02/14

super-glued to the feeling
that no matter how kind
i will become
how much i wail in regret
it will never ever excuse
my mistakes

when i chat with you i just want to hear you understand
i know my voice was never that pretty
though it might feel like you hold me hostage (all the time)
it might be better this way

oh, i just wanna be held

cant wear myself down for such stupid reasons anymore
youre another me with all the good parts
and mishaps all intact

i want to say it again
my grip isn't something i could fix with something as simple as a sorry

just so terrified of losing everything again 
once i let loose it'll all move apart
like with everyone else whose faces are etched into the back of my eyes
while i stayed nothing but a messed up canvas of their past life

hostage

original by @jumang4423 https://soundcloud.com/jumang4423/loop

jumango - loop (maple remix)

i had the color turquoise locked into my brain while i was producing this so i titled it as such. i see it as a sequel to a mind of cyan but it works practically as a sequel to Blue Divide. i dunno... but

This was FUN.

a mind of turquoise

minimal

@wood_lands @46b

inspired by https://soundcloud.com/pat00000/07-swallow-pride

blissom:
as all the sound fades away
i let the moss guide my way
they pull me along gently
my eyes are closed my ears empty

KaiAspen:
I dont really wanna slide, turn right
outta left field, she wanna stay up all night
outta left field she want all the lime light
outta left field, outta left field

And my days have gotten shorter
Picked up some paranoia 
Arms outstretched to the sun cuz I need more than California 

We're singin the one lyric we know
to your new favorite song
dont tell me nothins wrong

wisp:
it wasn't meant to be
it wasn't meant for me
escape from everything
no need to try to plead

i tried to fix it up
everyone thinks i made it up
they beat me down, i can't get up
they stomp my face into the mud

blissom:
as all the sound fades away
i let the moss guide my way
they pull me along gently
my eyes are closed my ears empty

i open my eyes gently
but all i see it brown and gray
my ears are ringing sharply
oblivious to every word you say

doesnt mean that im scared
i just dont know where ill end up tonight
but if youre guiding me there
ill smother my doubts and hold on tight
ill hold on tight
ill hold on tight
ill hold on tight
ill hold on tight

oblivious +KaiAspen +wisp

Letting people go, because sometimes you have to

sample https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MQWxyRwDCxI
the art is a glitchy edit i made of https://twitter.com/kimnenemMM_art/status/1730212994079154618

hoshi no present - trashton lazy amen loop edit

https://canopie.bandcamp.com/album/canopie2020

calligraph

game boy color
sits on top of no desk
i see them flutter
up high, then in rest
pinatas exposed
my fears that ignite
so many years later
blend in close with the light


og image: https://daniel-everett.com/index.html

casual destruction

i make warm music
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hoshi no present - trashton lazy amen loop edit

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