Softheart Full

To be fair, you have to have a very high IQ to understand Stockholm 2 (evil morty). The notes are extremely subtle, and without a solid grasp of theoretical physics most of the melodies will go over a typical listener’s head. There’s also Truett’s nihilistic outlook, which is deftly woven into his characterisation- his personal philosophy draws heavily from "weed" , for instance. The fans understand this stuff; they have the intellectual capacity to truly appreciate the depths of this song, to realise that it's not just dank- it says something deep about LIFE. As a consequence people who dislike Truett truly ARE idiots- of course they wouldn’t appreciate, for instance, the humour in Truett’s existential catchphrase “Wubba Lubba Dub Dub,” which itself is a cryptic reference to Turgenev’s Russian epic Fathers and Sons. I’m smirking right now just imagining one of those addlepated simpletons scratching their heads in confusion as Truett’s genius wit unfolds itself on their soundclouds. What fools.. how I pity them. 😂

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evil morty

heartache

all i see is trouble
i dont see the love 
yeah i dont need to know
yeah i dont need the truth
i just stay alone between these four corners
i just stay alone making beats in my room
and i cant get back those days spent 
dazed and chasing around with you
and i cant no i wont pretend
every single day i would waist it again
i would waist it again

sometimes i wanna die
but i dont like to think about that
cause of fear for it
and sometimes i cant recognize 
the face thats looking back
in the mirror x3

wanna end the pain so bad 
but im scared and i dont wanna let all these people down
every time i come around smell the weed in the air 
yeah my lungs are full of loud
yeah
i just wanna know
baby i just wanna know
no wait i dont wanna know a thing

repeat

all i see is trouble

love you guys, you're the reason i'm here at all


all is see is product
i dont see the love in it
all you see is money, i dont know
its something i cant seem to find
it dont feel right

all i see is fakes lying to my face 
pack up my things im so gone
out of this place out to outter space
better pick up the pace like go long
still dont know why i hold on
try so hard but its so wrong
so high i might dose off
and if it still hurts ill make more songs

all alone stay in my room stay in my room
and i want to scream for help but still i try
dont mind me i just dont got nothing to do
you can smell the weed when i roll by

im not coming home
never hit me up dont call me on my phone
never went to your parties stayed on 
my own 
i dont need nobody
never did
never will
never had noone around me just my dope

bedroom

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

MUSIC VIDEO:

https://youtu.be/sncR0BS40i0

jealous mess

nothing much

hide the tears

December Cold

i'm still just a kid and i'm trying my best

@guccihighwaters
thank you to everyone that's been supporting this page so far
you guys are the best forreal <3

[softheart]
break me tell me i'm nothing please 
send me on my way please 
barely i'm not there [x2]
yeah
take me and all you did was break me i've been telling lies
since i been alive
don't bury me with anything cant take it when i die
im just watching time
take me with the tides
on the other side
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
i just want you to tell me i'm all
i just want you to tell me i'm alright
and it don't matter if you're lying at all
im lost in the waves lied tossed it away i know
baby i know
and well have enough never
well be wanting for forever
on the other side
theres always something better

[guccihighwaters]
break me like i’m nothing to you 
is it a question like how’d i even lose you
you never ask me if i’m okay 
love is not a one way it’s got two lanes 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
and i crash and I burn the damage 
it’s my own fault yeah i watched it happen

see you on the other side (feat. guccihighwaters)

hold my weight

i made this song and put it on youtube back in 2013 when i was 14. i thought i lost my account but i recently got back on it and realized they were all privated not deleted. I downloaded the original and sampled the guitar, redid the lyrics i bit but honestly not much at all and here it is. hope you enjoy, but this ones mostly for me. 
the guitar sounds bad i know, i wanted everything to stay rough around the edges.
<3 

lyrics:
i cant wait to spend the night alone
fitting my lonely thoughts to metranomes
oh oh oh
i cant help but want to be alone
when you look me in my eyes like theres nothing wrong
oh oh oh
do you even know me at all
or you do just not care about anything but yourself
and whyd life turn out to be so dull
i just wanna see something good inside this world 
just let me know
cause thats just the way it goes
watching myself as im growing old
tryna find a way to make the great escape
but thats just the way it go
only really love it when it goes
baby tryna ease my minds like turning water into wine cause its not
working
its not working
im just waisting time
im just waiting for a sign but its not
working

left in the dark i get it
you deserve nothing but the best
and im not
perfect

Candy

sick of singing about you (it's not working)

feature: @guccihighwaters

lyrics:

(softheart)
why would i trust in anything
i dont feel the love it dont mean a thing
feels so good then it really sting
i dont really talk but i really sing 
she got me thinking like
oo she had me
cut me off so bad
leave me messed up in my head
only miss us when were bad
i be in my room smoking loud sitting silent
you should be adressed as your highness
i swear every time we touch just mitus
im just roaming through the ridges of your irus
violence got your eyelids looking violet
promise ill get rid of him ill leave him where i find him
i be with the blinds dimmed hidin
vibin

unimpressed and always bored
it aint here yet so i'll wait for it
im depressed and always stoned
im always stressed i can't control it 
uninterested always alone
fire in my chest and my heart cold
bedroom unkept ash all over my floor
i got kush in my breath merijuana my decor


(gucci)
oh
i’m all alone my phone dead
i got thoughts of the end 
and my eyes sell a forfeit
thoughts of brain matter
stain my mattress
thoughts you drown me
like a baptist

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

(softheart)
yeah and im just an outcast 
only fit in with the skyline 
cause im always lighting up
never really gets me numb enough
sorry i wasnt the one you loved

(gucci&softheart)
girl im sorry
oh yeah im sorry
im not the one you love
i’d be the one to fuck you 
then ignore you
for a month

i'm not the one you love (feat. guccihighwaters)

Music video:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ctOyErSZ4Wk

guitar by noah walker and chris p
bass by coleman
violin by mohini 
lyrics: 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

I just look up in the mirror thinking god damn how the hell did I get here 
Says she sincere but I look and can't see her
Wish I woulda back then now I see it so clear 
Ooo 
Walking with a hole in my heart
I know that im over my head
why I'm always upset  
If i told you know youd say you wanna help
But I look around and the only one i see is myself  
Oh well
I really don't understand anymore 
No I don't even really know who I am anymore 
Letting go and falling back 
If youre ever holding out your hand 
I Bet you could understand its just
So much easier to
Hate us just
Moving through the cold like it
Ain't nothing 

I go ghost 
It's like myself haunt me I 
I, I let the snow fall on me 
Run from love it's like my heart harm me i
I 
Don't wanna hurt nobody
(repeat)

Don't really like what the truth is 
Better if we just pretend 
Looked in her face and I knew it
That's it she'll never be with me again
Somethings whispering to me
Said go where the road meets with the grass
There's nothing for me where streetlights shine on the highway 
Swear Nothing that feels good lasts

MUSIC VIDEO

spooky! (video in desc.)

guitar by : @waitingoncisco

lyrics:

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

if i'm a star i'm burnt out and looking down
just cause she love me right now
don't mean she'll always be around
always stoned and in my house 
don't got nobody i can count on 
just stay tucked off by myself
oh i 
only get in my zone when i get on my own
all alone
she hit me up at all
and i shut off my phone
i go ghost
i swear she got those words you feel in your bones
who would have known
the prettiest face would have the ugliest soul

yeah but im a loverboy what'd you expect from me
i swear pretty girls will be the death of me
step to me i'm in the sky
baby i been hearing lies 
all my fucking life
so i always treat them nice
so when they fuck me over i don't even think twice
i just cut em off i don't even want a slice
imma leave her blocked
wish my heart weren't so soft 
wish you weren't my first fuck
all the shit is so dumb

now i just find safety in how 
these memories start all fading
put a knife inside my back
then ask why i'm so filled with hatred

anything but give you space and i'd rather erase myself
put the hurt of my back
chasing feeling's never helps

i could be fake too
just not how i make do
it's not that i hate you, 
well i don't know
hard to be great you know 
it's hard to be grateful
it's hard to be thankful
so i don't show
you know we all hurt it's just life
baby i get lost in the midnight
we all got problems i just admit mine
at night my eyes wont close

ghostboy. (with waitingoncisco)

HUGE thank you to everyone that's supported me so far
this album is a favorite for sure, i hope you all feel the same <3


album credits:

huge thanks to noah walker, this album wouldn't be what it is without him 

instrumentation: noah walker, quinn, chris p, coleman, mohini 

production: something worth living for (prod. killedmyself)
all other production done by me

scary stories to tell in the dark

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sy6F-hKr3Y4

violin by mohini

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