mario

i cant do anything right
wish i just could put 
everything to the side
what u know abt my life
they say pain heals with time

i aint even gonna lie
ive been feeln down bad
i dont feel like doing much
with the energy i have

,,,,, TT

im jst tryna move on
but i really cant

whatdididowrong.....??????

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眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い眠い(kurai)

you dont understand its alright
this aint me this a whole different vibe 
spend a day in my shoes  you wont survive 
all this pain in my heart you wont realise

all this pain in my heart you wouldnt even kno
all this fake luv in the air and it really shows
i dont wanna go through that anymore

idontwannagoback...

苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ苦しみ(kurai)

aint feel like this in a while
only like me when im high
angel asked if im scared to die
nothing else to lose what do i hide

i couldnt love u so i moved on
i couldnt hold u had to let u go
drugs in my body giving me hope

敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北敗北(kurai)

i could go my whole life without loving
broken since a child its the reason that im stubborn
i cant see the pain only scars and i love it
i wont be the same anymore but i love it

this not luck this survival
used to fake love and being lied 2
said i wasnt hurt that was a lie too
you dont know pain but i do

not a lover
i still suffer
try make things work
blood stained t shirt

壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた壊れた__kurai__

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u take things like way too far
cant love you with this cold heart
watch everything fall apart

i cant finish what i started
all these emotions i hold in regardless
dont kno the reason why i feel so heartless
dont kno the reason why i try the hardest
would i be the same if my whole life restarted

冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心冷心(kurai)

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i cant trust u one more time
already heard all those lies
cant take back what you said i 
already knew i was right

u dont know why im like this
when im alone i get the highest
u dont evn know what sacrifice is
u know the truth but still hide it

sacrifice??? 犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠牲犠(kurai)

SOULZZZ ##2021mixx (kurai)

you never miss somebody till they gone
half of a thousand aint the same if you counting it alone
you never miss somebody till they gone
how we started with an o and we ended way beyond

do i deserve a 2nd chance
i remember selling hard for the cracks
if i ever got caught up you had my back
now my backs against the wall, im on lack

how could you act so clueless
was the feds on your ass, was it proven
atleast when you died you was booted
in the end, reality was your excuses

when i die hope they bury me with you
when i die put some money on my tomb
when i die hope they know what i been thru
when i die both my pockets fulld with blues

8.katai - rip en (ej)

助けて助けて助けて 助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて助けて(kurai)

pUrPle HaZe ##🙄💅##MauriOramixx (kurai)

prod me & @x9p
drums i used r in my new drumkit cop it if u want 

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im gettn high in the afterlife
i cant trust a soul even angels lie
yea im powered up with my blud red eyez
i dont even know where my heart residez...

& i know im not strong
but i still try hold on 
why does pain last so long...

afterlife (katai, kurai)

bad yellow girl, said she persian
diamonds round your neck, you look perfect
i know you see the loud, i smell perfect

bad yellow girl, said she persian
i know she gone bust like a virgin
bae i need my cut like surgeon
bae you see the rugs, know they persian

bygzz (katai)

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they wont know my name if i die rn...
theres nothing i would change if i die rn...
i dont have no love in my heart rn... 

i dont know why i cant love...
i try keep my guard up...
i cant make my mind up...
my soul feels divided...
i hold on regardless...

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lovelessSS: the beginning of the end...(kurai)

why does it feel like my heart aint here...
i wish i could  disappear..
no one told me life aint fair..

try 2 be strong but really im scared...
memories keep replaying in my head..
i dont ever listen i dont care..
i hope no one cries when im dead..

i dont have no love in my heart..
only hatred in my eyes..

let me: disappear...

prod &mixd byy urs trulyy @u8u 

rather be alone, lonely
i cant even lie, lying
girl theres nothing wrong you wyling
you wouldnt be here if i was dying

where was you when i was down and i was crying
i aint had no money my shit was declining
i look at his stats i see he declining
she is not my hoe play her like a violin

she say we soulmates i dont got no soul
she say its all fate she aint in control
i say its all fake have i ever been wrong

vvvulnerable; do you love me??왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금까지왜당신은지금

prd && mxd by urs trlyy @u8u

guess my heart isnt cold enough
i shall never believe in love
i feel the hatred in my blood
protect my soul from the hidden doves

maybe i should give up
will i ever be enough
bury this pain it wont go away
bury this pain its here to stay

i feel this way i cannot change
i had to learn that you cant heal pain
i try so hard but i still stay the same

orokohanga; &&new beginnings..당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야당신은내소울메이트야

dont look at me with those eyes
you look beautiful even when you cry
aint no way i can heal this pain of mine
i wish you could yourself thru my eyes

i fell in love with you girl i wont lie
tryna get in my head like asyke
bad as hell and you know what i like
you the one that i want i wont lie

you the one that i call in the night
you the one your my angel to my light
if its her you the angel to my life
i wish you could see yourself through my eyes

6. 3y3z (kurai & katai)

she got my name tattood on her thigh
she gon hold my shank if i cant
she gon hold me close everytime she cry
baby wip your tearz wit theze benjaminzz
i get banjamins they call me the benji man
john wick when im slide im the boogie man
fw me get yo ass beat for free man
pockets full of red cuz im from new zealand
that boy gay as hell like lucifox
half a pound on the table imma sell it all
only smoking loud you can smell it all
//
smoking on very nice
smoking on peach ice
smoking on very nice
why should i be nice
smoking on peach ice
smoking strawberry cough

18. redz//peachice (katai)

s/o @u8u and @1nternetpersona
rip speakerknockerzzzzzzz

katai - #iykyk (xinderella & @xxffcyuvcui & @eqzs) ##7

@u8u
i never understood 
how 'internet friends' worked
but i understand that 
v-dot is a twerp

almost everytime that
i fell asleep
i prayed to god that 
something works out for me
even now i...
feel the weight, on my shoulders
pretend that it never happened
i cant baby it cant be over
when i dont wanna breathe
i pop a xan let it take over
too many ears i gotta please
i wish i could do it over
tryna finish the song quick
tryna get it over wit
freestyle on my own beats
no i dont hop on type beats
tryna make something listenable
why would you diss a cyber criminal

v-dot, what should i do 
with your information 
should i sell it to china
since u pretend to be asian
make fun of my people 
you continue to be racist

mario

tessa