they said it feels just like catharsis
but more short-lived and less concise
i guess it could have been my ego
i couldn’t trust that they were right

my youth walked a fine line: she would etch it afternoons
plan a path around the casket she imagined as her doom 
walked so many fine lines, they wove a web—then a cocoon,
then a sheet set so cozy i could never leave my room

i was ebenezer scrooge in the bad mood phase
skipping class just to bask in the bathroom breaks
the panache everlast like tuck, but the tattoo's fake
all's well that turns bad moods great

i don't believe much in actual fate
it's fun to pretend that there's some magical weight
but i don't put much into actual fate
maybe in the back of my brain... sometimes

they said it feels just like catharsis
but more short-lived and less concise
they said it feels just like catharsis
i couldn’t trust that they were right

they said it feels just like catharsis
they said it feels just like catharsis

Talis Est Vita

presented by:

RdoubleU

ceo of HeavenGang & gothvamp.inc

enjoy <3

Catch Me Now (Prod: mammamia)

Idiosyncracy

<3

sleeping through weekends
sleeping through weekdays
sleeping through family events
i just don't care

sleep through the alarm clock
sleep until my heart stops
sleep until i don't wake
fighting my fear of death

fighting my fear of death
fighting my fear of death

sleeping in guest rooms
sleeping depressed, too
sleepwalk out to the bridge
i'll jump one day

sleep to avoid things
sleep and act dead
said you'll wake me up soon well
what are you waiting for?

what are you waiting for?
what are you waiting for?

sleep

Sample: Running Shoes - Quinterlude

download: https://killedmyself.bandcamp.com/album/the-next-time-you-see-me-you-wont-album

but until then

i try not to think about it

fine (prod. killedmyself)

i used the pumped up kicks vocals and sampled out getting ribs

wasting away

[Sad night.]

// nothing changes

out on all major platforms: https://hashir.fanlink.to/lightsout

prod. by @https://soundcloud.com/hash_ir

lights out - Single

lights out

more trash

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[the 'do u love me?' was taken from https://soundcloud.com/thisisstein & https://soundcloud.com/skywave0501 ]

eyes on me

demos that get dumped////

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