i don't wanna feel okay (flesh + nihil2free)

porch lights (treez x ryan kelly)

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

You don’t ask what I’m goin through
You don’t ask if I’m fine

And why don’t you tell me what you think of me
Why do you tell me all these lies

find it hard to get by
In my situation
Dreading every second
Closer to our graduation

You can see I’m sad
Always sad dont need no confrontation
You say that I’m mad always mad
But there’s just no relation

Every party that your at
I Get no invitation
Am I real or am I fake
In your simulation

Pretend who you want me to be
It only left me breakin
See what you want me to see
Now I just keep on shakin

What do you want me to say
Now
Do you really want me here
Or am I crazy to stay
Think I should get away
But I don’t really care

Find my way out the back door
I’m like your back board
Takin your hits
But I’m on the floor

Now I seem to just crash more
Your like the crash course
Thought it was fine
But it’s getting worse

I’ve been way to sad
Don’t think it’ll pass
In over my head
When I saw you in class

You don’t know how this changed me
Given up lately
You still think that I’m mad
But really I’m sad oh oh oh

Situation

Rise Up

She﻿﻿ walks between the﻿ lines​​ оf light,
A silhouette﻿ that﻿﻿ fades from sight.
Her dreams are locked behind closed doors,
She’s scared​ tо﻿﻿ live, but﻿﻿ wants much more.

The nights are﻿﻿ long,﻿ they﻿﻿ never end,
The stars, they mock—they﻿﻿ don’t pretend.
She wonders​​ іf she’ll ever find
A way​ tо﻿﻿ leave﻿ this﻿﻿ shell behind.

Pre-Chorus
She’s​​ a﻿ ghost​ іn​​ a crowded room,
A flower that’ll﻿﻿ never bloom.
But​​ іn her shadow,﻿ hides​​ a flame,
And﻿﻿ maybe he’s the same.

Chorus
She’s the rain﻿ that﻿﻿ never falls,
A distant﻿ echo​​ іn the halls.
She﻿﻿ hides her heart, but﻿﻿ wears her pain,
In​​ a﻿﻿ world﻿ that﻿ feels​​ sо far away.
And he’s the mirror​​ tо her soul,
The shattered pieces make them whole.
They’re﻿ both﻿﻿ alone but﻿﻿ never gone,
Two midnight﻿﻿ souls that sing one song.

Verse﻿ 2
He﻿﻿ hides beneath the moonless skies,
A walking﻿ mask,​​ a thin disguise.
His mind’s​​ a maze﻿ with​​ nо escape,
A broken﻿ heart​ he﻿﻿ can’t reshape.

They﻿ share​​ a silence​​ sо profound,
Like whispers lost without​​ a sound.
He doesn’t know she﻿﻿ feels the same,
Both﻿ lost​ іn﻿﻿ their unspoken pain.

Pre-Chorus
They’re shadows chasing fading light,
A﻿﻿ storm﻿ that﻿ never﻿ takes​​ tо flight.
But​​ іn the﻿﻿ dark, they intertwine,
Two﻿﻿ souls﻿ lost​​ іn time.

Chorus
She’s the rain﻿ that﻿﻿ never falls,
A distant﻿ echo​​ іn the halls.
She﻿﻿ hides her heart, but﻿﻿ wears her pain,
In​​ a﻿﻿ world﻿ that﻿ feels​​ sо far away.
And he’s the mirror​​ tо her soul,
The shattered pieces make them whole.
They’re﻿ both﻿﻿ alone but﻿﻿ never gone,
Two midnight﻿﻿ souls that sing one song.

Bridge
If only﻿ they﻿﻿ could see they’re not alone,
Two broken hearts﻿ that﻿ could​​ be home.
But﻿ fear​​ іs louder than the truth,
It drowns the echoes​ оf﻿﻿ their youth.
So they’ll keep fading into night,
Two﻿﻿ stars﻿ that﻿﻿ never burn too bright.

Outro
She dreams​ оf﻿﻿ being someone else,
But doesn’t see he’s just himself.
Two shadows passing​​ іn the dark,
Two halves​​ оf one unspoken spark.
If only﻿ they﻿﻿ could take the leap,
Maybe they’d﻿ find​​ a﻿ place​​ tо sleep.

Silhouette

be my nail in a candle (sorrow bringer)

erase

i pray to god that he will take me (noah808 x stayed)

wake up ur neighbors

prod @cabberbeats

cover art by @noskeleton

pockets burning, world keep turning
cant go out like that im determined
porsche coupe swerving, inside hurting
i dont play them games, run up n its curtains

out all night im carving corners
u better call the coroner
give a fuck bout law n order
living w this paranoia

i cant fucking sleep
need u right in front of me

right in front of me, baby can u comfort me
i just want some peace, 'fore the reaper come for me
for the first time i dont think i wanna leave
i dont think i wanna leave

fell in love w the cards dealt
look at me its a part now
it dont gotta be-
it dont gotta be that hard now
40 on me let it pour down
had it all i want more now
i want more now
i want more now

pockets burning, world keep turning
cant go out like that im determined
porsche coupe swerving, inside hurting
i dont play them games, run up n its curtains

out all night im carving corners
u better call the coroner
give a fuck bout law n order
living w this paranoia

i cant fucking sleep
need u right in front of me

downpour (cabber)

prod @prodcxrter x @yunnygoldz
lyrics
Baby how you feeling i done lost control
I Said what i said now im driving home
I know i know, i shouldve changed my tone
It aint nobody's fault except my own 

flipped a coin and took a risk, didn't know how it would turn out
Too early too quick, we’ll find out if i learn now
Life is made upon them bridges that you burn down
Fallen from the sky, and i'm earthbound

Karma make me into the man i dont wanna be
Shove my feelings into the can, and kick my vanity
Despite that im not losing my plan, i got my family
Might disapprove where i stand, but in this manner we
Move on, and forgive, even when heated in the moment
Life may throw us curve balls we fuck up atleast we own it
that's the way i'm raised, forgiven even when we were opponents
Opinions mean a lot but in the grand scheme just components

Throw me to sharks, overboard
Tell me where to start cause im not sure
Didnt mean to break your heart, im just free to explore
Many fish in the sea but i see that shore

Baby how you feeling i done lost control
I Said what i said now im driving home
I know i know, i shouldve changed my tone
It aint nobody's fault except my own 

flipped a coin and took a risk, didn't know how it would turn out
Too early too quick, we’ll find out if i learn now
Life is made upon them bridges that you burn down
Fallen from the sky, and i'm earthbound

Keep me close, if you feel me,
But i'm not offended if you don't
Cause we all have separate lives and your own matters the most
But if i had the choice, id rather have you as a friend than as foe

In the grand scheme it doesnt matter if you heard me out
the earth still turns around, i got hope in my system, slowly burning out
Try Not to overthink but im having doubts
But how ya really feeling, not too great
I find hard to slow down and hit the brakes
Rush in too deep all it takes
Just to end up as another mistake

Baby how you feeling i done lost control
I Said what i said now im driving home
I know i know, i shouldve changed my tone
It aint nobody's fault except my own 

flipped a coin and took a risk, didn't know how it would turn out
Too early too quick, we’ll find out if i learn now
Life is made upon them bridges that you burn down
Fallen from the sky, and i'm earthbound


earthbound [prod. cxrter x yunny goldz]

abstractions and vignettes of emotion and experience, i hope you enjoy

all beats by elijah david: https://www.youtube.com/@ElijahDavid_

thank you to notahero and shizukesa for helping complete some tracks and provide a unique perspective to the emotions i've felt

chaindogchasin [prod elijah david]

circles ft. sanjicooks

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

Lyrics ⬇️ 

hey dont remind me of this
hey dont remind me of that
it don’t surprise me that i had it all and then it kicked the can
i wish i aint care if you laugh
i care about their view too much
and idk where i stand
but im tryna be in the palm of ur hands

baby thats way too much
& i couldnt hold it if both of my hands held out
and i dont mean to say too much
i couldnt think why you want me to be around
you told me i did enough
but it really don’t compare to all that you done
and maybe if i was in love then i woulda chose you over drugs

you dont know what it means to be addicted
i was conflicted i was so broke
i think you sense it i was inflicting all of the
damage in all my bones
but that was my mission you wouldn’t get it
that was the only thing up in my home
other than dishes i had been washin just to get out of their face be alone

(halfhearted)

yeah i’m not alone when im up in the night 
voice in my brain said im crossing the line
coulda been worse but im barely alive, put down my weapon you sharpen your knife 
didn’t know any better,pull me apart by the holes in my sweater 
put a stamp on my letter, wait seven months but you still won’t answer 

lost and was found in the town i was raised in
praying on my downfall give em entertainment 
right hook to the jaw leave him right on the pavement 
for the last few months i been feeling like im vacant

i get racks and they know
family upset when i walk in the room
stuck on the times i was passing the bowl
but look at me now i found peace in my soul

(brecken)
you got a peice of my soul
i want it back like asap
you wanted me to go home
left you right there ima walk back 

told me that id get evicted if i ever got a place of my own

but i been here 4 months cuz i dont listen
honestly dont think you think i could grow

month four w/ halfhearted (dash)

i feel free

BOXGANG 📬
hollowbody 🕸️
https://linktr.ee/ttreez_
dm on ig for vocal mixing/collab

porch lights (treez x ryan kelly)

treez

Recent comments

Seth Egan

Eli Egan

vails

Klik Link Terpercaya Menuju Situs Slot Gacor Viral

Related tracks