No fucking way i been listening to this for 4 years and had no idea it was n,n 

it is what it is

even though you used to call my name, 
i turned a cheek; i looked the other way
my hands are weak, my soul is laced with shame 
'cause i'm the only one whose left to blame 

he was to be judged. 
ʎpoqou: @gothfuccboi 


lay me in the reservoir(nothing,nowhere. x ʎpoqou)

video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cq6K0hICr0A

music video

poor posture

why cant we be together (feat. lullz)

SHADE

Ft: https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/sheltr666

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

Let go w/ Fats'e (Prod. sheltr )

the knife i pulled out of your back w/ lil lotus

follow and support @nadiakuk

first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

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lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

prod @93feetofsmoke
vox mix by @fats_e
ft. @lilxlotus

limited edition hoodies - bit.ly/2CIKS2v

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
yeah I swear to god it's fucked up

bands around my neck
I'm just struggling to stay up
water in my breath
I'm still swallowing the salt but
grasping for new air
smoking lungs filled with ash dust
electric turned off
for about two weeks fuck

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

i know we'll wake up in the morning 
telling each other were sorry
sick to my stomach 
throw up in the toilet
caught up on each others snap stories 

hands around my neck
every night were getting too drunk
bruises on my chest 
swear to god this shit is fucked up

fucked ft. lil lotus

cracked sidewalks w/ 93FEETOFSMOKE [prod fats'e]

@prodreaper @93feetofsmoke

i can't trust anyone 
tell your friends pretty stories 
i just wanted a peace of mind 
and all the years wasted time 

every bridge is burned 
i don't wanna know 
stabbed me in the heart then you took my  soul 
never get it back i can't get it back 
no, no, no 

like be honest?  do you want it?
i know your eyes when you're lying 
and i'm trying, and i'm dying to hold it together in my hands 

no trust 

(93FEETOFSMOKE)
I dont understand
Where the Fuck I am 
Blood on my back
Blisters on my hands

Do you even know
Who the Fuck i am lately 
I can feel the stress
Gripping round my neck
Save me 

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust 
I got no love
Left in me 

I tried my best 
Is it working
My brain is 
Such a fucking a bully

Do you understand 
Time is getting thin
Lately
Trailing a fine line 
Between fine and kill me 

6 speed
See me Earnhardt
Thru the nosebleeds

No trust I got no love
Left in me

no trust w/93FEETOFSMOKE (prod. reaper)

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

all of my nightmares are blessings
i'm manic as fuck, see u staring
this simulations overwhelming
plz take off ur shoes, LA's dirty

remember when i used to care so much?
and lately can't be bothered
does it hurt enough?
have u noticed that my head is fucked?
can't u tell i've just bout had enough?

all of my nightmares are blessings
i'm manic as fuck, see u staring
this simulations overwhelming
plz take off ur shoes, LA's dirty

6SPEED

all of my nightmares are blessings

disgraceful

i love discomfort..

familypet - hurt ur feelings

Official Video: https://youtu.be/n8XmlBr60Fc

round the valleys we roll
TV blasting out the static 
making peace with my soul
calabash was way too far
so i skate smoking a bone
the hazy sun blessed me with wind
and now the ocean's my home
lately all i do is drift
collect the bag and phone home
hit my pops up, know he's sad
cuz life always takes its toll
but I'm certain all the pieces 
that i need will still fall
from the sky and i smile
been a while since we talked

flushed my xannies down the sink
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome
never know where I'll end up
keep my pockets lined with gold
no one's ever told me wrong
i blame myself for the most
got a shot up on my ass
cuz she stayed sleeping around
now my wallet doesn't fold
shoes dirty working till close

flushed my xannies down the sink 
about like four months ago
im so grateful waking up
times ticking over my dome

guitars/prod/mix/master by @93feetofsmoke

this song is the antithesis of "if my dad saw he'd me mad at me" which explored the consequences of poor decision making and the overall negativity that used to completely encapsulate my life. Hope it means something to you. Take care <3 love ya pops

if my dad saw he'd be proud of me (video in desc)

here is all my emo playlists and favorite songs.

SHADE

TRAU CHOI

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