i grew up an ugly duck, awkward fuck
shoved in lockers, trash cans and stuff...

(fuck it!) lets start!
back when I was five
catholic school
my moms teaching there
so you'd think I'd be fine
but them kids 
gave zero shits
i never had the right reply

they got my goose
every time, no matter
how hard i tried
to rise above
i wasn't wise
even stuck a number two
thru Evan
for the bullshit, he spewed
back in oh nine
after being transferred 
to public junior high

I guess i thought it would change
but its like they already knew my name
or, because they didn't
i wasn't treated the same (which!)
sparked this rage (bitch!)
i carried every day (sick!)
on my shoulder such a weight
i gotta finally sayyyyyy.......

i dont wanna feeel this anymore
the weight of all this painnnn
drops me to the flooor (down to the floor)
when will this nightmare end
I'm just getting bullied again
i dont wanna feeel this anymore
the weight of all this pain
drops me to the flooor (down to the floor)

when I got to Saint B's
another fresh start
where the cool kids
could rip me apart
I never really knew the ways
to control this pain, so

everyday would just escalate
with Brandon, Scott or Nate
Even Kate forgot where she was raised
joining on these reindeer games
made it kinda hard
to wanna wake
became somewhat ashamed
when I knew
what I was about to face
up until junior year
hiding in them hallways
trying to evade
keeping them bullies at bay...

but I'll never forget
how I was blessed
to be raised in a way
where there's no giving in
no letting them win
blessed with this grit
guess I should be grateful
for living it..
heh

i dont wanna feeel this anymore
the weight of all this painnnn
drops me to the flooor (down to the floor)
when will this nightmare end
I'm just getting bullied again
i dont wanna feeel this anymore
the weight of all this pain
drops me to the flooor (down to the floor)

i don't wanna feeel this anymore
the weight of all this pain
drops me to the flooor (down to the floor)
when will this nightmare end
I'm just getting bullied again



Bullied

This song is about me constantly being disrespected. It has been happening throughout my childhood and even as an adult, I'm still going through it. Everywhere I go someone always find an issue with me, even when I keep to myself and mind my own buisness, as I always do anyways. I don't trust alot of people and everytime people meet me, they seem to like me at first but end up being two faced and mean to me later, not realizing that most of the time its their own fault that I end up being upset at them and now I'm to the point that I just cut people off now. Especially when you rub me the wrong way and I feel as if you are rude to me and disrespect me for no reason. 

Stop_disrespecting_me

Treblerenee is a independent artist/musician. Treblerenee was born in raised in Tennessee before moving to Central Florida in 2008. She also started playing the trumpet in the early 2000s in middle school throughout high school and was also in the Marching Band in highschool. Audrey was part of the Orlando Choral Society as a singer in the choir as well. Originally, both her and her sister was going to play the flute, but ended up being brass players(trumpet player). She started singing professionaly in 2015 for charity events and night clubs. Her and her sister sometimes perform as a singing duo at special events and festivals. Audrey also likes to do DIY projects as a side hobby, such as making jewelry, keychains,painting canvases, and resin products. She sells her art online. Audrey is also a Breast Cancer Supporter also. She continues to use her motivation to continue making music and singing and hope to meet fellow musicians.

Stop_disrespecting_me

Treblerenee

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