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all the songs i love that aren't on Spotify </3

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BLOW MY EARS BZZZ BHZZ

This Happens Often

@lilhappylilsad @imsoalone

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i go my own way will u still stay
if i ever have to go will u let me
switchin lanes, if i fall will u help me

you is always on my mind cant believe it
how i tried to make u mine and i reached it
and im still getting high cause i need it
on the surface i am fine, whats beneath it

am i dreaming, girl whats our reason
i try to find myself in here like girl whats my meaning
feel like im sleeping, get low from my feelings
get high to relieve it, i fly and im leaving

i feel no shame, girl im a no name
if i find my own lane will u still stay
im beaten down, and i cry i cant feel shit
then i look into ur eyes and i feel it

u remind me of the good times, u remind me how i used to feel
u get me ridin on some good vibes, u remind me how it used to be
u remind me of the good times shawty give me good vibes bitch is real
u put me in a good mind, shawty give me good highs and its all surreal

no name w/ solonely (prod. lilhappylilsad)

CHAXSTHEXRY OUT NOW.
@scarlxrd
Prod. @nightgrind

VISUAL

Chain$aw [Prod. NIGHT GRIND]

Heart Attack [Prod. JVCXB]

King, Scar. [Prod. GRYFON]

scrape my face on the pavement w/ shy

Lyrics;

I want everything there is to have don't say I'm wrong 
I've been through the worst and yet I'm still here standing strong
step into my mind you'll last two seconds then you're gone 
demons in my penthouse know the words to all my songs 
sing along if you feel it, hey
fill it up then sip it, hey 
i still got my vision, hey
fuck it ill go missing, yh yh 
this is the sickest game 
brand-new cold devision, hey 
twisted and efficient, hey 
screaming helps the crippling pain.
I can't be giving advice, aye
bottle your hatred inside, yh
loose yourself when you get high, ouu
i do that shit all the time, aye 
i told my lover goodbye, yh 
sometimes i hope that she dies, yh
i got no tears left to cry, yh
im really gonna blow this time like, ay.
I got my foot on the throttle, yh 
drowning my sorrows in bottles, yh 
i carry baggage like cargo, hey 
someone please help me I'm not okay
i want the plaques like im Dr dre
stunting with jewels like everyday 
your chain looks nice so they confiscate 
if i get desperate ill rob the safe
i know you wish you were me i got rich and i finally got money to eat
shit i was down for a minute or 3 
i got scars on the tops and the backs of my feet, aye 
lastly i know how to breath
took me so long to get back on my feet 
i never quit you see quitting is weak 
change up the vision with things that i speak, yhyh.

In all my searching theres this one thing that i found,
we don't go to heaven we just rot inside the ground 

6 feet x4
stay down right down x4
6 feet x4
stay down right down x4

6 FEET [Prod. MUPPY]

@scarlxrd
Prod. by @YUNGMUPPY  

Lyrics;
Pretending everything is fine wont help
You say you’re happy with the shit that sells 
This fucking life really sounds like hell 
I hope you’re happy with the lies you tell yourself…

I hope you’re happy with the lies you tell yourself… 

Don’t act like you’re no sinner.

This time i shall not forget… 
this time i rise from the dead… 
this time i am not afraid… 
i don’t see the meaning in these fucking games… 

Change facts live fast it helps us forget pain,
reach back no thanks i still go against grains 
point fingers away don’t blame till they break 
hype up and see your life’s covered in flames…

i’m so done with the waiting, 
will i find my relief from this mind 

my whole body is craving 
a better way of living my life…

Mind your business 
lost control of all my feelings 
i’m still sat here in this building 
fucking dying fucking breathing 
your not happy you still bleeding 
your existence has no meaning 
and it makes you fucking sick…

I hope you’re happy with the lies you tell yourself 
x4

LXRDSZN

LIES YXU TELL [Prod. MUPPY]

Featuring 1080p dreams
https://soundcloud.com/1080pdreams

Produced by
https://soundcloud.com/curtainss

art by emotionalbuu @emotionalbuu
https://twitter.com/emotionalbuu

(king theta)
Theta's gonna be a fuckin lame
These words were written in stone
My family's gonna be ashamed of me
and I'm probly gonna die alone
But I walk in the room and everybody knows me
All my people are doomed but together were free
and if I'm gonna be a piece of shit, 
I'm gonna be the best piece of shit that the world has ever seen

I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

(1080p dreams)
Yeah, you tryin' to allocate the blame
as if I got to choose how much matter is in my brain
it doesn't matter anyway 
if my failures are my fault or just happenstance of fate
cause in the end it's all the same
confined like an animal rattling its cage
and now I'm battling the pain
it's kinda fuckin hard cause I'm drowning in this shame
I'm just a punk kid with more issues than alt press
It's either really late abortion or early euthanasia when I put this all to rest

(king theta)
I'm a fuck up 
But I'm the king of the fuck ups
(things didn't go my way)
I didn't turn out well
but Ima sing for all my burn-outs
(to help sooth the pain)
I can't fight
Cause I can't see the light
At the end of the tunnel
Every night when I sleep I pretend
I overcame the struggle

My heart at 22 hz
I'm stuck and nothing new works
But every loser
Knows I'm a mover

22hz ft. 1080p dreams (prod. curtains)

wtf im crying (prod. trill skeleton)

wtf im crying

@ihateshinigami

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

hands shaky like my life
its fucking hard just to type
none of my friends are alright
just hiding tears in our eyes

trust me i wish i could stop caring
i swear to god i'm fucking trying
my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

my heads just fucked up from the lying
honest i wish you never met me

it never rains anymore
i've been laying on the floor
so disgusted with myself
cant fucking take this anymore

i'm the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

i have this this hole in my chest
it hurts so bad i can't rest
waking up from all this stress
i'm fucking trying my best
to live a life on my own
i always stare at my phone
waiting for you to hit me back
because i always feel alone

im the thorn in the roses
body decomposing
leave me in the past
I bet no one will even notice

leave me in the past
i bet no one will even notice

shinigami x 93feetofsmoke - it never rains anymore

Produced and performed by king theta
Vocal mix and master by IOF https://soundcloud.com/iofmusic
Art by Love, Max https://twitter.com/lovemaxofficial

Lyrics:
I
I just wanna feel like I could fly
Give me anything that gets me high
I need you in my life cause
Shit's gonna cave in soon
Why?
Why you gotta say that I'm lyin
I swear to fuckin God I'm doin fine
The power's all mine but
Shit's gonna cave in soon

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

I got everything that I thought I wanted
But it didn't work

She said "lose
The fake personality you use"
Spent too many nights pourin Goose
So easy justifying getting loose
Attention is distraction from the noose
Sorry, not sorry for my ego
The king threw the old me out the window
I know there's no way home

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Keep fillin me up
With your love and affection
And I'll spill it right out
Call it self-protection

I need to fill the void in my heart
Baby, tell me Ima be a star
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?
I need to turn pain into art
Hate me, so I can stay in the dark
Save me, think I'm gonna fall apart
If I die to I get a fresh start?

Wish I Could Start Over

Shinigami x Lil Lotus - nightmare

Producer <3 @prodiof

Lyrics:

Baby fuck me

In low lit lights, while the moonlight shines

Say your mine, cause i got this knife
  
And if your leaving, I dont have a lot of time before im bleeding

Why do you starve me

I need your touch please


Fill my emptiness

I can feel the pain persist

Drain away this loneliness

I might need to take a hit


Maybe it will numb the pain

Or all these thoughts inside my brain


She filled my heart with pain inside

Fucked with me and other guys

Conversations filled with lies about how she said shes only mine

And I cant find 

Another reason to go on in life

A single bit of fucking peace of mind

She only want me for the fucking knife

She never cared about the fucking time

She killed me knowing that I wouldnt be fine

She doesnt care at all

Got my heart oh so damn small

Feeling like I might just fall

I dont wanna die alone this way

She played my heart I played her games

No wonder I cant feel the same


Theres pain when she says my name

She could never be the girl I saved 

Love in vain, rip my fucking veins

I wasnt there just to entertain

Ill make it out of this fucking place

Ill sing it now that theyll hear my name

Just leave me alone while im in my grave

If there is another life would you betray me

These fucking feelings make me crazy

Living life its all so dazing

I used to think that you were amazing

I used to think that you were amazing 

Hurt me so insanely 

Heart broke midnight aching

I got broken legs from chasing

I got broken legs from chasing

She Killed Me (Prod. IOF)

100 gecs - hand crushed by a mallet [shini dnb mix]

prod. padlxck
https://youtu.be/aZ19L_XmzNo

instrumental : https://youtu.be/bNUlnDsaa8Q

xxxtentacion - bad vibes forever (feat. trippie redd & pnb rock) - remix

SPOTIFY
https://open.spotify.com/track/5Xx3C7NahN8rPhyiJ5vlEK?si=Y5duZxdIT1qAXocuUPoqDw

@mkne @176s

useless (prod. maknae x waifu)

Majestic GRIME - "LYNCHMOB"

7RU7H - Save Me

Ellit - Sad and Sober

king theta - old you, new me

prod: https://soundcloud.com/93feetofsmoke
mix/master: Anxiety Attacks!

IG: www.instagram.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS/
Twitter: twitter.com/ANXIETYxATTACKS

LYRICS:
i try to bleed it out, 
you’re the one i think about 
ur doin better now 
idgaf about me 
my heads a battleground 
i try to get around
it’s hard to figure out 
but i don’t want to bring you down 

Spend another night at home
Still I’m staring at my phone 
Wonder when you’re gonna call 
are we better off alone?
i keep ur hair tie wrapped around my wrist ya 
it’s  cuz i need one, not because i miss ya
i try to tell myself that my heart turned cold 
tryna find my way before we both grow old 
is it too late now? never saw this end 
is it too late now to try it all again? 


i try to bleed it out, 
you’re the one i think about 
ur doin better now 
idgaf about me 
my heads a battle ground 
i try to get around
it’s hard to figure out 
but i don’t wanna bring you down 

i bleed for you
knees weak, can’t move
when plans fall thru
i’ll fall into
you

Stream On Spotify

idgaf about me (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

vocals mixed by the v talented @luvjools - hope ya'll like it :))

ig: jackidkjack

in my head ft luvjools (prod.wocho)

KID E$S

feellike

https://open.spotify.com/track/18kCTV4xKRgW7AtmaXOXcT?si=e72a349d9d894664

king theta - old you, new me

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