https://soundcloud.com/direpromise/but-you-said-forever

peace

check in
right back to da desk yeh
i don’t wana do dis i been stressin
i don’t wana do dis cuz it wrecks me
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

when dat check hits 3x
but i fuckin love it when that check hits

can’t say i regret it
without all dis cash on me i wouldn’t be dis fitted
anything i want bich i jus go n fuckin get it
dam at 21 i had like 6 figures invested
bring dat bich to 7
but it still gives me a headache
kinda wish dat id b doin somethin different
every day it feels like hours turn 2 minutes
i’m like shu shut up bich dis ain’t yo business

ok bb need u rn
if it weren’t for u i think id fucking crash out
2x

chorus 

i got everything i wanted
so tell me why dis shit is always fucking haunting me 
guess i didnt see the problem, 
i used to feel like i woke up n won the lottery

i made my family proud
i grinded college got a job n thought i made it out
im tryna balance work n music but i don’t know how 
n now im here i got it all but im still thinking bout ..
what if it worked what if i made it count
what if i stopped balancing life and turned that shit around
n i can’t lie ill always have my doubt
i’ll never know unless i try so bich im trying out

bich im way up
betta do what i say so
how ya day go
i can make that change ho 
we can dance bich yuh like fuckin tango 
count yo days ho
turn u to an angel


no i didnt wana do dis
all dis work on me it got me feelin clueless
i been puzzled like sum rubix
i still run dis shit i’m doin what u couldn’t

Check

all plats <3

check

#ILostMyMindButNotMySoul ##ThatOneSentimentalFriend ###TheConceptOfBeingADariacorePuristIn2025 And some vox and guitar from me

CHASE THIS FEELING ............

fruit punch prod rubenjordan

reject remix w/ tana

@mental
@pw4prez
@kiryano

[coldspades]
i know it's wrong, but i can't help but to want you
keep it inside, these feelings i just can't tell you
wish i could go back, but there's things you can't undo
see your face in my dreams, i wake up wishing it's not true
please don't look at me with those eyes
we can pretend and you can tell me all your pretty lies
can't let you go cause i just don't know how to say goodbye
if i'm not with you, i don't want it, it's a waste of time

[mental]
i wonder where you've been
i don't know how to reach you
or how to see you
or how to believe you
you're playing with my head
i'm nothing but your target
i'm just an object
so come rip me apart then
so many feelings... so misunderstood
i'm trying to stop, i know that i should
you're all that i want so why would i look?
once i had a heart but you have it for good

peace

tessa