https://open.spotify.com/track/1GYNdqEToqomnyh2EaZDqQ

produced by @splashgvng
mixed by me & @seejayxo

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
and now i wish i never woke up
and i dont wanna get your hopes up

so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?

[@seejayxo]
baby you know how to kill me softly
fucked up now you barely want me
how i fall in love so easily?
you don't wanna know where they'll find me
dropped a pill in my hi-c, im feelin it now
i just want your love but its never around
i don't need you now, i don't need you

pull up in a range yeah, hear what i say when im talking
you a bitch and i hate you and i love you and i tell you that often
no shame i don't even know her name but im fuckin'
and i still feel the pain, probably never be the same but it's nothin'

[@lottaheart]
so i won't tell you that its okay when its not
you don't even wanna know babe, what i got-
going on inside of my brain, its a lot
kill me, it'll be a cold case and i'll rot
somewhere nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
rot where nobody can find me
won't you kill me so kindly?
[x2]

kill me w/ seejayxo [splashgvng]

love u @jolst for mastering<3

u use 2 come round 
round my mums house 
u use 2 get along fine 
u use 2 be benign 
but now ur far out
way 2 far out 
i cant save u right now 
u did it 2 urself 

oh well oh well 
u did it 2 urself 
if u drown now 
its cause u didnt set sail 
its weird because 
u never use be like that 
u think to much 
thats why you've fallen back 

u must admit 
u kinda fuckn changed a bit 
lost ur all friends 
all ur friends say ur crazy 
i wont forget 
u use to fkn main me 
now im a fkn joke 
ur the one whos crazy

cherryrizla

u used to be benign
but now ur volatile
i couldnt see the signs
thought it would take a while
thought it would be alright
when it was on the ground
thought it would all be fine
when it was falling down

u used to come round
waiting on my driveway
and spend the whole weekend
from the friday
now ur far out
read our dms for like four hours
all the light overshadowed by a dark cloud

Spotify Link <3

u think too much w/ cherryrizla [frevel/methboiswag/roxa]

lyrics

I just think I need a little space right now
cause every now and then I think of them somehow 
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
promise I'll be safe n sound

ur getting lost in the finer things
he risked it all on a wedding ring 
stop and wait
stop and think if it's the smartest thing
but fuck it I'm drunk rn and honestly I can't pretend
I wouldn't lay down my life just to save urs
and when I'm drunk I just say what I'm thinking more 
haunt the walls paint the floors with my brain of course
hear the call put it down I don't wanna talk

1 o'clock by the water front 
just let me know if u had enough
just let me know if I get too much
cause goodness knows that I can be a lot
lips locked up and she say she'd buy my flavour 
baby hope u know that I cannot be ur savior 
heart crossed up and I wouldn't wanna waste her
cause she seen some of my problems and she say it doesn't phaze her 

throw back to the first night
she kiss on on my lips and I get frostbite
its alright 
it's alright
drinking smirnoff straight n ur smiles so nice
I said I'm headed home
she said the fuck u are
ita 4am and a couple hundred miles from ur House
just say if there's something wrong
sit down u can sing ur sing
I said that we don't talk about the shit that we been thing bout 

I think I need a little space rn
cus every now and then I think of them somehow
don't stay awake
just go to sleep
I promise I'll be safe n sound

it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing 
so let me know if u figure out where u think ur going 
it's getting late in the night and it's kinda snowing
let me know where u think ur going


kinda snowing. (back2thapast x irby)

produced by jolst x irby

completely non profit

lyrics

me and jolst are throwing batteries in the ocean for the eels
they gon thank us with their manners
it was such a nice meal
I'm a whale in this scene n u just shrimp nah u just krill
she said where u buy that jacket man I'm fuckin with the frills

cheap shit cheap thrills cheap drink on the side walk
I fuckin miss it man I can't talk
guess that I had friends to count on partially
I guess the devil makes good company

wait up
she's bumpin dad rock
I know a few songs
got showed some new ones
we all just young drunk
c'mon just have fun
I brought my dad's gun
just be a real one
u bumpin slip knot
I'm bumpin pop punk
"this is my new boyfriend
I just fucked his back up"

find it in urself, love on someone else
darling u need help, this vodka, bourbon, tells
we just live in hell, made it here ourselves
feelings left unfelt, fate still rings it's bell
tear me up inside, I'm hollow not alive
drugs just take up time
erosion of my life
alcohol don't fix it
switch in my head keeps flipping
send me ER drinking
scotch still in my fingers

wait up
she's bumping dad rock
I know a few songs
got showed some new ones
we all just young drunk
c'mon just have fun 
I brought my dad's gun
just be a real one

but how long can i sing the same damn fucking song
and how strong is the shit i put inside my bong
n last fall, mental locked up against the wall
it's long gone, n i know im late but im moving on

dadrock (jolst x irby)

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amazing collaboration with https://soundcloud.com/meyerjosephmusic 

wanted to work with him for a while, super excited to see the results. Starts with a rap about the highs and lows of relationships but family, friends, and at home. 

The Piano, backing Vocals, and singing on the track is by Meyer

save my Hyde (Ft. Meyerjoseph_)

IMSOMESSEDUP

20 albums deep this year and still going strong. 🎶 This project is all about #love, #growth, and late night #vibes. Every song comes from a real place — no filters, just pure #RNB energy. Thank you for riding with me on this journey. Press play, feel something, and let’s keep building. 💬 #NewMusic #RnBArtist #IndependentArtist #SoulfulSounds #MusicJourney

You Crazy As Hell

i just wanna go now, you just wanna go now, ay
(Miles pls dont hate me, im just enjoying your old era 🙏😓😥❤️)

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