SHREDDED WINGS

[PROD. NOCHILLGOTHEAT x TRASHH]

Writing me off like joke, choke then.

Take a seat, take a breather old man.

Run back to the klan.

Bitches getting hit, first day, and the first thing ima choose is killing you.

Drug abuse, now i'm feeling so loose.

I could push your shit back, knock your kid back.

Come and get me pussy, address at the spot

Bothering bitches, you bothering me.

I'm the biggest and the loudest you'll see.

Preaching words but you cannot coheres yourself.

I'm helping you helping yourself; Kill yourself.

Spent $180 to keep my position, yeah you must've missed it, kiss ass, kiss her pussy

Thoughts of going broke, almost took the "" route.

Whenever in doubt, smoke it away.
 
The pain never change, think that i'm positive, wait.

Running out of options, don't think i can top this, worst that i got.

Ain't gotta a father or brother to hold.

You told me this shit would get you get bettter, you better.

You promised this body was holy.

You promised, STOP IT!

TAKING A REST, I MIGHT STOP TRYING!

I'M TIRED OF WAKING UP CRYING!

I FILL IN THE SILENCE WITH SUBTLE ATTEMPTS OR A SMOKE.

BUT I'M BROKE, can't afford to go out like this.

I'll just this shit pass, i'm a pacifist.

Letting my life go, where did i go?

Where do we go. I don't have hope.

Giving up all my dreams.

I ain't even see in my DAW in 8 months, holy fuck.

This is it, i might end all guns.

Caving in, but been buried enough

Hey there lonely, nice to meet you.

Barely get to see you on the daily. 

Rarely say hey when you moved across the state.

Found peace in my blade.

Slay a serpent approaching, I'm choking 

I'm choking ...

Can't believe my mind decaying rapidly.

Feeding myself tragedy cause of half me is glad to be.

Writing notes when no one's looking.

Booking a flight till I'm out of sight of my bloodline.

Ain't got much left.

Don't gotta check on a niece or a brother.

Can't even hold my own father or mother.

Looking back, kinda wish I was smothered.

Now I don't know how to skate.

How do I move out of state.

I can barely say my own name.

Getting high so I don't feel the same.

Just get me out of this place.

just get me out if you care about me. I know you don't but sometimes I hold out hope that you'll come back home.

despondent (ft. baby maeng)

Just pressed export. Can't wait any longer

I MADE THIS SHIT 9 MINUTES AGO

Hello trash, the hollow face.

The open case, of why you get away, with hiding away.

For 18 months, cause for 18 years, this moment couldn’t come faster than a bullet by the ear.

Cause even when you're near you seem distant.

The family is missing you.

And you choose not to text back for a minute.

Then that minute turns to 8 days later and your mom gets evicted.

Quit bullshitting yourself, you bury the help that everyone gives .

You’re tired of this, the bottomless pit.

The times that you miss.

And then you keep missing…

Never get your rest, but i bet you wish you did when you had a chance.

Now you live like time is on the edge.

Tell myself there ain’t a deathbed.

Talk to myself to keep the sense in my head.

I’m losing my shit, I bottled up quick. 

I’m taking a pic, before I forget who this is.


..

Hello trashh, the biggest liar.

Where’s the music at, you sound uninspired.

Cause I've been shrugging off my struggles and my shoulders growing tired.

Sipping through my problems and I'm always getting higher.

Yeah he’s always so high.

Never seems like a problem when it’s day or night.

Never stopped, never tried.

Never gave a fuck about the value of my life.

I just wanna make a hit record, then sing about the times. 


That I lost everything. Or it really costs to make pain.

Don’t say this often,but,  it’s great to step away. 

Cause then face to face feels like a light to save.

Sick of choking my audience with therapy sessions.

I’m progressing past that, I talk about a transaction then make magic happen.

Throwaway tracks till every single song popping.

And then i top it.

Before i make a masterpiece and then i stop this shit.

Trashh Godd

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