you should know
You will reap just what you sow
But you feel sorry for yourself
And you blame somebody else
You just feel sorry for yourself
Sorry

There you go
Thinking of yourself
Imagine what would happen if you looked past your reflection
Home alone
Always by yourself
The headlines that you write
Just point us in the wrong direction

As if you didn’t know
That you reap just what you sow
But you feel sorry for yourself
So you just might go to hell by yourself

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Reap What You Sow ~ Janine Levinson | Mahan²

ꜱᴏᴜɴᴅꜱ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴇᴇᴩᴇꜱᴛ ᴀʙyꜱꜱ ʀᴇᴄᴏʀᴅᴇᴅ ᴇɴᴅᴜʀɪɴɢ ʜᴇʟʟ.

ᴄʀɪᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴀ ʀᴇꜱᴛʟᴇꜱꜱ ꜱᴏᴜʟ

ʙʟᴀᴄᴋ ᴍᴀɢɪᴄ ɪɴ ᴀ ᴄʀɪᴍꜱᴏɴ ᴄᴀᴠᴇ

ᴅᴏᴡɴʟᴏᴀᴅ/ʙᴜy

where are we going?

You's Blind Me

You's Blind Me (Instrumental Version)

something wicked this way comes (better run)
cutting quick with lethal tongues
a sick and twisted love
victims of
afflicted ones with bigger guns (bigger guns)

the evil sleeps where rivers run
beneath the mud
deceitful peoples blood (blood)
seeps into able grips of fatal floods
im seeking nothing of

im inclined to beleive it
i was designed to achieve it
so blind that you dont fucking see it
im weaving in the meaning underneath it
i wont ever seek to speak your weakness
its discrete because i keep the fuckin secret

---

Fixated on what's unstated
Peddle your aggression now, Ill-fated 
tendencies leave a statement
Excuses come from blatant agents

---

ive walked through the valley
in the shadow of death
i thought you knew me then
but sadly ive got nothing left
theres no heart in my chest
ive felt the darkness progress
the machine is possessed
seen regardless of flesh

so im standing strong, in the face of this adversity
these damning thoughts, (hide) can erase me so unmercifully
these battles fought, will portray me so imperfectly
I embrace when they discourage me
the flaming gates of my eternity

---

Fixated on what's unstated
Peddle your aggression now, Ill-fated 
tendencies leave a statement
Excuses come from blatant agents

---

Oh you think it's over now
You better run (bigger guns)
You better hide
Hide
Hide
Never make a sound
One wrong move puts you in the clouds

Before the hunter comes from the floods
Hounds are out for blood
Blood
Blood

something wicked this way comes (better run)
cutting quick with lethal tongues
a sick and twisted love
victims of
afflicted ones with bigger guns (bigger guns)

the evil sleeps where rivers run
beneath the mud
deceitful peoples blood (blood)
seeps into able grips of fatal floods
im seeking nothing of

---

Fixated (nothing of) on what's unstated
Peddle your aggression now, Ill-fated (nothing of)
tendencies leave a statement
Excuses come from blatant agents (nothing of)

---

Oh you think it's over now
You better run (bigger guns)
You better hide
Hide
Hide
Never make a sound
One wrong move puts you in the clouds

ive walked through the valley
in the shadow of death (better run)
i thought you knew me then
but sadly ive got nothing left

Trece Locos - Ill Fated (feat. SAGE, Jimenez)

Natalie

"But what I'd like to quickly document as things unfold is the highly unusual number of mass media reporters I've been seeing who haven't hesitated to point to Israel as the probable culprit."

Reading by Tim Foley.

Mass Media Reporters Aren't Buying Israel's Hospital Bombing Story

Музыкальная поэма "Казахстан". Композитор Сергей Горюнович.
Посвящается Степаненко Николаю Ивановичу - основателю и директору 
Межгосударственного института украинско-казахстанских отношений, его многогранной деятельности по укреплению дружбы между украинским и казахстанским народами
Художник - Оксана Бойко

Josephine

Tracy Cannoro