Produced by Crizzy White
Vocals by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mixing by Crizzy White, HeyLee Manzeron
Mastered by Crizzy White
HeyLee Manzeron - https://soundcloud.com/heylee-manzeron

Crizzy White:
Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

In my adolescence
Man, I always craved acceptance
Who knew I'd let you break me down just so I feel respected 
Time don't feel like it's progressing and I'm always stressing 
And when it builds resentment blame myself and my own wishes 
I never wished it so blue 
So why you feeling hurt too 
You scream and cry and hit a wall
But girl I still defend you

Oh time has been tainted 
And I feel like it's fading 
Just say that you hate it 
When I speak my placement 

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

HeyLee Manzeron:
Damn me to hell and I’m drowning in the abyss
I need my medication because your love is an illness
The tone of your voice cuts me open like a wrist slit
I told you from the start you fell in love with a misfit

Digging myself a grave again
I don’t wanna see your face again
I can not breath in the air
‘Cause all you do is spit out the dangerous pathogens
Another conversation, motherfucker, put me on my back
Kicked me in the ass again
We’re damned if we do, we’re damned if we don’t
Refer to our love in the past tense

Crizzy White: 
And it's useless to control you 
You never wanna listen to my issues
Try to talk it out but it's foolish
Should've known that I only play a nuisance

Damned if I do and I'm damned if I don't 
If I ever let go, tell me that you know 
I still want you 
And I still love you 
But lately it's been different
I can't even make you smile when I wished it
Tryna change your mind and get forgiveness
Calling me a child when I missed it

Damned w/ HeyLee Manzeron

thanks to notahero for his beautiful verse <3

lyrics:
scorpio:
im sick and tired of the way things have been
im feeling something breaking within
all these cuts surrounding my skin
called out for help now im hearing sirens

did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

i needed you here but you couldnt stay
hope ill see you there by havens gates
yeah, i hope you hear everything i say
every time i visit your grave

notahero:
i hope i say it right cuz i can’t even tell if i’m talking and it’s fucked
i’m running out of drink cuz i think she running out of love
if everything just boils down to not knowing enough then what do i even try for
i call it self love
you call it embarrassing and i should give it up
i’m just tryna alleviate the stress that’s piling up
and lately it’s like breathing oxygens just not enough
sometimes i feel like crying cuz i know that i-

scorpio:
did this to myself, but its not my fault
couldnt get help, nobody picked up my calls
its like that pain i felt didnt matter at all
paint the room red and watch it drip from the wall

they hear what im saying, but are they taking it in?
i cant do this alone, feel like ive got no friends
this the last time, i cant do this again
i tried the best i could i guess
cant look at my body, its covered in sin
i cant lie to you, you know what i did
razerblade went straight through the mid
how it was right? i was just a kid

Heaven's Gates (feat. notahero)

BENDER

produced by @icebehumble

lyrics:

Mixing this lil bowl up like it’s rice
Roll up on her front and back just like a bike
Think I seen the light of god with all the lightning
Now I look up to the sky just like a kite
Ak be changing colors ima call it Tris Tyson
New wristwatch is big as hell, wrist Bison
New song got me mortified 
Pour champagne there’s more to life
Stack blue bills like mordecai
Enlighten
(Woooooah)

Hit the lights or I might die
Keep a rigby on my side
Up that stick he wanna play nice
Then slice him
Hit that spliff and I’m in space man but I’m not talking Zack 
Hit the rim like this shit Space Jam I’m pushing your shit back
Had him put you on the face cam so I could-
Now your face look out of place man, like what the fuck is that
Should’ve stayed up out the way man, your mama want you back
Yeah
But who gone tell her where you at?
Would hate if she saw you get splat
Yeah
I tried to stop it, shit get tragic
Went to your grave and spilled some Ak


Mixing this lil bowl up like it’s rice
Roll up on her front and back just like a bike
Think I seen the light of god with all the lightning
Now I look up to the sky just like a kite
Ak be changing colors ima call it Tris Tyson
New wristwatch is big as hell, wrist Bison
New song got me mortified 
Pour champagne there’s more to life
Stack blue bills like mordecai
Enlighten
(Woooooah)
(Wooooooah)
(Woah)

Lucid dreaming
I’m on wocky timing
Got me moving slow
I said bae I ain’t no regular, but I’ll still steal the show
She gone swing just like the pendulum when her ol’ man is gone
She let me hit just like the penjamin she blink and I still go
When he hit like the quiet place 
Yo bitch is an acquired taste
Shouldn’t have made her mine to take
(Yeah)
(Yeah yeah)
(When you hit like the quiet place
(Made her mine to take)
(Made her mine to take)

Mixing this lil bowl up like it’s rice
Roll up on her front and back just like a bike
Think I seen the light of god with all the lightning
Now I look up to the sky just like a kite
Ak be changing colors ima call it Tris Tyson
New wristwatch is big as hell, wrist Bison
New song got me mortified 
Pour champagne there’s more to life
Stack blue bills like mordecai
Enlighten
(Woooooah)
(Woah)

SPACEMAN LIKE ZACK

fall foward + jolst

out of place (p. bluent x scrn)

whoisyou (sneke)

Sledge - Barnes & Noble [dooby + seasxn]

what da hell prod stxndos

feel like die (nope, ogida140)

and this girl got me crying,
she won't defeat me,
heart of a lion, 
kiss me discreetly,
in the bus shelter,
won't you come see me,
I always lose my temper,
the thoughts on repeat 

and ill never leave you fucked up, cinderella, 
and if the rain pours yeah my heart your umbrella,
I've been feeling so low but im getting better,
shout out the prozac it got me through the weather

so I tell her, and ill never leave you fucked up, cinderella, 
and if the rain pours yeah my heart your umbrella,
I've been feeling so low but im getting better,
shout out the prozac it got me through the weather

and I've never felt this way before, and im sure,
you're the only fucking rose in a bed full of thorns,
hand you my jacket promise you ill keep you safe from the storm,
I know that half the time the reason it rains and it pours is cus of me

and probably, cus im only okay when you're on top of me
and probably yeah,
im honestly fed up,
of all these movies playing on me really fucks my head up,
im sinking 3's from half court yeah ill never let up,
im not about all this beef, im tryna get my bread up
you work at subway, boy give it a rest,
im just tryna make some fucking music with my friends.

somberellum (yunny goldz)

BOXGANG 📬
hollowbody 🕸️
https://linktr.ee/ttreez_
dm on ig for vocal mixing/collab

fall foward + jolst

treez

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