suicidal affirmations

just blow my brains out

I Don’t Wanna Die

she cool like dove (demo)

Pop-Phlodge x Chadpilled

Lyrics:
It's been a bummer for a while
I hardly ever smile
why does living feel so vile
cold heart like a reptile
and I got this dry ass phone
no text, no one, no hoes
wish I'd crash out on the road
and rot and die alone

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

you keep blowing up my phone
with pics of you giving dome
so I'll take the benz out to the road
crash into the lake
and drown there cold
as the water feels my lungs
I'll feel the bliss of a 1000 suns
just how the schizos speak in tongues
cause ill know my shitty life is done

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

I'm killing myself tonight I'll be dead by morning
and all of this fucking time I was shouting out warnings
I was crying for help from you guys and you fucking ignored me
so I'm killing myself tonight that's the end of the story

oh god why
must I wake
feel pissed off
everyday
peoples nose I wanna break
wish they'd all just go away

Oh God Why (Feat. Cameron Phlodge & Chadpilled)

why did he leave us… 

lyrics:

Sent a Garfield pic to you
You're so fucking cool
You never opened it
And it just makes me sick

I know I'm the one you need
I'll make you complete
You're the one I want
Just go to the [?]

It's all fucked
Never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

I saw that you're into [?]
I think that's pretty neat
Yeah, I like it too
Not as much as you

And I know that you like chess
I bet that you're the best
And I'm real good as well
Without you, life is hell

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it... it

Sometimes I just feel alone
Like no one out there understands me
I think that you'd be the one
To make me feel like I'm [?]

Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you
Stuck on you

It's all fucked
I never know why
But Dasha's cute
I wanna have her in my life

And it's all fucked
'Cause Dasha's a bitch
I sent you stuff but you
Won't fucking open it... it

Dasha - Fried by Fluoride

Where I got it from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ujZJzua1eFc

Scars

I got lost
inside your school 
I have a shotgun 
and voices in my head

I got lost :3

crumbling through tangled footholds, oily stings lacerate my latex skin and exsanguinate my touch, my cold. gazing eyes in our bleeding garden 

clumps of rot skewer my commandments. urchins sinking and clawing erratic.
cold wind flauted against my skinless skull as I bow to my daedric enchantress. strain your knuckles down my throat to pull the lining past our mouth.I relish this fleshy cloak, to be fucked is to be human. I kinda heard that you don't really do this, we could hang at my place with some music. i got booze and some weed and a face and some blood and some flesh you can have whatevers soothing

he writes the truth about the garden he kept trying to build in their backyard, how it was an unfinished project, one that was kept secret from her only because he knew white lillies were her favourite flower, and how he wanted to suprise her one spring with rows upon rows of them. he imagines her face when she read the letter and finds out. the thought brings out a weak smile

I hope they grow over my grave

garden for lilith

You went off to school
In a town i never knew
I died an hour in
To risk of rain 2
I dont care enough
To be successful
Lying down
Im fucked up
Im really good at being fucked up
I bet all of you will be successful
So pe nice to me
Pe nice to me
Pe nice to me haaaaaah
You got it!
Im not an embarassment
When its opposite day
If my parents were rich
I wouldnt be in this mess
So pe nice to me
Pe nice to me
Pe nice to me haaaarrrhggh

Penice2me

Im afraid of sex
If ive ever had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kinda weird to me

Take my
Take my everything
Give it right back to me
Wrap me
Give me a bow
Push me where you dare not go
Im not in style
Grind my teeth
I must confess that im afraid of sex
Even in my stagnance
Fix my problems
Make me and addict
Im afraid of sex
Make me and addict
Take me out back
Shoot me in the garden

Holding on to my eyes
Im so embarrassed
Holding on to my eyes
Kill me now
Im afraid of sex
Even if ive had it
I think that theres
Something about it
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me
Its just kind of weird to me

jjjjjr

Practicing self destruction
I can barely function
I fucked my whole life up
I think that my times up
Theres no coming back now
Everyone is sad now, sad now

Times up i know that my life sucks
Nothing worth saving I am barely living
Waging and praying just to end it
You wish i was dead now dead now

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Useless this why I choose this
Maybe im just stupid dumb and clueless
Houston can you read me can you even hear me
Do you even need me Need me

Chemicals in my brain
I am not the same
I watched too much youtube
I ate too much junkfood
Had too many vaccines
Now something is wrong me, wrong with me

Ill be dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Wasting my time because it is all worthless, worthless
Ill be fucking dead by 30, 30

Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Im crashing and burning
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Dead by 30
Lifes fucking worthless

Dead By 30 (feat. UhOhSlater)

darkneowoke trve american fakecelcore nothing is real quadrillions must watermark

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garden for lilith

treebones