lyrics:
I lost my mind in her passenger seat 
about a million times in the last 2 weeks
like why u asking if im lying is it smt u see?
all i ever do is try to be what u need
am i what you need?
do it
just walk away
ill get through it
u love to ruin my day 
and act clueless
and everytime its the same
its so stupid
your so stupid
take whats left of me
im tellin u im not ur enemy
gave u every part of me
when ur done use my head as a centerpiece
everyone in this room
talks about the things we shouldnt do
ill walk myself home
ill spend my day gone
i miss you on the road
but put it in reverse and take me home
I lost my mind in her passenger seat 
about a million times in the last 2 weeks
like why u asking if im lying is it smt u see?
all i ever do is try to be what u need
am i what you need?
do it
just walk away
ill get through it
u love to ruin my day 
and act clueless
and everytime its the same
its so stupid
your so stupid

ur so stupid

Prod. bug dillinger

[Intro]
Mom i'm a bug!

[Verse]
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
I keep having thoughts about ending it all
Talking to you is like talking to a wall
I'ma put a bullet in my- put a bullet in my mouth
And my last thought would be of you
And niggas think that I'm playing
Every time I make a song, saying how the fuck I feel
But they don't ever listen, It's so corny to them
But It's how I feel, why are we so afraid to express how we feel
Honestly it's a shame, but I'm praying it's not how-
Not how I feel, I'm probably happy Inside or something
Every time I enter my head It's the same shit
I'm probably a bad guy in my head 'cause that's what I think
I keep having thoughts about ending it all

[Outro]
Fuck, man, I hate having these thought's in my head
𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣'𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙬𝙖𝙮 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙮 𝙙𝙤 (fuck!)

I'm tired bro, I'm fucking tired of the same fucking shit

(I'm tired of going through the same shit every damn day)

I'm tired of the same shit every fucking day

(the only thing I have in this fucking life is music)

Genuinely, bro, the only way I can fucking express myself ever
Is through music, and that's the only shit I fucking have

(It's the only thing I have, the only thing I have to express myself)

I have nothing else but music

(And I'm not even fucking good at it)

I don't know what my life would fucking be without this shit

(I don't even what my life would be without it)

And I'm not even good at it, this fucking sucks

I shouldve just told her how I felt but its too late noe

I don't even think this is me

knife

SWAT

adventure (feat. overtonight)

just one more day w/ imar

what i like [neverforever]

yellow girl.

summer '22.

Depression taking over my body

Instrumental & Vocals produced, composed, performed & written 
by Lewis Addison Rudd

Shes like fire

I don't even think this is me

skrap the grave digger

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