S h i f t_ y Grift_er


Even if you know history you are still bound to repeat it 
Born with umbilical chains 
Can't afford to be free so you'll live in your imagination
Borrowing apathy and glorified identity
I saw someone just like me
They were on the screen 
I'm different yeah
You're just like me
Let's fade into the dream &_ lean into the lost f u t u r e 
We were promised
Life's not complicated it's simple 
Happy birthmarks pop like pimples 

We got it all &_ nothing

&_ it will never add up to a sum of something 

Pay me
Play me 
&_ say I never existed

You forgot to call
I forgot to care
Nobody wasn't wrong
Somebody wasn't there

I must be past expired
Never not in a daze 
I am t_ired
I lost_ d a y s

Keep it_ up unt_il you f a l l

I forgot to call but not to care
Nobody wasn't there

Never not in a haze
I am t i r e d
I lost_ days

Keep it_ up 
Unt_il you f a l l

L_ost_ D a z_ e

F r e e L_ance Bot_onist_

Misdirected anger
I'm only mad at myself
Catch a glimpse in the mirror of the stranger
No one can help
So what the hell

Permission never granted
Ask for forgiveness instead
Send shapes form thoughts 
Put force in loss
Disregaurd the cost

There isn't any reason to l i m p along
You're catatonic
Bad at wanting to change
Separating the want from need
S a b o t a g e
End the stage
Final boss
Seek the truth
L_ose the p l o t_

What will I do now
Who knows
Not me
I follow my feet on empty streets
To abandoned homes

I give you permission to r e l e a s e

Now let me rest in peace 
C' e s t_ la v i e


My C r u m b l i n g Abode

This carapace of vice and apathy
Has always been kind to me

Oh how we do this dance 
Oh how we fold into the mix 
And it doesn't fit us
It doesn't even begin 
To describe the state we're in

But it's gonna be okay
I'm sure it'll be fine
You should believe me because I'm lying 

At least I'm lying to your face 

You gotta l o o s e n up

You gotta l o s e 

Set it to sepsis
Settle for sexless
Sample the sickness 
S a c r e d is sachharine 

Saccharine &_ S a c r e d

(_Pressure of) Inimat_able M e

I am so disposed D i s c o Decompose
STAY HOME
Where'd my money go where's my satisfaction still the same reaction 
STAY, FOLD
Here I lay to bed all my best intentions
STAY TOLD
why'd I open that seemingly attractive emotional baggage
STAY
AWAY
OR WASTE
AWAY

this is the best I can do with the remnants of myself
I put all the pieces together
It doesn't fit, it doesn't
Make any rational sense to try to defend my self
I wish it was safe to remember
But I let it go
Did i let it go

The light at the end of the tunnel is the same as the end of the road
And you're chained to the promise of hope 

D i s c o Decompose

F o r g e d L_igat_ure

Cupid S h o o t_ e r

(_Welcome t_ o)

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